Holding On to My Man

Chapter 27 part3

Chapter 27: The protagonist of an ancient abusive novel (Part 3)

Translated by peonynoveltl

Fu family’s business has been passed down from generation to generation, it’s one of the most famous wealthy family that’s powerful and influential in the great state of Chu. Not only do they have money, they also have great power.

The current emperor’s most favored Consort Xian is from Fu family, she is Lord Fu’s blood related younger sister. These layers of relationships made the entire Fu family even more prominently powerful.

Therefore, for Du Haitang to be able to hook up with Lord Fu and have him bring this woman from a brothel into the family as a concubine, aside for her brilliant methods, she also stroke great luck.

As someone who lives by carefully reading other people’s faces, Du Haitang is very self-aware. She doesn’t take advantage of Lord Fu’s favor to stick her tail high up to the sky*. She respectfully bowed to the madam in front of her and served her tea.

*cocky/conceited

Gu Bai also consciously didn’t follow inside to cram the place, he obediently waited outside. He lowered his head and his hands kept on twisting the corner of his clothes constantly to express his fear and agitation. In reality, he’s planning his future.

"The new concubine is now accompanying the lord’s wife for a moment, follow me to settle down at the courtyard first..."

Du Haitang has already been inside for quite a while. In the end, only the steward came out to take him to the concubine’s courtyard to settle down.

"Yes......"

Gu Bai still nodded cautiously, looking cowardly. The perfect image of a humble and weak drag*.

*woman’s children from previous marriage (derogatory)

When passing the side door, the corner of Gu Bai’s eyes suddenly caught sight of a gorgeous robe. Pain suddenly emerged from his chest, controlling his body to look up and see.

Who knew that this one glance is forever.

It was a young man dressed in white robes with a handsome and arrogant face. His pupils are like frosty starlight. The emotionlessly ice-cold and clear gaze seem to be able to freeze people’s hands and feet.

In a split second, he become the only one in Gu Bai’s eyes. Leaving only the figure of the gorgeous robe, it deeply,deeply affected his heart.

His chest surged with fierce emotions, the heart broke out with sentences of ’I love you, love you endlessly’ one after another.

"......"

Gu Bai spent a whole minute to forcefully suppress the emotion that’s not his own.

He doesn’t have a heart, such strong love is naturally the original host’s and the man wearing a white robe is undoubtedly the target of his mission, Fu Junli.

Unexpectedly, the original host’s love for Fu Junli turned out to be so deep, even the emotions left in his body can affect his soul and mind.

Even if he isn’t the one who Fu Junli fell in love with.

Even during intimate times, when that man affectionately whispered another person’s name by his ear, "Lianzhi Lianzhi..." He was still perfectly willing to go along with it.

Even if he scorned and sneered at him as a mole cricket or ant*, the deep feelings in his heart are as firm as a huge rock that can’t be split in half.

*tiny individuals with no power

Even if he can’t reincarnate after death, he still wants to obtain his love by trading his soul....

Gu Bai took a deep breath, his eyes were dark and hard to understand.

Truly worthy of being the protagonist of a high-H* abusive novel. He was abused so miserably by the demon BOSS, but still persistently love him so deeply without regrets. This kind of ’no abuse, no love’, he’s simply a little slut bottom that’s hard to come by in a thousand years!

*smut smut smut

(????)

This time, if he can’t obtain Fu Junli’s love, can’t make make Fu Junli only have ’Du Yunxi’ in his heart, can’t make Fu Junli have such deep and unwavering love for him, he might end up trapped in this mission.

In his moment of daze, the steward in front of him found out that he didn’t manage to keep up and turned back. He saw him looking at Fu Junli and his expression instantly changed. He immediately pulled him away and warned.

"Little young master, if you wish to live in Fu Mansion, remember the first rule of entering Fu, never lift up your head and look at eldest young master with your eyes, and stay farther away from the eldest young master!"

"Yes...."

Gu Bai didn’t ask further questions and naively nodded his head.

Of course, he knows why the steward said this. It’s because Fu Junli doesn’t like others looking him, only the white lotus us allowed.

In the plot, when the original host’s eyes were dug out, only that person’s cold yet gentle voice sounded by his ear.

"Lianzhi, don’t be angry, I’ll give you this pair of eyes to play with, alright?"

Fu Junli, you only have Lianzhi in your heart, why are you so heartless to Yunxi who loves and admires you? You love me, love me, love me alright! ! !

Following behind the steward with his head bowed down, Gu Bai’s footsteps were heavy as he silently suppressed the original host’s emotions. So much dog blood* everywhere, this kind of high-H heart abusing novel makes people want to vomit blood the most. Gouging the eyes out, gouging the eyes out, gouging the eyes out, I’m actually going to have my eyes gouged out, fvck.....

*melodramatic

absurd, exaggerated, ridiculous, etc