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Chapter 157.4 - Extra 3
Chapter 157.4 - Extra 3
Yan Linhao did not dare to make any outrageous movements, as he knew that Qing Yun slept very lightly. When he was a child, whenever he moved slightly to do a small action, without a sound, Qing Yun would be able to grab his hand accurately in the dark.
But Yan Linhao still underestimated his own self-control. After all, he was a young and vigorous teenager who was holding a person he longed for but could not attain in his arms. Slowly, his body temperature started to be scorching.
“Damn it!” Yan Linhao cursed in his heart, quickly got out of the bed and locked himself inside the bathroom.
Inside the bathroom, the topless boy completely shed the youthfulness of a teenager, his entire being emanating the strong aura of a mature man.
With one hand, he supported himself by pressing against the icy cold tiles of the bathroom, while covering his face with the other to muffle his heavy breathing. The muscles on his back and arms bulging attractively from restraining himself.
Yan Linhao knew that there was a beast hidden inside his heart. He didn’t know when this beast had started living in his heart, making him immensely fearful.
The first time he had a wet dream, what appearing in Yan Linhao’s dream was that pair of incredibly cold and clear eyes. Fearful and excited, he used Qing Yun’s favourite sapphire blue tie to blindfold the youth, then bullied him without the slightest scruple, making him cry, and watching him beg for mercy.
An entirely opposite aura was revealed on that face, usually full of asceticism, and his pale thin lips also became bright red because of his biting. Even now, this scene could easily make Yan Linhao’s scalp numb.
After waking up from the dream, Yan Linhao was dazed and even reminisced, but what followed right after was fear.
Because Yan Linhao could see clearly that Qing Yun divided the people around him into one circle after another, and no one outside the circle could enter his heart. Yan Linhao was lucky enough to break into one circle, but was then blocked by another.
In Qing Yun’s heart, Yan Linhao would always be a child. He could be his younger brother, he could also be his adopted son, but the only thing he cannot be is his lover.
Yan Linhao even felt that there was always been a place in Qing Yun’s heart, a place that was reserved all these years for a person, and he would never be able to strive for it.
If Yan Linhao rashly closed the distance between him and Qing Yun, then what awaited him would be Qing Yun’s absolute indifference. Qing Yun would simply cut off all of his delusions and even send him far, far away, never to see him again.
At the thought of this, Yan Linhao curled up in pain.
Why… Why can’t he be the one? Just because Qing Yun had watched him grow up?josei
Yan Linhao even felt fiercely jealous of the person in Qing Yun’s heart. Why has he not appeared all these years? How could he make Gege keep yearning and waiting for him?
Various thoughts mixed up in Yan Linhao’s mind, making him almost unable to control his movements, to open the door and throw himself aggravatedly onto the youth on the bed, then do whatever he wanted to him just like in his dream.
But Yan Linhao didn’t have the guts. He wanted to do it, but he didn’t dare to face the aftermath.
This struggle made Yan Linhao, who had always been pampered by Qing Yun, feel so wronged that his eyes turned red, yet it also made his body burn even more.
Once, just once.
He would indulge himself this one time, then use the excuse of his basketball team having something on tomorrow to return to school. From then on, he would bury these feelings deep in his head. Qing Yun was still his gege, and that would never change.
The sound of muffled gasping suddenly echoed in the cramped bathroom, and at that moment, someone knocked on the bathroom door.
“Linhao?” That exceptionally clear voice came through the frosted glass door and reached Yan Linhao’s ears, instantly making his body tense up, even tremble.
Not hearing any response, Qing Yun furrowed his brows and was about to open the door. He was worried that the kid had eaten so much cake at night and upset his stomach.
When he heard the sound of the door handle turning, Yan Linhao who had just relaxed, immediately tensed up again. He seemed to have forgotten to lock the door?
“Ge! Don’t come in, ge!”
He cannot let gege know of this, he absolutely cannot let gege know!
Yan Linhao hurriedly stopped Qing Yun, his voice even took on a pleading tone: “Ge… Don’t come in.”
Qing Yun froze for a moment, then released the handle. It occurred to him that the Yan Linhao today was no longer the nine-year-old child back then, and he didn’t need to worry about Yan Linaho slipping and falling in the bathroom, or drowning in the bathtub.
In addition… A child of this age…
Qing Yun thought over it, then turned back to return to his bed. Yan Linhao could then finally relax completely.
The tiny frosted glass door of the bathroom easily isolated the inside from the outside world, and the bathroom was filled with a familiar scent to Qing Yun, precisely the smell of a certain man in heat.
However, as soon as Yan Linhao pressed the button to switch on the ventilation fan, the scent disappeared instantly.
Yan Linhao came out only after taking a shower. What comforted him was that Qing Yun didn’t ask him anything.
And Yan Linhao finally became obedient, lying stiffly on the bed and not daring to touch Qing Yun at all.
Early next morning, Gu Qing came back to the Gu home.
The appearance of the Gu mansion did not change much in the past ten years, still retaining the look of when Father Gu was still alive. Nevertheless, it was still tainted with the cold aura of the current owner, and this coldness was mixed with an indescribable warmth. Just by looking at the old toy car in the corner of the yard, one could tell.
Gu Qing took a glance at the toy car and some children’s toys next to it and thought to herself, why does it seem like Gu Cheng has raised a son at home?
Don’t tell her that Gu Cheng actually…
She took full advantage of the situation and pretended to be angry as she walked in. She entered the password for the electronic lock and was surprised to find that she could enter without any issues.
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