Her Husband is My Lover

Chapter 145 - Apologize.

The door bust opened and Tania looked up at the door with tears in her eyes and her eyes widened seeing Jason. 

Tania wiped off the tears away from her eyes and stood up from her couch.

"Mr. Ainstone... What... What are you doing here?" Tania asked as she wiped off the tears that are on the corner of her eyes.

"You are crying?" Jason asked as he walked towards her.

"Umm... No, Mr. Ainstone..." Tania answered as she stepped back seeing Jason getting close to her.

"Huh?" Tania said as her back hit the wall making Jason get so close to her.

"Mr. Ainstone... What are you trying to do?" Tania asked. 

"What do you think, Tania?" Jason asked.

"Mr. Ainstone... This is not right! Can you please step back?" Tania asked making Jaosn sigh.

He stepped back a little making Jason sigh.

"Mr. Ainstone..." Jason cut off Tania in mid sentence as he took her hand in his hand making her look up at him.

"I am sorry!" Jason said making Tania frown. 

"Why, Mr. Ainstone?" Tania asked.

"Don't try to make me fool, Tania." Jason answered as he stretched his hand towards Tania and wiped her tear away from the corner of her eyes. 

"Umm... What... What... What are you talking about, Mr. Ainstone?" Tania asked.

"Tania..." Jason took her voice sternly making flinch a little.

"I really didn't mean to be so rude... I was just going to say that... I... I..." Jason stuttered.

"It's fine, Mr. Ainstone... Don't worry or bother about it... You did nothing to say sorry!" Tania replied.

"Tania, are you trying to make me feel bad right now?" Jason asked.

"Am I, Mr. Ainstone?" Tania asked as she looked up at Jason with her little cute innocent eyes making Jason get lost in her b beautiful small eyes. 

"You are!" Jason answered as he cupper her face.

"No... No, Mr. Ainstone... I am not! Not only you, but anyone will say same whoever are in your place!" Tania replied with a smile making Jason feel bad about whatever he said and he can clearly see the sadness in her eyes.

The alone feelings of her and how his words hurt her the most and he felt bad for her and that's hurts him seeing her sad. 

"I... I am really so sorry, Tania!" Jason said making Tania nod her head.

"Umm... Yeah! I said, it's fine... Don't bother about it, Mr. Ainstone!" Tania replied as she kept his hands on his chest and tried to move him away but Jason is strong that she can't move him even a little.

"Mr. Ainstone, can you move a little? I... I am feeling uncomfortable..." Tania said as she tried to take a deep breath but Jason wants her to look into his eyes but it's like, she doesn't want too... But he is sure, if she does, she might not control herself for the words he said to her. 

Jason kept his hand under her chin and made her look up at him and saw the tears rolling down in her eyes and she is trying her best to not make them fall but as Jason kept staring into her eyes, Tania couldn't control herself and tears again started falling down from her eyes. Tania couldn't help herself but just wrapped her arms around his torso and hugged him tightly keeping her head on his chest making Jason take a deep. His heart was beating so fast but he didn't say anything and wrapped his arms around her waist and hugged him tightly. 

He just kept silent as she cried in his arms. He is sure that his words triggered her so badly... He doesn't know how to live without parents love and suddenly when she is overwhelmed about Valentina calling her sister... She is happy but he cursed himself for making her feel bad at her decision... But he just was so mad at Valentina and Tania that they both are making him go crazy. 

While he talked to Valentina about his love. Valentina said that she wants to fight for her love as he wants to fight for his love... She was challenging him for the love who is already married and he so want to accept her challenge but he is scared that he might lose it... And would never find the love in his life again... Things are making so hard for Jason... He wants to do something against Avalanzo's... But he is not a person to make a person bad just because he will gain something from being a person making bad. 

He is really mad at Valentina that made him to be rude to Tania...

Because she was the one who told him to go after Valentina where he thought to let go of Valentina... Tania made him accept Valentina again but seeing Valentina's love... It's irritating Jason... Because, how someone can be so in love with a person and can blindly trust him without thinking of any consequences and are ready to do anything to get him back to her. 

Its all making him go crazy! He wants to let go of Valentina but at the same time, he doesn't want too.... Because Jason will be so lucky to get Valentina's love... She will never leave a person if she love someone... No matter what! As she loves Xavier, Jason is so jealous of him. Because even though, Xavier is married, Valentina still loves him... And she will keep loving him no matter what! Jason is so sure about this and this is why, he wants to let go of Valentina but at the other side, he wants to give her all the love that she craved from Xavier but she couldn't... He even wants to give her the love she loves Xavier but things are making so difficult for him.

Jason looked at Tania crying in his arms... He took her face in his arms and wiped off the tears from her cheek and kissed her forehead and that made Tania's heart flutter and eyes wide.