17 With My Sister And My Brother.
17 With My Sister And My Brother.
Lina Neumont was very frustrated if I were to draw a conclusion in the end.
And it's not sudden, it's chronic.
In other words, it was caused by certain things, and it has always been frustrating.
Look for the cause and look out the window, but they still don't see him today.
That makes me even more irritated for some reason and exhales a great deal of sigh.
And, apparently, they've been lucky enough to witness it.
The voice I've been sounding is interrupted and I feel a sharp gaze.
If you turned your face reluctantly, one of the glazed tutors was lifting your eyes as expected.
"- Ma'am, are you listening!?
Breathe out small enough to be dispersed by the golden cuts that continue to be released.
I didn't ask, I thought for a moment what would happen if I told you, but I kept my mouth shut because it would just be an extra hassle.
Well, I didn't ask you the facts, but that's because you didn't have to.
There's a lot of time to waste, such as listening to what you already understand.
"... I'm asking. I mean, as a result of my mother's hard work, this country is at peace, and because she's still working hard, she's still at peace without the demons invading, right?
"Yeah... well, that's the thing... but that's all -"
"And my father works hard, so no other country will attack this country. I know exactly what you mean."
"Yes...... sorry. But if you're listening, I have a problem with you being more like that."
"I'm sorry about that. There was something out the window that bothered me."
"Outside the window, is...?
So the tutor leaned his neck, I guess, because he knew there was nothing crappy about what he could see from it.
Lina's room is located at the eastern end of the mansion.
Besides, the window just next to Lina is also on the east side, and what you can see from it is in the direction of the side of the mansion.
And what is spreading there is a boring sight with no basic sight to see.
Though it sounds good to say idyllic, etc., in short, dirt, grass and trees, birds crossing the sky from time to time and… very rarely enough to see a strange figure going directly underneath this to the backyard.
"Well, I can't see it anymore, so you don't have to worry about it."
"Oh, really..."
The tutor doesn't seem to be out of the blue, but I guess he remembered his role.
"Well, I get it. Then I'll resume class...... okay, hold on, will you? Otherwise, the lady might end up like an array. You don't like that, do you?
"Yes, yes, I know."
Listening to the usual novel...... I just pretended I was listening seriously for a while, and Lina turned her gaze again out the window.
If you're bored anyway, this one is many times better.
"... eh"
But the moment she found the shadow she hadn't seen before, Lina was biting her lips aggressively.
That is simply to avoid any further frustration.
Yes, that person is the culprit Lina has been so frustrated with lately.
So it is only natural to do so… there is no other meaning.
"... so to whom are you making excuses, I am"
Even while he whines secretly, the person moves through Lina's sight and crosses.
After less than a minute, I couldn't see that... unconsciously, Lina was exhaling one breath.
It was about a week ago that I passed that back of my brain.
It was when I first met the person - the one I once admired with my brother - for the first time in a year.
What springs up at the same time are not pleasant emotions...... not.
One way or another, it resembles anger.
I haven't seen him in a year, but I don't care if he tells me it's too natural, or if I can be happier, or if he's cuter, well, because I'm only a little bit of a thinker about that.
The most obstructive thing about Lina was her face.
Lina was angry that he seemed to enjoy being her brother.
However, if that was all, we could have only exchanged words that were not difficult and had broken up.
The inability to do so was due to the words he had directed at himself - the invitation.
If it had just been invited outside, there would have been nothing wrong with it.
Or if you simply go outside, Lina is out far more than he is.
Even if the majority of them were unwanted, it doesn't make a difference that they're out there.
So I just wish I had been outside... I just couldn't stand being drawn to that time.
That day at that place.
Only once did Lina get after him, the sight she saw.
I can still vividly recall that, with his own hands, I felt tainted.
Of course it's because of my mind, it's a proposition.
I knew the extent of it.
But knowing that, it's a different story.
Instead, you would have put up with it just because you didn't punch through all sorts of things.
Most of all, when it comes to whether something has changed, I guess that's not true.
Not long ago... because a year ago, Lina and he - Soma's path was divided.
- Think of it as not having a brother in the future.
- No, there hasn't been anything like that since the beginning.
It was at that birthday party, at the age of five, that Lina was told those words by her mother.
Lina knew by then that her birthday would be celebrated secretly by her brother, mother and the people at the Mansion.
Of course that was enough to please me, but what a big party that day was.
There's no way I'm not happy about that... but when I looked over at the people gathered on the spot, I realized it for the first time.
that he does not have a brother.
That's why Lina asked her mother.
I wondered where your brother was.
And the response was earlier.
- Speaking of what was the most unfortunate thing on the spot, it wouldn't mean that Lina was told that by her mother at a gorgeous and brilliant birthday party......
That's what Lina understood exactly what the word meant.
This was not, in fact, unexpected, not even in Sofia.
Though there was something about Soma and it was somewhat of a filter on how children matured, there was a perception in Sofia that Soma was special and that children were children.
So I conveyed it because of my obligation to do so, and I didn't really think I could understand it.
I guess I'm going to have to make you understand slowly, and I was even feeling worried -
"... I see, Mother."
It was the first time I understood when I looked at him snorting.
Lina is also a more than enough premature child - a race known as genius.
And that's genius in its original sense.
Though Soma has a previous life but a high degree of late comprehension, Lina shows that comprehension only with her previous talents.
My position, my brother's position, my mother's position.
I understood all of that, only in this situation and in my mother's words.
That was definitely an unfortunate thing, and both Sophia and Lina noticed it, but there was nothing they could do about it.
Lina also understood that her house was not normal, just like Soma's, and she also knew that it was an aristocratic duty.
... or I could have pretended not to know.
Doing so must have been the best thing for Lina.
But Lina also knew that it was the least fortunate thing to do.
So accept it honestly.
"... that's why it is"
Unexpectedly groaning, but looking over the scene as a haha, there was no more tutoring.
Speaking of which, I also remember like I dropped him off in the sky above.
Didn't they say anything about this one looking like that, you simply didn't realize it, or you hated the trouble?
"... well, either is fine"
If I took my pocket watch out of my pocket and checked the time, I still had a little time until the next tutor arrived.
It must be because of that.
Lina, who had no time, turned her gaze out the window so that she could distract herself from it at hand - and she saw it.
Good timing... or worse, the look of Soma coming back from the backyard.
- Soma was, for Lina, an admirer.
That figure, which did not bend itself against anyone and was piercing through, undoubtedly has an impact on Lina today.
Always full of confidence, no matter what the circumstances... but
Lina now knows that Soma's appearance was nothing but a bluff.
'Cause you will.
Soma doesn't have any skills and won't remember anything in the future.
The lack of talent meant that Soma was in a void.
Or maybe if it was just a child, I thought it was childish or something.
It is due to a child-specific sense of omnipotence.
But the other guy, that soma.
I can't believe you didn't notice that.
... No, but still that far, it was acceptable.
I wasn't informed about my skills.
Then it wouldn't be surprising if we expected the future and were certain there.
Lina also knows the fact that the tutors praised her wholeheartedly.
Then, even if that was a disguise, there were grounds there.
But in the end, too, until you know about skills.
What's after that...... during this time, I'm seeing it now, what it looks like.
Whatever you think, it was only made, it was possible.
So.
"... I want you to stop"
I hope you don't look the same as you did back then.
Because even if it was for me, now I feel nothing but vain.
I don't want you to go to that forest anymore.
Lina still remembers the sword dance she saw there that day.
It was just a kid, but it was a fact that I thought it was awesome.
Even if reality isn't, I wanted it to remain beautiful, even just in my memory.
Although.
"... if that doesn't come true"
Looking beneath her eyes at the grinning Soma, Lina made her decision, clenching her fist.
Because I saw a grin on Soma's face and realized it was the limit.
- Such a lina, I forgot one thing.
No, that's something Sophia and the tutors forgot and didn't realize.
That meant that Lina was still a child.
It doesn't make any difference how premature, genius, you are a child.
Therefore, I do not realize that the thought has gone wrong.
Earlier tutors, led by newly arrived tutors, called and scorned Soma for incompetence.
That was affecting Lina more than she thought.
Yes, I repeat, Lina is also a child.
I'm a kid, but I've worked so hard... but the presence under my eyes just makes me laugh that I don't know that.
That was too much to take the last step.
The facts are more irrelevant than words can be exchanged.
It is all that can be seen and recognized in the eyes.
Once, even if that's what you wanted.
No matter how talented he was.
The mind was so far beyond its limits.
So.
Staring behind the departing soma.
Lina decided to destroy every beautiful memory.