Debut or Die

Chapter 394

Episode 394

Lee Se-jin knew that he was living a successful life.

After breaking through the competition rate of hundreds to one, he became a trainee at a large agency and fiercely survived and eventually debuted.

And out of the dozens of idol teams that debuted that year, they received the best grades and received the rookie award, and are cruising along.

‘objectively… It’s a success.’

Of course I thought I would be happy. A prime period full of achievement.

However, it is said that if the position you are standing in changes, the scenery you see will also change.

‘That’s funny.’

It’s amazing how you can feel anxious and frustrated at the same time every day.

Opinions that are blocked by team members in mannerisms and the company’s new plan that is vain.

Being unable to use your hands even though you can see something to fix makes a person helpless.

– Hey Sejin Lee, should we do it in moderation? Don’t you understand the mood? X I’m tired.

-… Uh huh, that’s right, I’m really tired… . But if you do it now, tomorrow will be a little more comfortable. Let’s go just once~

I know that reality and dreams are different. The hair that had been blown off has now cooled down.

Even so, sometimes I felt unfair for no reason.

When moving between schedules, when preparing an album, when getting up early in the morning.

‘… … .’

The feeling of being cheated comes suddenly and subsides with irritation.

That may have been the case. The words of this survival contestant, who had just met, stabbed the lungs.

-You didn’t notice, but your efforts made valuable results elsewhere.

effort and achievement. recovery of that cycle. It wouldn’t have been exactly that word. But that’s what it sounded like.

‘What are you expecting.’

It could have just been a trivial psychological test floating around somewhere on social media. no it will

It must have been a word that was brought up to ventilate the atmosphere suddenly after watching the concert.

Nonetheless, he was determined and ran. I can’t stand it.

-try.

Like pressing a button or something.

‘Why are you doing this, really.’

Still, I have no intention of withdrawing. Lee Se-jin shut his mouth and looked at Ryu Gun-woo in front of him.

“… … .”

Ryu Gun-woo did not open his mouth to answer or laugh as if embarrassed by the sudden silence.

Instead, he raised his hand.

‘… ?’

And a strange motion like touching something in the air continues… .

-… !!

“ah.”

In an instant, the senses explode like firecrackers in your head.

It feels like the water flow that was blocked by the dam has been pierced.

What was originally there comes rushing in as if finding its place.

-Thank you again for stopping me from getting off.

-Ah, our group is so good?

-We are going to renew the contract with Testa. Do you believe everyone?

Memories and emotions fill your head. Emotions that were taken for granted at one time Numerous memories made at the turning point of life Pain, excitement, inferiority complex, rewarding victory.

achievement.

own place.

– I wish we had one more day at Seoul Concert.

-that’s right! Let’s do it

– Stop talking about impossible things and start with luggage… … .

-Yes… . Isn’t it a pity that it’s a mumundae?

-… I’m not sorry

-Is everyone like that? The company made a mistake~ It was too short~

At that moment, Sejin Keun realized the cause of his helplessness.

‘Because I’ve lived a dream.’

Yes.

He has already lived a life in which efforts are rewarded with achievements.

Realizing that even if you hit bottom, you can recover and try again, and realize that the last challenge may be successful… .

A life where you know what it feels like to live and work passionately with people you trust and respect.

“… … .”

The pouring that seemed dizzy was over. Sejin Lee raised his head. I saw the face of my friend who was quietly examining her condition as if worried.

A real team member I haven’t seen in a long time.

‘The results of my efforts are different.’

To say it in a way that doesn’t suit you, as if you’re subtly enticing people.

“Yes.”

It was as it was said.

The achievement Lee Se-jin made with all his might was elsewhere.

“separately… There was.”

And it was like that from the beginning.

“Ah~ How can Moondaemundae always say the right thing?”

“… !”

Sejin Lee laughed out loud.

The feeling of seeing Ryu Gun-woo, or Park Moon-dae, whose eyes widened as if surprised that he had recognized him, was not so pleasant.

What precedes the confusion and curiosity about an incomprehensible surreal situation… .

It was a cool relief.

* * *

Lee Se-jin came back as a big Se-jin in an instant.

Since he already debuted with another group, I thought I might have to convince him who has been experiencing identity confusion for quite some time… .

“I was surprised to find out right away!”

[Huh.]

You just came back as if you pressed a switch.

Didn’t even stumble. I just kept my head down and listened.

And he immediately inferred the Park Moon-dae he knew from Ryu Gun-woo’s appearance, and now he is leaning on the sofa and laughing.

“Ah~ how did you do this? what just… Are you returning memories with nanomachines or something?”

“Where did you see that?”

“Web toon?”

I was silent for a while when I saw the guy laughing as if he had mania.

what… Did you touch it wrong?

[I guess he does it because he likes it!]

Really?

then… I guess Zyrob’s life was more X-like than expected. then… .

… … It might not have been such a bad choice to have ruined all of my reputation points.

I slowly opened my mouth to see him regain his composure.

“I’ll explain what’s going on right now, so listen up.”

“Ah, I have to listen.”

Since he already knows everything about the situation, he put it all aside and started talking about the system runaway.

He would resent me for doing something stupid or make a fuss about me shriveling, but he just listened intently to the explanation.

Still, he’s a bit of a gamer, so he seems to understand the concept of fame experience used here quite well.

Thanks to you, I was able to finish the story.

No, I was thinking of ending it.

“so… I just picked you with the fame I gathered… !”

That is, if he hadn’t jumped up and tried to hug the moment he told me that he had chosen him.

It’s something you would only do at emotional moments like winning first place or a concert, but coming out here… .

“thank you.”

“… !”

“Actually, you didn’t even have to wake me up. I already debuted with another group… We can’t work together.”

“… … .”

It seems that the problem was bigger than I thought.

Anyway, I’m sorry, but what I did wasn’t philanthropy.

I patted him on the back.

“No, I will use it as a spy.”

“… ??”

“Let’s listen to the current situation in the music industry as solved by a guy who has already debuted.”

Big Sejin had a dazed expression, but soon burst into laughter.

hey.

“Hahaha! is that what you came up with? Ah~ How can you not be that honest~”

What are you saying? In this strange world, the years are mixed, and the knowledge that Cheong-ryeo knows is not perfect, so the more information you collect, the better.

“okay okay. Sejin gives me a lot of information~ He promotes me and sings variety shows!”

The guy smiled.

“All right? Isn’t Mundaemun University very comfortable?”

“Oh, do it right.”

stop laughing kid

The moment I thought about making him scream by playing a wake-up call video at the beginning of Zyrop’s debut.

Tiriririk.

“We are here!”

The door opens and the guys who went out to buy groceries return home.

Big Sejin suddenly woke up.

“Oh~ our members!”

“… ! Is Sejin back?”

“Ohhhh! Welcome!”

At the returning cheers, the big sejin explodes.

“No, say good-bye to the person at home! Welcome to you too, Eugene!”

“Hi-Hi! brother!”

Ryu Cheng-wu, who passed by the two, walked in and spoke with a happy face as he put his luggage on the table.

“Sejin said as if he couldn’t return his memory. Is that why you called today?”

“No, it’s a matter of probability… And even if you pull it out, you can’t tell them to disband the guy who stays active.”

Then, the big Sejin started to shout exaggeratedly.

“Heheh… If you know how much Sejin at Moondaemun University has suffered, you really can’t say that? really… Aren’t you talking about normal activities?”

“why.”

He forgets even pretending to cry and gets serious.

“Hey, it’s painful to work with cheap guys even if they fail.”

“… ? It’s a bit cheap even if it’s ruined… .”

“no. These guys really need to perish!”

“… … .”

What do you mean you’re going to die together?

Anyway, he didn’t bother persuading me, as he didn’t seem willing to compromise on that. It’s good to know whether Zyrob is criticized or not.

Instead, the conversation flowed on what the other testers and I had been doing up until now.

Conversation piles up while eating pork belly grilled in a frying pan.

“Wow~ In the meantime, did you even exchange numbers with Ahyeon? Isn’t Mundaemun University discriminating too much? Didn’t you ask Ahyeon first?”

“Is that so?”

Ahyeon Seon asked me first, you idiot.

I wanted to stop thinking about it, but Keun Se-jin didn’t think so.

“The three of us will be able to go play again soon~ They said it would be all right if we just got on the Mundae Daesang.”

dreams are wild

“What’s the name of the dog’s dog? I’ll get on soon.”

The guy grins.

“You can aim for the music destination.”

“… !”

“Why does Rabin exist? Isn’t it just a matter of patching together a target song? Anyway, if this is like a dream, you don’t have to think about plagiarism or anything like that.”

Cha Yu-jin confidently replied with a slightly downcast face.

“I don’t remember Kim Rae-bin.”

“Eh? But how did you participate in survival… . … … You just brought it.”

“… … .”

“really… Oh, my Rabin shouldn’t be scammed somewhere. I caught something~”

It’s kind of annoying to hear the guy who would have cheated first if he was in a similar situation click his tongue.

“Then, now Rabin and Ahyeon are left. What is this, am I the type to take it late? How could you be so angry at leaving your best friend in another group… .”

“Because it’s random.”

I can’t do what I can do.

I deliberately ate a late-night snack while dealing with the scratcher.

The conversation was non-stop and nothing special. … To the point where it feels like you’ve already gone back.

Of course, I couldn’t really go back, so I went to this conversation.

“So, Sejin, do you plan to continue preparing for a comeback with Gyrop?”

At Ryu Cheong-wu’s question, Se-jin changed his color.

“I am… There are so many things to do.”

“… ?”

“Oh, I must have been 20 when I was 20. He really has a very tender heart and is kind~ I was honestly moved by his college degree because he was so kind, right?”

“what?”

“really. You suffered a lot.”

The fact that these words came out of the mouth of this efficiency obsessed… .

“What are your plans?”

The guy grinned.

“uh. I’m going to stop by the shop first.”

“… ?”

“why?”

“huh. I will dye it.”

and the next morning.

The guy who was talking and playing almost all night said that he went to the shop in charge early in the morning and turned his dyed hair black.

-Big Sejin: If you bleach your hair again, no matter how strong Sejin is, all of your hair will melt. Yo Nene, it’s absolutely impossible haha It’s absolutely not

something that a rookie idol in 3 years ahead of a comeback can do on their own. But he did a great job. That guy who developed his social skills to the limit. And after returning to the inn on that road… It seems that you did something.

[Lee Se-jin: I’m doing whatever I want (U?U~?)]

I’ll just say that this sign popped up more than half of the time every time I checked for half a day.

and dinner.

– Big Sejin: Oh, thank you for

the invitation. These are names everyone knows.

And as soon as I found my memory, a person with the same name who had done something similar to this guy reacted like this.

-Bae Se-jin hyung: (Welcome hamster emoticon)

It’s surprising that they seem to be getting along quite well.

And to be honest, I thought I would embarrass myself with the remarks I made when I met Bae Se-jin when I had no memory.

-Keun Se-jin: Oh brother, didn’t you tease me with Moondae in a natural way last time? ????

I didn’t know that he was going to mention it at all. I was a bastard. -Keun Se-jin:

Hahaha

You were surprised that he still had no mercy in his tone. A young 20-year-old I was so flustered that the ribs almost went into my

nose .

Big Sejin sent a laughing bear emoticon.

I pressed the key

-Did you use the dye well?

-Keun Se-jin: Yes, please look forward to Gyrop’s next activity

.

After enjoying the cheers of Cha Yoo-jin and Bae Se-jin, Big Se-jin turned on the topic.

-Keun Sejin: Anyway, you have to become famous so that the other members will remember…? is that right?

Do I really have to leave it in text form? ?

-Keun Se-jin: Get famous by inviting

them to group chat quickly

.

– Big Sejin: No, not me.

This time, Yoojin Cha sent a basic laughing emoticon. there is no gag

[Your expression has improved. You must be in a good mood!]

Is that so?

Nothing bad. I smiled and looked at the group message room where useless chatter passed by.

‘Shall I leave it for a bit?’

The main topic barely came out of Bae Se-jin’s mouth after a while.

– Bae Se-jin hyung: Hey… I’m talking about your survival show.

-Bae Se-jin hyung: Now it’s the final live broadcast, right?

right. < Wise > LeTi’s survival, which escaped the typhoon in a teacup with various aggro and stage sales, was soon to be the last broadcast.

‘Although I heard that there will be one more announcement of the dropouts in the middle of practice.’

I plainly affirmed.

-yes. There

are only a few days left

. … ?”

Are you sincere?

‘no… Shouldn’t it be nice to show a friendly relationship from now on?’

No matter how you say you’ve been on the path of mysticism until now, is it okay? The psychopath image will definitely go away.

-Wouldn’t hyung’s agency or officials stop him?

And this reply came back immediately.

-Bae Se-jin hyung: Say yes

-Keun Se-jin: (surprised bear emoticon)

-Cha Yu-jin: That’s cool! it’s awesome!

They play very well.

-Chungwoo Ryu: (Emoji laughing while sweating)

-Chungwoo Ryu: Anyway, let’s do our best in the finals and work hard. It reminds me of

‘Azusa?’

I laughed out loud. Even so, nothing as crazy as that crazy program could happen in the finals.

“under.”

Then a voice is heard from beyond the wall.

“Hyung, did you laugh at my KakaoTalk?”

“… No, look big.”

Come to think of it, Liu Cheng-wu was in the next room.

I kept my mouth shut and focused on the message.

-Yes (Dog emoji) Let’s do our best

Without ever imagining that crazy things will happen in the real finals.