Her Husband is My Lover

Chapter 153 - I Want To Save My Family!

Valentina got down on her knees and kept her hands on his shoulders making him get up on his feet. 

She made him sit on the couch and grabbed the glass of water. She forwarded the glass of water to him making him look up at her.

"Have it!" Valentina said and Xavier took the glass from her and gulped the water in one go. He kept back the glass on the table and Valentina sat beside Xavier making him look away from her.

"Xavier..." Valentina called but he didn't look at her and just kept staring away from her.

"Xavier..." Valentina called again as she took his hands in hers making him look at him.

"Valentina..." Xavier called and Valentina nodded her head in yes.

"You still didn't answer my question!" Xavier said with teary eyes making Valentina frown.

"Huh? What question it is about?" Valentina asked.

"Will you leave me if I did anything wrong?" Xavier asked taking a deep breath.

"Xavier, I asked you what wrong did you do?" Valentina asked making Xavier take a deep breath.

"I didn't do it deliberately... It just happened... And it's not my fault... I want to save my family... Thats it... You know that, how much my family means to me right?" Xavier asked making Valentina frown at his words but nodded at his question on, how much his family means to him!

"Yes... I did that for my family... But Edward..." Xavier cut off in mid sentence as he realised what he was going to tell.

"Edward what?" Valentina asked.

"Umm... Nothing!" Xavier answered making Valentina frown.

"Xavier, why do I feel like that there is something that youbare keeping a few things away from me?" Valentina asked making Xavier look up at him.

"What?" Xavier asked.

"Yes... Everytime I feel like there is something that I don't know that is related to me... But I am not sure it's about what?" Valentina asked making Xavier take a deep breath. 

"Valentina..." Valentina cut off Xavier in mid sentence.

"Xavier, if you are just ready to tell me then don't... But... Trust me... You know me so well than anyone... We have been together for the 9 years... Will you be calm if I did something suddenly that same thing you did with me? Tell me?" Valentina asked looking into Xavier eyes and he shook his head in no.

"No... I won't be calm... I want you in my life!" Xavier answered.

"That's exactly what I want in my life too!" Valentina replied making Xavier look into her eyes.

"I want you to know that you mean same to me as I mean to you! Xavier, look at me..." Valentina said as she took his face in her hands.

"I love you... I am still loving you because I trust you... I know, you won't do something that hurts me... There is something wrong going on... You didn't do anything but people are forcing you into it... That makes you feel wrong about it... I know you so well, Xavier... I trust you more than myself..." Valentina said making Xavier eyes teary.

"But I already did wrong, Valentina... I am not worthy for you... I am not! I am just alive as a human... But I am already dead at the moment I married Rose crushing all your dreams with me... I am really sorry for that! You deserve better, love!" Xavier said making Valentina take a deep breath.

"No... I just deserve you... And only you! You know that too... Whatever it is... I don't care... I just want you and only you and I will make sure I take you out of this mess with whatever you are going on... I promise that I will find out what is actually going on and find it out soon enough and will make everyone suffer who is making you suffer like this... My Xavier is not like this ever... He was strong by his heart and he won't let himself down no matter what but I am seeing the different Xavier... That is because, The people around you are making you like this... I will show them hell... Just wait and watch!" Valentina replied with a stern face making Xavier eyes wide.

"Val, no... No... Don't you dare do somwthing silly... Please... I beg you!" Xavier said making Valentina frown.

"Are you crazy? Why shouldn't I? Did you look at yourself? Did yous we how mess you have become?" Valentina asked making Xavier look at away from her.

"You don't at all have any answer for my question... You would never... Even though it you have one... You are not gonna tell me... Because there is something that is keeping you away from not telling me..." Valentina said making Xavier take a deep breath. 

"Valentina, listen to me carefully... Don't... Don't ever do something silly... If you want me in future... You getting it? I don't want you to get into any trouble and suffer like me... I can't see you suffering... I might end up doing something that I don't want too... If you try to do something... I can't bare it seeing you go through something that you don't at all deserve..." Xavier replied sternly looking into her eyes.

"Heck... I don't care... I just want you to be safe... I can do anything for that... You getting it? Anything! You are the only person I want and for that, I can go to any extent to make anyone suffer... And bring you out safe..." Valentina said making Xavier sigh.

"Love, listen to me... It will be dangerous to you... I can't even save you if yoi try to do something... First, you will be heartbroken if you get to know about these things... And I am sure, you will try to be away from me as soon as you get to know about it... Fighting for me is so far away..." Xavier replied making Valentina chuckle.

"So, you don't believe when I said that I want to fight for you and our love?" Valentina asked making Xavier shook his head in no.

"No.... I believe you but..." Valentina cut off Xavier in mid sentence.

"But what?" Valentina asked as she sighed.

"But what, Xavier? You think, I am faking our love and let you go through about something that you don't deserve just because of someone?" Valentina asked making Xavier sigh.

"No, love... Why would I think taht you are faking our love? I know you love me more tahn anyone in this world and you want me... The same is with me... I want you and your love but it just getting hard for me... I want to save my family from this... And you know about Rose so well... She is one hell of a torture..." Xavier answered as he sighed making Valentina just look at him.

"Alright... What do you want me to do now?" Valentina asked.

"Just be patience and don't do something silly... I will clear everything as much as I can... And when time comes, I will tell your everything... Okay?" Xavier asked as he turned around towards her and cupped her face in his hands making her just stare at him.

"Val, Please... Please do this for me..." Xavier requested making Valentina sigh.

"Fine... I will not do anything!" Valentina replied making Xavier smile a little and he kissed her forehead. 

"Thank you so much, love..." Xavier said making Valantina nod her head.

"You are not angry on me... Are you?" Xavier asked making Valentina sigh.

"What can I even do if I am angry? I can do nothing!" Valentina answered as she got up from beside him and walked towards the big glass window and looked out at the city as she folds her hands to on her chest.

Xavier sighed and took a deep breath as he got up from the couch and slowly walked towards her. 

He slowly wrapped his arms around her waist and brought her close to his chest making her smile a little.

"I am sorry... But try to understand me too, babe!" Xavier said and Valentina nodded her head.

"Yeah... I did... That's why, I still want you... Even though you are married..." Valentina replied making Xavier sigh.

"I love you!" Xavier said as he kissed her neck making her smile and she turned around in his arms making him look at her in eyes.

"I love you too, Xavier... I just don't want to lose you... No matter what! I need you in my life!" Valentina said and Xavier kissed her forehead.

"You will not... Lose me... Ever! Even though you don't want me in your life, I will still be behind you no matter what!" Xavier replied looking into Valentina's eyes and wrapped his arms around his neck and hugged him tightly keeping her head on his shoulders and he hugged her back tightly making her feel good in his arms...

Valentina closed her eyes promising herself that she will find about the information that Xavier and George is going through and will take them out loud even though, how much Xavier restrict her.