Be Eaten Up with Love

Chapter 5: The Voluntary Humiliation

Then it happened just as I had expected.
I was pressed on the front seat of the car and we had car sex!
I struggled, but it didn’t work.
I cursed and even scolded his eight generations of ancestors, but he still went his
own way. Tired of listening, he covered my mouth with his big hands.
Without foreplay, the feeling was just one word: pain!
In the dark, he held me down, and my cold sweat was dripping because of pain,
my fingers pinching his back. He gasped in my ear, and didn’t say anything. He
just vented ruthlessly over and over again in my body...
I rarely cried. Even if my face was swollen beaten by Harriet Judson, I did not
shed a drop of tears. But today, being so bullied by Wayne Gilbert, I couldn’t help
crying.
With grievance and humiliation, I feel tonight was the most difficult time in my life.
Wayne Gilbert groveling on my body, his movement slowed down. He pinched
my face, “are you made of water? You cry so easily. There were no woman
feeling wronged and bursting into tears under my body.”
I wiped my tears with his shirt, “are you all right?”
Then, after a chuckle, he continued...
When it was over, he turned on the car lights and glanced at me. I slumped on
the seat. He asked, “how many men you slept with and asked for money before
me?”

I froze for a while, and quickly understood his meaning, “you are the first person.
I was a virgin before. There was blood on the sheet, and you did not see it? I’m
not lying...”
Wayne Gilbert lit a cigarette, and he took a bite. He took out all the cash in the
wallet, and handed me, “there are ten thousand yuan, paying for this time.”
I looked at him and he handed over a thick stack of money. I wanted to throw the
money in his face with determination. But the reality was that I dared no!
“Wayne Gilbert, the 200,000 dollars was to pay the medical bills for my
grandmother’s operation. I lacked money, so I had to do that. The money could
be considered as doing the charity for you and I also lost my virginity. After all,
you didn’t at a loss! I’m not a prostitute, so I wouldn’t accept the ten thousand
yuan. Would you please forget about this thing later?"
Wayne Gilbert was surprised that I would say so, and he put out the dying
smoke, and opened the window.
“Why me?” After a moment’s silence, he suddenly turned his head and asked
me.
Hearing Wayne Gilbert’s words, I suddenly did not know how to answer properly,
and the truth was that I had no choice under that situation!
After I explained my reasons briefly, I found that the atmosphere was more
depressing in the car.
The river breeze getting into the car through the window, I was shivering with
cold. Wayne Gilbert pointed to the suit jacket under my buns. Because of the
previous crazy action, the suit jacket was rumpled.

“Wearing it if you feel cold, where do you live? I’ll send you back.”
...
Back in my rented nest, I lost all my strength, kicked off my shoes and collapsed
on the bed.
Wayne Gilbert was my first man. Although the two sexual experiences did not
give me even a little wonderful feeling, but inevitably, my heartstring was touched
by him!
Maybe a woman was sensitive like this, even if you didn’t love the man. However,
if he had sex with you, he would leave something in your heart.
But that’s all!
From the moment I had sex with him, I knew he was a dangerous man. You
didn’t know what he would do next!
Just like today at Katherine Gilbert’s birthday party, he could treat you as if he
didn’t know you at all and ignored you coldly. But when you were off guard
without precaution, he made a move again...
The sex of the first time was premeditated, but the sex of the second time was
purely accidental!
Previously, I had said the cause and effect of sleeping with him clearly, I thought
tonight’s car sex should be a complete end!