Chapter 728: Hang yourself
Chapter 728: Hang yourself
On Li Haitang's side, the ceremony for Tassel's marriage has already been intensively planned, but Tassel doesn't know about it.
It was late at night, and through the window screen, the fire ahead could be seen faintly, it should be the soldiers on patrol at night. Liusu stood up the bronze mirror that she had put down. It had been a long time since she dared to look in the mirror.
In the past, she always felt that her face was too coquettish, and whenever she went out, it would cause her great troubles, and it would always attract some apprentices to strike up a conversation, for which she was very troubled.
If it was the appearance of an ordinary person, wouldn't it be a big deal?
She had been ill for a long time, and when she combed her hair occasionally, she could glimpse the white strands in the black hair. She tremblingly couldn't help grabbing and pulling them out with her hands. She didn't know how many times she pulled out when Yun Jinghong was not in the room.
Every time I would throw it into the brazier, burn it, and watch the white silk turn into ashes to do the aftermath. Until now, it can't be pulled out cleanly.
Women love beauty, and women are those who please themselves. Liusu is particularly envious of her good sister Li Haitang. Every time Haitang comes, she seems to bring vitality and vitality.
How could there be such a perfect thing in the world?
Li Haitang is married, there is a husband who loves her, a smart bean bag, and Xiao Lingchuan who loves her like life, even if the danger around her is extremely dangerous, it is nothing.
The corner of Liusu's mouth curled up into a smile, looking at herself in the bronze mirror, the bronze mirror was yellow, and her face was also yellow, even a little sickly pale.
She was very thin, her round face was only the size of a palm, but her eyes were watery, at least there was no spirit in it, and even more lifeless.
"Liusu, it's getting late, you should rest quickly."
At night, Yun Jinghong couldn't sleep, and as he walked, his feet unconsciously turned in this direction. Seeing that the oil lamp in the tassel tent was still on, he guessed that she was still asleep.
For the grand ceremony, he notified his officers and soldiers that everyone was actively preparing for it, making suggestions, and held a special meeting in the afternoon.
Everyone kept it secret and never mentioned it, so as not to let Liusu hear the news, then they can give her a surprise!
As long as he thinks of Liusu's smiling face, Yun Jinghong feels a special irony in his heart. It turns out that there is really a kind of emotion, as long as the other party can be happy, he is willing to give everything!
It's not pity, it's not gratitude, it has nothing to do with that.
Yun Jinghong felt that he was a coward, if he could recognize his heart earlier and not be so indecisive, maybe things would not have deteriorated to this point.
"it is good."
Tassel's hand that tied her hair paused, tears slipped silently from the corner of her eyes, she was stupid, she knew it, but she would not regret everything she had done.
She has been proud all her life, let alone dragging anyone down now, she can only rely on tonics to hang her life in the future, and she can't give birth, if she still relies on him, it will be a drag.
She chose to end her own life, but she had some selfish thoughts in her heart. If she left the camp in the north of the city, Yun Jinghong would look for her, but he couldn't find her, so she gradually forgot about it. She didn't want to.
What if she dies? Will stay in his heart forever, forever and ever.
She gave her experience in studying medicine to her good sisters, and also supported the charity hall planned by Li Haitang, which was the last thing she could leave behind.
After today, everything disappeared.
A few years later, she turned into a handful of loess.
"Lisu, can I come in? I miss you."
The person outside the door let out a long sigh. The spread of the epidemic is not all bad for the camp in the north of the city. At least the war between the two countries has been suspended, and the soldiers can breathe.
Yun Jinghong hadn't seen Liusu for a while, she said that she was a bit scary in her current state, and she wanted to see her again when she got better.
Therefore, he would stand stupidly at the door every day.
A word of miss made Liusu's tears more violent, but she shook her head, "Go back, I'm going to sleep, maybe I'll get better in two days!"
"Well, I won't bother you. You put up the gauze tent. There are mosquitoes in the tent. Also, put on the quilt."
Before Yun Jinghong left, he babbled a few more words, very detailed.
Liusu agreed softly, and blew out the oil lamp under the window sill, and the inner room became dark again.
She remembered that she had said before that she didn't want a baby, but she lost the child in her womb and lost the right to be a mother. Liusu suddenly felt that she had become so hypocritical that the sky was falling.
Perhaps, her self-esteem was far more important than her life, and she didn't want to be rejected by Yun Jinghong.
One year, two years, he can strengthen his faith, what about five years, ten years, or even longer? There are three kinds of unfilial piety, the greatest is to have no descendants. After seeing many women who were dismissed and returned to their natal families because of giving birth to daughters, Liusu thought that she understood men.
The back of the person in front of the window disappeared into the dark night, as if she couldn't get enough of Tassel, she shook her head, interrupting the chaos in her mind, and put a rope that she had prepared earlier on the top of the tent.
She stepped on the stool, just kick the stool off and it would be over.
Taking a deep breath, Tassel closed her eyes, put the rope around her neck, and kicked hard...
Yun Jinghong didn't go far, he walked around from the front, wanting to sneak into it and take a look at Tassel.
During the day, Li Haitang heard that he and Liusu were in the camp, but they hadn't seen each other for a long time, and he hated iron and steel, "If Liusu said he wouldn't see you, you wouldn't see him. Are you stupid? What's your brain? You can sneak in." what!"
Yun Jinghong suddenly realized that it was possible to operate like this!
So, he was not discouraged when he was rejected by Tassel, thinking to wait for her to fall asleep, and then go in to have a look. As a result, he heard the sound of the inner room.
Yun Jinghong quickly pushed open the door and rushed in. What he saw made his eyes widen, bloodshot from his eyes.
"tassel!"
Yun Jinghong jumped up, cut the rope with a dagger, hugged him in his arms, and laid him flat on the bed.
He was very fortunate, if he hadn't listened to his sister-in-law Li Haitang, what was waiting for him was probably a cold corpse...
The next day, before dawn, Li Haitang turned over on the bed and touched it with his hands. The bedside was empty, and her savage husband had gone out.
She yawned, and wanted to continue to sleep. After tossing and tossing all night, her body was like falling apart. Later, she was dizzy. She only remembered being carried to the clean room to wash, and someone massaged her swollen calf...
"lady?"
Wu Fu went out to buy breakfast, and happened to run into soldiers from Daying North of the city who came home to deliver the letter. She didn't dare to delay, so she hurried back to deliver the letter empty-handed.
"It's still half an hour before dawn, what's your girl's name!"
Li Haitang covered his face with a quilt and refused to talk to Wu Fu.
"Ma'am, it's not good. Little General Yun asked someone to pass the message, saying that it was Miss Liusu, that...hanged herself!" Wu Fu was anxious, and uttered a loud voice.