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Chapter 381 - We Owe Madam Feng a Favor (1)
Chapter 381 - We Owe Madam Feng a Favor (1)
Chapter 381 - We Owe Madam Feng a Favor (1)
Tang Moyu started to cry, her eyes caught her sleeping twins on the bed, before shifting her view to Feng Tianyi, who was clearly nervous and uncertain of what was happening right now. This was supposed to be a happy occasion in their lives. A memorable one. So how come the day ended up this way?
"What do you mean you can't, Moyu?" Feng Tianyi hadn't felt scared for a long time now.
Tang Moyu ran her hands over her hair and shook her head. How was she supposed to accept all of this? It had been Feng Tianyi? What now?
"Please calm down, Moyu. You have to calm down, Baby. I-I…"
He wanted to tell her that everything would be alright. But even he wasn't certain if his relationship with the empress won't vanish into thin air with this confession. No, he wouldn't allow them to break up like this. Not like this.
Feng Tianyi saw her body shaking, her tears continued to fall. He'd never seen him vulnerable like this before and he hated that he was the one who caused it. The empress shook her head and held up a hand, stopping him when he attempted to console her.
"I love you. I really do but this is… this is just so hard for me to understand right now, Tianyi." Tang Moyu tried to calm down and dry her tears, but she couldn't. What happened five years ago had been a harsh turning point in her life.
Feng Tianyi only nodded and kept silent. His eyes avoiding her gaze, guilt creeping in his c.h.e.s.t.
Tang Moyu didn't like the defeated look on his face. Feng Tianyi didn't deserve this. He didn't deserve to take the burden of what happened to them in the past. None of them was in their right mind and consciousness to know what was happening.
Feeling helpless about their situation, Tang Moyu strode towards him and wrapped her arms around him, surprising Feng Tianyi. It was unfair for the two of them. It wasn't like they asked for it to happen.
"Moyu?" He uttered in pure shock, but the empress only clung to him like a bullied child. He was starting to wonder if her custard was all messed up by his confession. His arm pulled her close as he kissed her forehead, thanking the heavens that he was the one whom she spent the night with years ago and not some other man who could harm her.
Feng Tianyi didn't think that it would be easy for him and Tang Moyu if it was another man who fathered Baobao and Little Star. He was quite proud of knowing that they produced such beautiful and smart children, even if they were products of a one night stand.
The empress only shook her head and continued to cry on his c.h.e.s.t, and for the first time in years, she cried out her grievances for what had happened to her five years ago. She thought she'd already gotten over it but she didn't.
"There were times when I wished we had met in different circ.u.mstances, Moyu." Feng Tianyi allowed her to cry her heart out and let the pain of the past resurface from it. She had kept all of it buried deep inside, keeping herself busy and focused on work so that she wouldn't have time to dwell on what happened to her.
Tang Moyu wanted to agree with him. She had also hoped that they didn't meet each other through her little buns, their twins. Why did they have to lose everything before they could find each other?
Feng Tianyi allowed her the time to calm down before leading her back to the bed to sit down. It took a while, but Tang Moyu was able to reign her emotions, her eyes a bit swollen from crying. Her grip on Feng Tianyi's hand tightened, not letting him go.
She didn't need to utter the words, but Feng Tianyi was relieved that she was seeking for him, still choosing him after all that happened between them.
"So you were really here in Shenzhen five years ago?" Tang Moyu asked, her other hand fiddling the hem of her pajama top.
"I came here to meet my brother after a business trip." Feng Tianyi responded in a low voice, hoping that they wouldn't disturb their twins' peaceful slumber. "I wasn't able to see him at Feng Conglomerate and heard that he would be at Golden Tulip Hotel with you to seal the deal with Yun Group. They… I mean his people wouldn't allow me to see him."
People who had been around them for a long time knew that the two Feng brothers didn't get along well with each other, so as much as possible, they tried not to allow them to be in the same place.
"I decided to go out with He Lianchen since Fengyan hadn't come back from Shanghai. We drank till past midnight and he dropped me off at my hotel room after that. Then I saw a woman in my room… I couldn't make sense of what she was saying, but her touch… your touch and words have ignited my d.e.s.i.r.e and I couldn't resist doing the deed with you. The next day, you were gone. I only found some cash on my nightstand from you."
Tang Moyu blushed from the memory. She had been a coward, not wanting to see or to know who the man she spent the night with was. Her mind was really muddled that morning and she had left in a hurry. The bills she had left weren't supposed to pay him for his 'service', but for her to use as a tip for someone who'd help her get out of the hotel unnoticed.
"I did try to find out who you were, Moyu. I asked He Lianchen for help. But neither his people nor me could find a lead. A week later, I got into an accident." Feng Tianyi continued.