Debut or Die

Chapter 234

Episode 234 Bae Se

-jin looked at her smartphone with wide eyes.

Most of the articles that deliberately stir up anxiety have been taken down by the company.

No, at least the company was arguing that way, but Bae Se-jin had a different idea.

‘just… Isn’t that because they’ve already risen enough?’

Since the company completely blocked the inside story of the accident, there is nothing more to worry about, so the article has withered.

Yes. The company was desperately blocking stories related to the former manager from the press.

In the end, the article reported that it was just an ‘accident caused by negligent driving by a former manager who was about to retire’.

‘This is nonsense.’

Bae Se-jin clasped his hand tightly.

As a result of some members gritting their teeth and persistently questioning the working-level staff, they also found out the route the former manager had invaded.

– I couldn’t hear the story of the manager change from the performance company… I passed the deal thinking I had come to see something else during the day.

-… … !!

So, this accident… It was also the company’s fault for not properly notifying the people involved that the former manager had been fired!

Bae Se-jin intuitively knew that they were desperately cracking down on the media by requesting it even to the head office because they knew that.

Even now, the company was being criticized from all directions for negligence in management personnel.

However, if the facts become clearer, it will take a huge blow, so it is to drag the time until the incident subsides as much as possible.

‘At that time… Just focus on Park Moon-dae’s recovery.’

Of course, I had no expectations.

If some members hadn’t strongly objected to the company, they would have secretly mentioned activities as a 6-member group.

‘It’s disgusting… .’

Bae Se-jin covered his mouth.

I know it can’t be helped, but Bae Se-jin is completely fed up with the lowly capitalist gaze that only sees the group as a business base.

It’s not their job, so they act like they’re insecure about their celebrity’s schedule.

I’ve seen it so many times since I was young that I’m tired of it.

‘In this industry, accidents like this don’t happen for a day or two… !’

Why does the same thing happen over and over again?

Except for the sham justification of being in the institutional realm… … It is no different from my previous agency.

Bae Se-jin gave strength so that the hand that covered his mouth became white.

‘… I need to find a more proper agency.’

There must be agencies that protect humanity run by decent people.

It had to be.

‘If you can hold on for three years… .’

Bae Se-jin almost fell into an endless stream of consciousness. But I barely managed to get out.

Because I thought of Park Moon-dae.

… still haven’t woken up

“… … .”

Bae Se-jin weakly dropped the hand holding the smartphone.

I also know that no matter what plan I make, it will work properly with Park Moon-dae.

‘what… It’s because I treat it as if I’ve lived my whole life doing that.’

Bae Se-jin had never seen such a superhuman age.

That shining talent, confidence, and boldness. That alone makes him look like a heavenly entertainer… He was even good at social life.

At the time of the idol audition program, there were times when I felt a sense of relative deprivation, but after debuting, there was no such thing.

Because I didn’t feel like comparing.

‘So… I also received a lot of help.’

There were times when I shouted that I would definitely pay it back, but it is also true that it was far away.

‘I wondered if the time would come when Moondae Park would need my help.’

In fact, he calmly evaluated himself that the work Bae Se-jin did to help was too clumsy ahead of his mind.

But this time, Bae Se-jin really had to move. Something had to be done.

Park Moon-dae couldn’t wake up, and the other members were either injured or physically and mentally exhausted, so they couldn’t show their usual skills.

‘but… I always did.’

This is because he always lived in a state of exhaustion and sensitivity in the mind and body in the past.

So, in this situation, it was Bae Se-jin who had to move more actively.

“… … .”

Bae Se-jin removed his hand from covering his mouth. eyes were shining

‘let’s do it.’

Bae Se-jin picked up his smartphone and checked the contact information somewhere.

Then, after taking a deep breath, I started writing the email.

“… … .”

My hands were shaking.

‘Still, I’m the only one who can do it!’

Bae Se-jin gritted his teeth and pressed the send button.

He didn’t know if this would be an effective option. But when you think about it, you are right.

“… … Whoa.”

Bae Se-jin sat back in his seat.

And he tried to stay calm while fiddling with a hamster-patterned case given to him by a fan.

It was then.

[???~ ?????]

“… … !”

got a call.

Bae Se-jin hurriedly checked the smartphone screen.

-Seon Ah-hyun’s younger brother,

Bae Se-jin, answered the phone without even breathing.

“Uh what… … .”

Several excited voices rang through the phone.

“… … .”

Bae Se-jin, who had been waiting calmly, was stunned by the completed sentence.

“… … Now wait wait! soon… !”

Bae Se-jin stuttered and ran out of the meeting room without being able to finish his sentence.

My heart raced.

* * *

After activating Nectar (S).

Suddenly, the field of vision turned white, and before I knew it, my mind was floating in empty space.

No, it’s not about wealth… It feels like being sucked into somewhere.

‘Is it the exact opposite of when I entered the dream?’

Then everything turned black.

If I think about it roughly, I want to guess that I am waking up.

I tried to cross my arms, but realized that I couldn’t really feel the shape of my body. And it’s been quite a while.

‘How long should I wait?’

That moment.

Color came into the pure white space.

‘… … !’

No, it is a wave rather than a color.

from far away

Mysterious shocks came and hit me as if I had made abstract things like emotions or thoughts into sensations.

Piing-.

‘… … !!’

An intense experience passes by as if the whole body is vibrating.

and.

The first thing I recognized was Park Moon-dae, the homemaster, looking at his smartphone.

This is the person who took pictures of Park Moon-dae since his program days before his debut.

From the moment she heard the news about Park Mun-dae’s car accident, she kept holding on to her smartphone in an almost distraught state.

I couldn’t even cry.

and 3 am.

After checking Moondae Park’s surgery article on his smartphone, he was posting on his SNS.

-Please pray a lot. My

trembling nails hit the screen.

What is this?

The next ones to appear were siblings.

My sister’s side, whose eyes were already swollen and red, was fighting fiercely with people who were arguing about Testa’s car accident on the Internet.

Instead of arguing or playing jokes as usual, the younger sister sits next to her sister and makes a fuss.

And while picking up medical knowledge from the Internet, he sneakily threw out the story that the probability that Park Moon-dae would be fine is much higher… .

The waves were hot.

A graduate student who saw the breaking news spilled coffee while drawing coffee from one side of the lab room.

And, not paying attention to the mess on the floor, she cried uncontrollably.

The lab colleagues who ran around were embarrassed, but soon understood the situation and worried together.

There were people who thought it was pitiful inside, but it was so intense that it was now comforting without even thinking about it.

The story isn’t over.

A homemaster, an office worker who shoots Lee Se-jin and Park Mun-dae together, clicked his tongue on the practice of the industry, saying, ‘I have not learned anything yet’ at the news of Testa’s car accident.

However, she couldn’t hide her nervousness and, using her physical condition as an excuse, the next day, while taking annual leave from work, she heard the news of Park Moon-dae… .

Why is this pouring in… I don’t know.

A person who came to see an idol concert for the first time in his life.

A person who became interested in Park Moon-dae after going through various idols A person who liked ‘Groom in May’.

The person I forgot about for a while after cheering for Park Moon-dae on the audition program. A person who likes the other members of Testa and also has a crush on Park Moon-dae.

A person who doesn’t like Park Moon-dae but is worried A person who bought a lot of albums and decorated all of Park Moon-dae’s photo cards… … .

Piing-.

The experiences and thoughts of all people who knew Testa’s Bakmundae shimmered everywhere like stars in the summer night’s rural sky.

A lot of worries, sadness, thoughts, complicated hearts and simple, intense emotions filled my heart.

and gently grabbed it.

‘… … .’

I didn’t know how I could feel such an intense sense of connection with people I hadn’t dated in person.

I thought involuntarily.

‘Is it me, Moondae Park?’

No, this question is not correct.

‘Testa’s Moondae Park… Am I the right idol?’

How many celebrities are active by changing their real name, status and appearance.

But does that celebrity think that he is a different person when he sees himself on TV?

Is Park Moon-dae just a character I created like ‘The Groom in May’?

‘… no.’

It wasn’t.

Park Moon-dae may not be my everything.

But it was definitely a part of me.

All these feelings and thoughts… It may not be all directly directed at me, but there was definitely something in common with me.

So, this definition is correct.

These… That’s it.

– People who want me to wake up.

‘… … .’

I felt overwhelmed.

All those emotions and thoughts roll over my head like a wave and leave a wet trail.

The pure white space was dyed with all kinds of colors before I knew it, and the colors dripped.

It tasted salty like tears.

I was ecstatic.

It was the sweet taste of life.

I was sucked into the color and ascended.

It seemed that light was leaking from above.

[Nectar (S)]

-Activation successful!

* * *

“Huh!”

I sighed like I was going to vomit.

His limbs were dull, as if he had fallen into mud.

But it was sweet enough to kill the air.

‘… Is it daytime?’

My vision was blurry because I hadn’t opened my eyes for so long.

But the ears seemed fine.

“Park Moondae!!”

“No word… !!”

I will listen to these voices.

These guys will receive their own treatment, but what the hell are they doing in someone else’s hospital room?

‘… But thank you.’

I screamed as if my ears would drop and endured the hands pouring down my shoulders and head.

I was very happy.

It wasn’t long before I regained my sight and the medical staff removed the devices attached to me.

Surprisingly, all six of them were in the hospital room.

‘Single rooms are nice.’

It’s amazing how there’s still plenty of room to maneuver even after all 7 grown-up guys come in.

And the reason for this situation… It seems that the people who came to visit just in time witnessed something.

“It seems like I opened my eyes for a while while I was sleeping in the middle of the day… Ho I called you just in case. Yes, contact the medical staff as well… .”

“okay… . thank you.”

“Oh no… !”

Then I thought about what I would have done if I hadn’t woken up, but I didn’t dare say

‘I have a head too.’

It is not possible to get rid of colic in the crucible of tears and congratulations.

… And it’s nice to see you after a long time.

Instead, he was expressing his gratitude to the members as mildly as possible.

The guy with the big nose shouted.

“Do you want to eat melon at Moondaemundae?? The sugar content is the best~”

“Oh yes.”

The eyes are also different. I took a quick look at the big guy.

“… Uh, are you really admiring me for having such a sincere friend?”

“Similar.”

“… … !”

Hearing that bullshit makes me realize it now.

It’s the feeling of returning to reality.

Keun Se-jin looked at me with a bewildered face, then dramatically raised one arm to cover his face and made a black sound.

“It’s so touching!”

It looks like he’s pretending to cry while he’s really crying, but I guess my condition was really serious.

‘Once I think about the scenes I saw earlier, the operation is confirmed… .’

I thought there would be an obvious scene where the medical staff said it was a miracle, but there was no such story in particular.

In fact, my physical condition isn’t even that trashy. That’s why I wondered if it was because of the activation of ‘Nectar’.

‘… Could it be that it was a wound that could be healed even if I just stayed still?’

Maybe I just overdid it.

But I’m back anyway, so I’m satisfied with that.

i like myself now

As I ate the first melon I received as a special meal for patients, I tried to figure out the situation.

It was a bit dull, probably because it hadn’t been long since he had regained consciousness.

Then I saw Cha Yoo-jin, who seems to be drooling at the sight of melons.

“… … give me?”

“are you okay! You have to eat a lot and cheer up!”

You are strong. At first, they welcomed me almost strangling me, but it seems to be the same.

And Kim Rae-bin had a lot to say on his face, but he looked busy crying, so let’s leave it alone.

What to talk about now… .

“By the way, how many days is it now? What happened to the former manager who caused the accident?”

“… !”

I’m the one who can answer this.

“… Moondae Park.”

“Ah yes.”

Surprisingly, Bae Se-jin spoke with a firm face.

“first… Before that, listen to this story.”

“yes.”

Bae Se-jin took a deep breath and slowly began to explain.

“The company… The former manager’s story… I was trying not to speak properly.”

“ah.”

I roughly expected it so far.

‘It seems to have a place to use later.’

The important thing is that the bastard behind the wheel is now ready to eat beans.

However, Bae Se-jin clasped one hand and said something unimaginable.

“So I reported it anonymously to the Human Rights Commission… !”

“… ??”

“Everything so far!”

“… ?!”

what… what.