Debut or Die

Chapter 350

Episode 350

On the way home, I immediately realized the reality.

‘When will you speak?’

There is no time.

It wasn’t a tour season where you could flexibly take time out if you wanted to.

At worst, it’s an early base for activities where the schedule is set in minutes.

‘It’s hard to go out right now, so what?’

During this crazy schedule, will there ever be a time to talk to Sun Ah-hyun separately?

But the answer was easy to find.

“Can I use my room?”

“… !”

“I’m in solitary confinement~ Let’s talk at night after schedules!”

yes.

Coincidentally, the guy who had a solitary cell at the dorm knew everything about the situation. You don’t have to go out and make a seat.

“Of course, Sejin has to sleep too~ If the story gets longer, I will use your room… Moondaemun University? Are you listening?”

“Oh thank you.”

I decided to sing Seon Ah-hyun separately as soon as I got back to the dorm after adjusting a few schedules on the plane… … … .

“For now, I will be there too. No matter how much Ahyeon likes her friends, she needs to create an atmosphere and prepare for people to trust her~”

That’s right.

Still, Seon Ah-hyun seemed to care that me and Keun Se-jin had something that I didn’t share, so

let’s leave the other party alone.

That day, I talked to Sun Ah-hyun at the commercial shooting site, which was directly from the airport.

“Ah Hyun-ah.”

“Yes?”

“When I go to the dorm after filming, I plan to talk at night with Lee Se-jin… .”

“Yes! all. of course!”

“Oh yes.”

I was very active. Thanks to that, the appointment was made in an instant.

So, the story is that the three of them (bodily) the same age sat together on the sofa in Sejin Sejin’s solitary cell.

“Now everyone, sit comfortably~”

“Ah uh… !”

“… … .”

I don’t know how this kid can sleep with ten of his character dolls right in front of his bed. Are the nerve cords made of iron?

Anyway, I turned my back to the doll heads and looked at Seon Ah-hyun.

Seon Ah-hyun seemed nervous, but seemed to be expecting more than that.

‘My eyes are twinkling.’

No, it’s such a huge secret… That’s right.

Yes. Just last year, I didn’t know that I would be able to say this openly.

“hmm.”

I cleared my throat and opened my mouth.

“first of all… I’m sorry if you’ve been feeling a little left out lately.”

“Oh no! Of course you don’t have to tell me… … . It’s because everyone is working hard… .”

“… ?”

for a moment.

I looked back at the big Sejin. A look of bewilderment passes across the man’s face.

In the meantime, Seon Ah-hyun blushes and continues to speak.

“I’m good at leading conversations… You haven’t been able to show off your great work… … . Ugh I don’t think it’s easy to share… .”

“… … .”

hey this

Apparently, Seon Ah-hyun thought that me and Keun Se-jin were handling some grandiose and complicated behind-the-scenes business.

And I think he thought he didn’t share it even though it was a group thing because he wasn’t trustworthy enough.

For a moment, I looked back at Seon Ah-hyeon’s recent activities and held back my sobs.

‘so… Did you actively participate in such a step forward?’

Now the puzzle fits perfectly.

‘Damn it.’

twisted

I put strength into the hand that was about to press down on my forehead.

‘This… It’s because I was buried.’

Because of this guy’s secret, incidents from Ryu Cheong-woo to Keun Se-jin broke out, so my brain was fixed on that side.

If you want to hear anything from me, it must be my secret.

“… … .”

okay. Then again… There is no need to tell Sun Ah-hyun about my identity.

‘I can’t even guess.’

This is the right time to gloss over the label or press issues with appropriate lies. Seon Ah-hyun will pass on that.

‘… But is that okay?’

I clenched my fist.

Even so, whenever I deal with system-related work in the future, I will do without this guy again, but doesn’t he feel more deceived?

If that’s the case, I should have said nothing.

‘At that point, I have nothing to say even if I’m beaten to deceive.’

It’s not a work-related problem, but it’s better to say clearly that I can’t talk about it because it’s a personal matter. Because we had a misunderstanding.

Seon Ah-hyun may be a little disappointed, but anyway, things will be settled there.

‘the problem is.’

I… that I don’t want to do that.

Although funny.

“… … .”

I half-impulsively opened my mouth.

“that… It wasn’t a matter of work. I never thought you couldn’t work in the first place.”

“Yes?”

“It’s just my problem.”

I swallowed. Somehow it lifts my mood.

“I wasn’t originally at Bakmundae, but I’m living at Bakmundae.”

“… … ??”

“I kept quiet because I couldn’t talk about it.”

“… Yes?”

I started to explain to Seon Ah-hyun what had happened so far.

“When I woke up a few years ago, it was someone else’s body.”

Still, the sentence comes out in a more organized tone just because I said it once… .

‘… This is really not something to do sober.’

“So, to my eyes, it’s kind of like a hologram… .”

“Puff!”

“… If you smile one more time, I will send you out.”

“Huh? It’s my room, but I need to get out of the door… sorry. That doll was given to me by a fan, Moondae-sama, be careful.”

I came to the crisis section desperate for alcohol a few times, but I caught the big line anyway and passed it safely.

‘Gold 2 or the story of Cheongrye should be needed later.’

There would be no need to tell a complicated and diverse story to a guy who didn’t even give a hint.

I ended the story with a few supplementary explanations from Sejin.

“… So now I’m just doing well.”

“… … .”

I did finish it… No response.

A little hastily, he opened his mouth again.

“I couldn’t say it easily because it was so unrealistic. I was half caught by this guy.”

“that’s right. I am also very quick-witted~ Park Moon-dae tried not to tell anyone, but in fact I found out everything?”

“… … .”

And when I raised my head, I saw Seon Ah-hyun’s blank face.

The guy looked back at me and Sejin a few times, then slightly lowered his gaze.

“… That’s right.”

“okay.”

and there is silence

“… … .”

“… … .”

Than you think… long.

‘… ? why.’

You don’t even ask questions.

By the time a cold sweat forms on the back of your neck.

Sun Ah-hyun opened her mouth again.

But I wasn’t the one to talk to.

It’s a big sejin

“… over there Did Se-jin hear all this before?”

“that’s right. It’s not old… Not even a few months.”

“Uh how… did you think hear it first.”

“hmm?”

Big Sejin shrugged.

“Isn’t there any reason for Mundae to lie about something like this?”

“… !”

“Because of the Moon University I’ve seen so far… I just thought it was.”

“… … .”

At Sejin’s words, Seonahyeon lowered her head again.

‘What are you thinking?’

Why are you doing that without asking me about the content? No, of course, it’s quite shocking… but.

I bit my tongue.

‘Stop making unnecessarily excessive guesses.’

Of course, you may be curious about the thoughts of the person who heard the story first.

still… .

I opened and closed my hand a few times, then let go and opened my mouth.

“If it’s hard to believe… .”

But this sentence is not finished.

It was because Seon Ah-hyun answered.

“Oh no. believe.”

“… !”

The boy raised his head and smiled faintly with a slightly tired expression.

“huh… … . no right Moondae is not the kind of person who would lie about something like this… Of course I know.”

“It must have been hard… … . Moondae. until now… . You’ve been through a lot.”

Somehow I was speechless.

After clearing my throat a few times, I was able to answer calmly.

“So you made a lot of money and did well. That’s it.”

“Yes… … .”

Seon Ah-hyun answered quietly.

“still… Please tell me if you are having trouble.”

“Mundae will be very reassuring, right? Two backups~ Oh, I know Chungwoo-hyung too.”

“… … Cheungwoo hyung also… ?”

“Oh, that older brother had some family circumstances… .”

I confirmed that Seon Ah-hyun listened intently to what Se-jin Keun explained.

Concentration returned to his face.

“… … .”

okay… is it over

Big Sejin trembled at the end of the explanation.

“It’s no wonder we haven’t been the same age since < Azusa >. In the end, only the two of us know everything about Mundae~ Do it well, Mundae.”

I was also funny in the end. After thinking about it for a while, I reached out my hand to Seon Ah-hyun.

“Yes, please. Ah Hyun-ah.”

Seon Ah-hyun held it with a slightly trembling hand.

It was a little cold, but there was strength.

“… Yes!”

And when he answered that question, it was evident that he saw joy in his eyes. That’s it.

The next day, Seon Ah-hyun’s attitude didn’t change, and I… I guess I was somewhat relieved.

* * *

And a few days later.

A slightly unique schedule is back.

“Well, tomorrow is the day we go to Yeonhee University.”

“Oh!”

It was the college festival schedule that came back after nearly two years.

Last year, the ransom was so high, but since debut, I have been steadily going once.

I came from < Azusa >, and since my debut song, the sound source has been good, and it has become popular enough that even college students can listen to it and enjoy it.

Also, the university festival performance is quite a fun event, so everyone reacted well.

“Oh~ It’s been a while. Will it be fun?”

“I know. Is that an outdoor concert hall?”

Thanks to that, the conversation started like this, and after a few minutes, it went all the way to talking about the university itself. Well, it’s always like that when we chat in the car.

“… If I get a chance later, I want to try at least a lecture.”

“okay. I do not regret taking up cyber university to parallel work, but I am still curious about other options.”

And Cha Yu-jin shrugged.

“I had a scholarship, but I came to Korea. That’s amazing!”

“and.”

“That’s really great.”

no one will be able to refute Because Kim Rae-bin is also nodding.

“Why did you do that?”

“Hmm, is dancing fun? [It just exists. I wanted to do that.]”

And since it went so well, it’s okay to say that I got kicked out of the scholarship.

Even I, who had covered my living expenses with data pals while maintaining my scholarship, had a job completely unrelated to my major.

“brother! Are you thinking of going to college?”

“Not at all.”

I don’t want to go twice.

Let’s think about that, forced to go twice… This time, I thought of something that might lead me to active duty, but I quit for now.

‘after… … .’

I envy gold medalists and foreigners.

“OK~ Just take a look at our campus! You can do it secretly!”

“what… when the time comes.”

I checked the college festival in the schedule list with a rather strange feeling while listening to Cha Yoo-jin’s nonsensical words.

There was only one reason.

“Is this the university you graduated from at Moondaemun University?”

“… uh.”

When Cha Yu-jin stopped slapping me on the shoulder from the back seat, Se-jin said this politely.

This is the university I went to.

‘Is this the first time with this body?’

I mean, I didn’t have to go here.

And only at this agency, university events are just paid hard and places that are close to other events are put in first-come-first-served basis.

But this time, it seems that this school called in the biggest and fastest money.

‘It’s a cool way to spend the kids’ tuition money.’

Those with a lot of money raised their tuition fees every year.

I skipped the schedule, twitching my eyebrows. I was polite to Seon Ah-hyun, who dared to sit across from me, with Se-jin Se-jin sandwiched between me.

“Ahyeonahyeon~ This is the university I went to at the liberal arts college.”

“… … that. I see.”

Seon Ah-hyun asked me cautiously.

“Feel … how is it?”

“… well just like that.”

I chuckled.

“It’s been a long time since I graduated, and the campus has been changed once, so to be honest, I’m not that impressed.”

Big Sejin smiled.

“All right. big brother.”

“… … .”

stop it kid

“Hehehehehe… .”

I held back a sigh as I heard Keun Se-jin hold back a laugh as his shoulders trembled. Seon Ah-hyun laughed awkwardly.

‘what… Anyway, I just need to do well on stage.’

It was a Korean event after a long time. I broke my neck.

Our role is the ending.

I was in a position where I could sing three or four encores if time allowed.

‘The spare time to fill it all… I don’t think so.’

But, as always, things did not go as expected.