Berserk Stick System

Chapter 33: Who is My True Self?

4 years have passed since the death of my parents. I currently live with my aunt, they already have a 2-year-old child. During this time, I have never cried, smiled, laughed, or been happy.

Both my parents have died, this is very hard for me who always needs parents in my life. But fortunately, my aunt let me live with her. Even though everyone in town hates me because I’m the monster that once messed up the town.

But one day, my aunt and uncle said something that broke my heart even more.

“Sorry Alice, we can’t take care of you anymore, everyone in town is very angry with you being here,”

Aunt looked at me with tears in her eyes, while uncle looked at me in frustration feeling guilty for leaving me.

‘No aunty, it’s not all your fault, I knew this day would come,’

I lowered my head, I feel completely helpless now. Everything I had was gone, even my aunt couldn’t do anything anymore.

“Thank you aunt, for taking care of me, from now on I will take care of myself,”

Auntie covered her mouth with her hand, she cried hearing what I said. Even uncle looked very sad to hear me. I just bowed my head, thanking them. after that took the red robe in my room, I went out house.

I didn’t bring anything, I didn’t even bring any money. I don’t know, what will happen to me next. When I was on the town street, many people looked at me in fear. They still remembered the incident 4 years ago, when the vines monsters, ravaged the town.

“Finally, the monster will leave town,”

“That’s right, I’m always afraid if she rages again in the town, every night I can’t sleep peacefully,”

“Hopefully she can get out of this town quickly, I’m always afraid to see her,”

Everyone looked at me with disgust, fear, anger, resentment. I just walked down the street without thinking about any of this. My heart was broken, everything I had was broken.

“Mo-monsters!! mother, that person is a monster, isn’t she? I’m scared,”

A child hugged his mother, afraid I would attack them. All children in town thought of me as a terrible monster, they were taught not to try to approach me. Otherwise, they would have been killed, or something terrible by me.

“That monster finally left the town,”

“You Monsters,”

“You Monsters,”

“You Monsters,”

….

Every time I walked in the town I would hear these words. Whoever it was from parents to children, they would call me a monster.

“YOU MONSTER, YOU MONSTER, YOU MONSTER, YOU MONSTER, YOU MONSTER, YOU MONSTER, YOU MONSTER, YOU MONSTER, YOU MONSTER, YOU MONSTER, YOU MONSTER,”

‘No!!! I’m not a MONSTER,’

“YOU MONSTER,”

‘I’m not a MONSTER, KYAAAAAAA,’

…

“Kyaaaaa….”

I woke up in bed, I saw my hands were trembling. I was scared, so scared, everyone called me Monster. Tears fell into my hands, after a long time of not crying. These were the first tears I fell. 4 years earlier, at the time of my mother’s death, that was the last time I cried.

“Who is my true self?”

“Hiks.. Someone, please tell me..”

I hugged my legs, trying to protect my body from all the ugliness of this world. But suddenly, I felt someone hug me from behind. It was a warm feeling, the feeling I had been searching for.

“What are you saying, Alice? You are now my woman,”

I looked back, there was a man with white hair with bright yellow eyes. I felt warmth and love given by this man. This man is the one who accepts me as I am.

He gave me warmth last night. Every time he hugged me, I felt a warm feeling all over my body. He made me understand what it means to be a woman. I felt protected when I was beside him.

This man is the person I’ve always been looking for. Someone who accepts me as I am, someone who will protect me, someone who loves me, Someone who always takes away my loneliness, and gives me warmth.

‘That’s right!!!, I am now his woman, I won’t let anyone get in my way,’

My breath became hot, in my eyes, there was a heart symbol, I felt like hugging this man in front of me. I didn’t want anyone to ruin him. He was only mine.

—–

–PoV Lute–

I’m currently hugging Alice. I was surprised when she screamed and mumbled in a small voice. Seeing her who seemed to have just had a bad dream. I hugged her and replied to question she asked.

And now I see Alice in a strange state. I can see her eyes are glowing with the symbol a heart. Her breathing is rough, her face is red. She looks like a woman in lust. It scares me a little because of her gaze, she is looking at me with extreme love obsession.

[+160.000 Love Point]

‘What? so many Love Points,’ I was amazed, got so many Love Points.

“A-alice what happened?”

But suddenly, Alice hugged me she caught my face and kissed it. I was shocked by all this. She opened my mouth and stuck her tongue in.

“Hmmn…chu..ahn..juru,”

We kissed passionately. Our tongues met, but if this continued, I couldn’t help it. I grabbed Alice’s shoulders and pushed her. Drooling dripped from our lips, making them look like bridges of drool.

“Lute, I want to do it,”

Alice looked at me with a face that seemed to melt. I gulped seeing this, but I shook my head. I can indeed continue this, I’m just scared, I’m getting out of control like last night.Alice also seems to still look tired, plus yesterday was a first for her, I’m sure it still hurts down there.

“Alice, we have to stop here first, look at your body, don’t you still look tired?”

Alice knitted her brows and puffed her cheeks, looking displeased. But in the end she did as I said.

‘What’s with her cheeks, they look so cute!!’

I touched Alice’s cheek and rubbed it, Alice looked annoyed to feel this. Last I stroked her head and touched her ear.She closed her eyes with a smile, feeling me caress her head.

“Alice, you look cute,”I laughed.

“Really Lute? I am cute? Do you like it?”

“Hmn I like, everything you have, Alice,”

Alice’s eyes lit up, hearing me. She had a blush on her face. I smiled at her, she seemed pleased with my answer.

I remember yesterday’s incident, I met Alice while she was walking near the forest. I became curious as to why she was walking near the forest.

“Oh that’s right, Alice, why are you on road near the forest?”

Alice had a sad face, but after that she shook her head. She looked me straight in eyes.

“People in town kicked me out, but I thank them for kicking me out because now, I have Lute,”

Alice smiled at me, While I was astonished, not to think she would be kicked out of the town. This is a sad story for a child the same age as me.