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Chapter 864
Chapter 864
Chapter 864: Chapter 861: I want to atone for my sins
Author:?Su Zhishui?MACHINE TRANSLATION
“MM. ” Yan Qing nodded with a smile. He had long since come to terms with the past in his heart.
They were both people who had died once. What else could he not see through?
Yan Youcheng looked at his obedient son and thought of how obedient he was when he was young. In the end, he still could not bear it. “Qing ‘er, if you still want to return to the company… ”
“No. ” Yan Qing shook his head and bent down to scoop up the clear water in the fountain. “that place is not suitable for me. ”
The icy cold touch was very refreshing.
At a certain point in time, the closed fingers loosened and the clear water once again fell back into the fountain through the gaps between the fingers. In the blink of an eye, it merged into one, reflecting the bright sunlight and shimmering.
“It was the time when I was in university that made me feel the happiest. ”
Speaking of this, the bottom of Yan Qing’s eyes shone with happiness again.
At that time, the days were so simple. There were dreams and Little Qi… …
Yan Youcheng was a little surprised. “Do you still want to go back to teaching? ”
Yan Qing continued to laugh, but this time, it was a sad and self-deprecating laugh. “How can a person like me have the right to teach and educate people? ”
School was also something that he could never go back to.
Yan Youcheng’s heart skipped a beat. Looking at his son’s side profile that was somewhat similar to his own, his heart ached.
“It’s Dad’s fault. I shouldn’t have let you and Jun’ er fight over it… if I had fulfilled your wish back then, things wouldn’t have turned out like this… ” Yan Youcheng let out a long, mournful sigh. He really wanted to slap himself twice …
The marriage couldn’t be preserved, and the son couldn’t be controlled. It was he who had personally messed up one thing after another.
If he had agreed to give Xia Jinqi to Qing’er back then, would everything have been different?
Perhaps.
With Xia Jinqi by his side, perhaps one day, he would be able to resolve the hatred in Yan Qing’s heart.
However, how could time go backwards?
What had happened had happened. No matter how much regret and pain he felt, nothing could change.
Listening to Yan Youcheng’s regret, Yan Qing appeared very indifferent.
He turned to look at his father and began to comfort him. “Dad, you’re right. Yan Jun is indeed more capable than me and more suitable to lead the Yan family. ”
Saying this, Yan Qing’s eyes paused for half a second before he smiled. “As for Little Qi… I was the one who pushed her away with my own hands back then. ”
His smile was filled with bitterness.
Yan Youcheng nodded and his voice choked with sobs. “What are your plans for the future? ”
Let’s not talk about the past.
What was important was the present and the future.
“I want to atone for my sins. ” Yan Qing said, then looked down at his hands.
They had been washed by the water from the fountain, and were very clean, almost spotless.
The blood on his hands could be washed away, but what about the bottom of his heart?
He wanted to do something, to do something for the Yan family.
“then stay in the army for a period of time. First, hone your skills. ” Yan Youcheng glanced around. This was also the military district, and outside the hospital was the training base.
Yan Qing did not refute. He really needed to hone his skills… …
In short, no matter what he had to do in the future, at least for now, his life was simple and clear-headed.
There was no longer a mountain of hatred that pressed down on him until he could not breathe.
The father and son chatted for a while more. Before leaving, Yan Youcheng remembered the promise he had made and asked Yan Qing out again.
“When your injuries recover, go and see your mother. I’ll go too. ”
After saying that, he leaned on his cane and walked slowly into the distance.