Her Husband is My Lover

Chapter 186 - A Mere Secretary!

"Valentina..." Tania called making Valantina turn around and Tania got up from the couch and Walked towards Valentina.

"I don't know why are you so stressed about this... I don't think, there is something like what you are thinking... It just... Might be you are thinking a lot? It might happens if you think like this..." Tania said making Valentina sigh.

"Tania... Try to understand me..." Tania cut off Valentina in mid Sentence as she nodded her head at her.

"Yes... I am trying to understand you..." Tania said as she nodded her head at her and held her hands in hers making Valantina take a deep breath and look into Tania's eyes. 

"Valentina... I am really no one to say this to you... I know, you call me as your little sister... Just because, I am working from you for so long... And you trust me... That is more than enough for me in this life... Because you are one of an amazing person I have ever met in my life... You gave me a life... A future... This is really something that I am blessed with... If not you, I would never have gotten any of things I have right now... But... All these apart... I am really nothing to you... But still, you were and are ready to share everything with me." Tania said with a smile and Valantina was about to talk but Tania shook her head at Valentina, telling her to don't talk with her eyes.

Valentina sighed as she saw Tania how serious she is and kept quiet and let her made tell everything that she wants too... Even though, Valentina doesn't want to talk about anything about these thing with Tania... Because, she really see Tania as her little sister... She doesn't have any idea... Why too... But she feels like... She is like a little sister to her. 

The first time, Valentina saw her, at that moment, she felt that Tania is someone who is close to her... Her guy feeling is that, she is important to her... She really is... But she doesn't have any idea why she is feeling like this and why wants to be her as her little sister. She doesn't ahve any idea but she just want Tania to be close to her and wants to protect Tania from every little thing. That is the reason, Why Valentina never fired Tania even though how bad she is at her job in the first few days... Valentina was so patience with Tania just because she doesn't want to let go of Tania in any case. Valentina used to be rude to Tania just because she want to make herself believe that, she is none to her but it just make her more and wants to go close to Tania day by day... Even though, How much Valentina tried to remove her thoughts away from her mind... She just couldn't... She unknowingly wants to give her every luxury things... She wants to have the life style She has with Tania too... But Valentina is sure that, Tania would never take something from Valentina just like that... And so, Valentina made plans and gave her everything telling she is her PA and she needs to have her standards as Valantina PA. She wants to make Tania has the same level of her and so, she increased her pay and all... But still, Tania always tells Valentina that she is not at all capable of having all these and just doing all these because she is a secretary. But Still, Valentina didn't listen to her... Valentina is just so proud of Tania that she found one of an amazing PA who is just so kind hearted. Valentina is sure that Tania can handle her so well... So, she never let her go in anyway... She tried to get information about Tania... But she couldn't... Valentina got curious as she couldn't find anything about Tania... And it's like... She is just... Someone who falls on the earth without any identiy? Valentina was surprised that how can she can't get someone identity? It was hard for her... Though, still, she couldn't able to find anything about Tania. 

Tania bare everything that Valentina bash out about people and about what she does. But Tania is a girl, who never take a step back and get scared to do something... She was always so confident and so decent. 

Valentina is just so proud of Tania... She is just so proud of her little sister Tania. She is her little sister... Valentina couldn't do anything but to accept the fact that she really feels Tania as her little sister... Whatever, the matter is... That doesn't really matters to her...

Valentina wants to share everything with Tania... She became her best friend when she was going through worst... There isn't her mother to help her out... But Tania... She always used to motivated Valentina and made her feel herself capable. 

Valentina is still suprised about how can Tania can do that and motivate her when Valentina is a boss and should motivate others... But Tania is really so different women that she can easily motivate others without being so harsh bit polite... That can make her heeat flutter. 

That woman is just like Valentina... They both equally suffered like each other. Valentina always wishes the best for Tania and Valentina promised herself that She will make get the best in her life no matter what!

Valentina would never feel someone close to her... It's will become months making Valentina trust someone... She even took her time in trusting Xavier and Jason. 

Xavier case was really so different from Jason...

Xavier and Valentina bumped to eachother as a classmates... But Valentina and Jason bumped into each other as Business rivals... 

It was not a rivals if they name it... 

Jason found Valentina attitude so good. He was relaky impressed with her... But itbwas hard for him too... To make Valentina trust him... Hence, Jason is a competitor of Valentina. 

It was really hard for they both really hit it off and become bestfriends... 

Tania fell in love with Jason at the first sight... She knows, she is not at all capable of Jason because, he is someone so capable like Valentina Jackson... She kepts her feelings to her for the whole 5 years and never let it out to anyone... Neither she has any friends to let anyone out about these things...

She has her colleagues but many just wants to get promoted from Valentina and so, they wants to be friend's with Tania.

Tania was so sick of these people and just decided that, she wouldn't ever make anyone friend's...

Valentina got close to Tania... But Tania can never keep her feelings out to Valentina as she knows that Jason likes Valentina. If he tries to say her about his feelings... It will make Valentina hard. 

But until few days back, Valentina was with Xavier Avalanzo... And Tania knows that, Jason is not someone who can tell his feelings to one when they are in a relationship. 

But still, Tania never dared to open up with one... She was really scared... Seeing his eyes, she knows that Jason really, really do likes Valentina. 

When they both leaves for a vacation... She was just so Vunerable but she is capable of pick herself up and got to work... Work for herself... She needs to do this... Because she knows, there will be none for her go look after when she needs someone to back her up... She is the only one who can back her up no matter what... She only want in her life is that to find a guy who can love her as she is without judging her in anyway and she finds it hard to find one... When she loves Jason. 

It was really hard for her to take this all in... It affected her so badly but she was so ready to accept that he likes Someone else... Well, Tania knows that she is not at all capable of someone like Jason... He is a person who is a dream guy of many beautiful girls... But a few days back... When Jason kissed her forehead in her office, her heart fluttered... She tries so hard to control herself... Even when, he asked her if he knows the guy she loves... She wants to scream at him saying, he is the one she loves... But she doesn't at all have any guts... Any guts to say him. 

She knows that he will only laugh at her if she tells him her feelings... He will surely laugh... Because he knows, she is not at all capable of him... He is someone... Who can have any girl as his girlfriend or wife. The girlfriend or his wife will be so capable for him... That many respects her... But Tania is just no where to anyone... She is nothing but a mere secretary...