Her Husband is My Lover

Chapter 143 - I Want To Fight For My Love!

"If you are then please tell me!" Jason said making Valentina sigh.

"Jason..." Jason cut off Valentina in mid sentence.

"Look, Valentina... I don't want to talk about all these things by beating around the bush... You get it? I love you and I told you about my feelings. I told you that I want to share my life with you... Right?" Jason asked and Valentina nodded her head.

"Right! When did I told you about my feelings to you?" Jason aksed but Valentina didn't answer him.

"I told you about my feelings after Xavier got married. Until then, I kept my feeings to myself just because you and Xavier love each other and I don't want be a third wheel between you both telling you about my feelings. But I couldn't control myself after he got married and has a wife... I thought, telling you about my feelings to you might you can stop hunting him and get hold on yourself... You were about to agreed but I don't know what suddenly happened to you? If you are talking about heart then I have my heart too... What should I do with it right now? The hopes I kept on you and the dreams I dreamed with you! What about them? Answer me?" Jason asked a little annoyedly. 

"Jason, calm down..." Valentina said as she walked a little close to him and Jason step back a little.

"Don't come near to me... I... I can't control myself and might end up... Doing something!" Jason said making Valentina sigh.

"Jason, you are so good for me... You getting it? So so good for me... I know, I am a girl who is sturbbon and wish to do how I want too without caring about anything... But suddenly, the only guy, who made me knows about how things works and how feelings are and that is Xavier... He was with me... Everytime I need someone on my back... He was someone who I always looked forward to see a future with him." Valentina replied making Jason sigh and he looked out of the window.

"I know, it's hurts when I am crushing your hopes and dreams but think about me too... I love him for more than 9 years... Do you think letting go or forgetting him will be so easy? You came to me telling that you will fight for me and my love and I am doing with my love too... I don't want to let go and fight for him and his love!" Valentina said.

"Yes... If you love him and don't want to let go of him then why did you have sex with me, Valentina?" Jason shouted making Valentina look away from him.

"Do you think playing with someone's feelings is so easy and then telling that they are getting back with their love?" Jason asked making Valentina take a deep breath.

"I know... I am wrong! I shouldn't have done like that..." Jason cut off Valentina as he kept the mug on the table and he turned towards her.

"You know how it hurts when someone tells you that they don't want you... Right?" Jason asked and Valentina just kept staring at him.

"Answer!" Jason said with a stern voice. The voice that Valentina never knew that Jason can take near her but he did for the first time.

"I know..." Valentina answered as tears rolled in her eyes making Jason sigh as he saw her tears in her eyes.

Jason couldn't do anything but wrapped his arms around her waist and hugged her making Valentina take a back.

Valentina couldn't utter even a word as he hugged her neither Jason can. 

They both just stayed in silence as Jason hugged her tightly. 

No one tried to talk because they know talking about anything deeply might can upset their relationship right now and the things that are going on in their lives are not their fault... 

They need to be strong for each other... As friends and well-wishers. 

Jason suddenly left Valentina and steped back making Valentina take a deep breath... Until Jason hugged her, Valentina heart beats so fast.

She doesn't understand why it beats so fast like that and she is not sure that what is going on with Jason... She can clearly see him taht he can't let her go and he is stopping himself so hard to get a grip on his feelings but she knows, it's getting hard for him.

"I... I am sorry!" Jason said as he sighed.

"I... I... I shouldn't have done that!" Jason said as suddenly turned around and just walked towards the door and opened it, walked out of the office closing the door behind him before Valentina tries to stop him. 

Valentina was just stunned as she couldn't utter any other word from her mouth.

She walked towards the couch and sat down on it. She took a deep breath as she closed her eyes and a tear falls down from her eye. 

"What just happened?" Valentina asked as she wiped the tears away.

"I... I... What did I do?" Valentina asked as her heart started getting heavy.

"What is happening?" Valentina asked herself as she control herself and the tears started falling down from her eyes.

She cried out loud to make her heart light. But it was getting her so hard to make her heart light when there is a stroam inside her heart.

She just wanted someone to take her in their arms and tell her that everything will be alright but she has... None right now and it made her more hurt!

Just then, the door bust open and Tania saw Valentina crying out loud. 

She ran towards her and stood infront of her. Seeing Valentina never stopping crying infront of her, she walked towards her and sat beside her on the couch. 

"Ms. Jackson..." Tania said as she kept her hand on hers and Valentina just hugged him tightly as she wrapped her arms around Tania and cried out loud in her arms and Tania can nothing but to console her.