Her Husband is My Lover

Chapter 224 - Reasons.

"Yeah, Mom..." Xavier said as he took a deep breath making Elizabeth frown at him.

"What is it, Xavier?" Elizabeth asked as she took a deep breath.

"Ummm... I am making few cry just because of me..." Xavier answered making Elizabeth shook her head in no.

"No, Son... Don't talk like that..." Elizabeth replied and Xavier got up from her lap and looked into her eyes.

"What do you do when few people are suffering because of you, Mom?" Xavier asked mamking Elizabeth take a deep breath.

"What should I do to make them trust me?" Xavier aksed and Elizabeth sighed.

She cupped his face and kissed his forehead.

"I don't know... What is going on with you... But, if you like to share then I will be so haoiy for you... And maybe, I might can help you in anything... But it's fine, if you don't want too... I know, how badly it hurts when you can't make someone understand you and in what situation you are in... And accept things..." Elizabeth said as she took a deep breath. 

"I know, that heart of ours... Doesn't let us live at peace... It does crave a lot of love... But at the end, it is the one that get hurts so badly." Elizabeth said as she looked into Xavier's eyes.

"I know... You want love from a person right now... The person you love..." Elizabeth said making Xavier take a deep breath.

"I only asked for that, Mom..." Xavier Replied and Elizabeth nodded her head with tears rolling in her eyes.

"But why, Mom? Why? Can't I have someone in my life that can love me so much?" Xavier asked making Elizabeth frown at him as he asked that can't he have somone who can love him? She realised that, Rose doesn't love him? She is not sure but it does look like she doesn't? If not, Xavier won't let something like this out of his mouth...

Elizabeth took a deep breath as she opened her arms making Xavier hug him.

Xavier hugged her tightly and Elizabeth kissed his hair. 

"I just want love, mom..." Xavier said as he buried his head in her neck.

"I want love, Mom..." Xavier said making Elizabeth tears fall down from her eyes as she is helpless right now...

She knows, he is craving for the love... That he wants... That only his woman can give him right now... But she has no idea, who is that woman who can give all the love to her son. 

"Xavier..." Elizabeth said as she cupped his face in his arms.

"Love is not something you can get anywhere... If you find it, go... Go to your love and make her understand things... And make her yours..." Elizabeth said as she couldn't do anything more than this. She Knows, he is Married but seeing him not at all happy in his marriage, she see no use of this Marriage with no meaning...

"Go to your love... Tell your love that you need her... Your love will let you in... Don't think, that you are married man... But think as a lover. As a mother, I am selfish for my son... If he is like this, I can't tell more to him than to go get his love... But if I hard for you... Then think about it... Think about why you did this... Think about what you want to do and what you want to have in life." Elizabeth said.

"I am not supporting you for anything here... But telling you to go do something that can only be yours... You are married... But, if you are not happy with the Marriage then I see no use of this... You need to break it even if it hurts anyone in this... Hurting someone is good right now... And get them break... Rather than, make them hurt in the future... This is something that you need to do... Right now!" Elizabeth said as she took a deep breath.

"Mom... Are you happy with dad?" Xavier asked making Elizabeth eyes wide.

"What?" Elizabeth asked.

"Pelase... Tell me... Are you happy with Dad?" Xavier asked making Elizabeth smile at him.

"I am!" Elizabeth answerered.

"Mom..." Elizabeth cut off Xavier in mid sentence.

"I know, what you want to ask me right now..." Elizabeth said making Xavier take a deep breath.

"You know that your dad is someone that doesn't listen to anyone... And doesn't respect anyone... The only thing that is precious to him is money!" Elizabeth said making Xavier nod his head.

"I know the reason behind the madness of his money!" Elizabeth said making Xavier frown at her.

"I know... That is why, I am still in his life... As his wife!" Elizabeth said making Xavier look at her with his eyebrows raise.

"I know few of his secrets... He let me in his life... Because, I know him better than him... He maybe cruel in times and doesn't show mercy... But one thing is for sure... If he does something then there will be a reason for sure..." Elizabeth said making Xavier sigh.

"Why do you think that, Mom?" His madness for his money can might make him do things that he can regrets later too right?" Xavier asked making Elizabeth Chuckle.

"Xavier, what do you think if your father loves me or not?" Elizabeth asked. 

"Um.... Umm..." Xavier stuttered.

"He doesn't... You think that, right?" Elizabeth asked with a smile.

"That is because that he doesn't show his love at me... Infront of anyone!" Elizabeth said making Xavier frown.

"Love is not something you show infront of a person... You don't have too... You should just know that the person loves you... And keep faith in them. If the person really loves you, then just keep faith!" Elizabeth said.

"And that person will be only yours no matter what." Elizabeth said making Xavier frown at him.

"Yes, you don't at all have to do anything... Love and relationship is build on trust... If there is no trust in each other then they doesn't last long." Elizabeth said with a smile as she looked into her son's eyes.