Her Husband is My Lover

Chapter 244 - Yes, I Am In Love With You!

"Do you love me?" Jason asked Tania making her eyes wide. She was startled by the suddenness of the question. She was sitting in front of him on the dining table and they both were having their break fast but she never thought that he would ask something like that and then, she thought that she didn't talk shit about this last night to him. 

She suddenly got scared as she relaised that she might have talked and now, he got to know about her feelings. But he still hoped that he doesn't know anything about her feelings. 

She was unable to answer the question. Her mind went blank and her heart was pounding so hard. She looked at him pleadingly to not to ask about this question but he just kept staring back at her with his stern eyes that made her blink her eyes and she is sure right now she has really talked some shit with him and now, it's time to face him and answer his every question. But she is still not ready to answer all tese questions to him. But she is scared that he might take her wrongly. 

"Please, I need to know the truth," Jason said.

"I-I..." Tania stuttered as she was at a loss for words. She could not find the right words to say to him. She looked away from him not knowing what to say.

Jason was about to say something when his cellphone rang. He picked it up from the dining table and glanced at the caller ID. He was surprised to see that it was Valentina. He was about to answer it when he realized that Tania was looking at him. He quickly switched off his phone and looked at Tania. He doesn't have any idea why did he do that but at that time, he does want to hurt her feelings in anyway by answering Valentina's calls. 

He needed answer. Tania's answer. He was trying to think about this answer from last night and now... He somehow and anyhow wants to know the truth. 

Tania was still kept looking at him. She was unable to say anything. She was not sure if she was ready to tell him the truth. She was not sure if she was ready to tell him that she loves him.

"Tania," Jason said. He was trying to be gentle and patience with her. He is trying to understand her situation and her feelings and emotions but she needs to understand his emotions and feelings too. But she is not at all trying to understand him but just left him on hamginy last night. She talked and blabbered something last night that he has no idea what! But the only thing that he clearly had heard is to love her? 

He wants to know what does she means by that? And wants to know what she expect from the word that she had said to him? He has no idea that she has refered that to him. Because she had not mentioned his name anywhere... But he still wants to know it from her and see what does she mean! 

Tania is still looking at him. She was still trying to figure out how to say it to him that she likes him... Correction that she loves him. What if he mistake her and yell at her right now... All these thoughts are making her go crazy!

She was still trying to find the right words to say to him. 

"I asked you something, Tania. I believe there is an answer for that question!" Johnson said with a stern voice.

"I love you," Tania blunted out. 

"What?" Jason asked as He was stunned. He couldn't believe what he just heard.

"I love you," Tania said.

"You love me?" Jason asked

"Yes, I do." Tania answered.

"From how long?" Jason asked calmly and Tania was so scared of him right now to answer anything right now as she thought that he might bust out anytime. 

"From the moment I saw you," Tania answered.

"You were in love with me from the moment you saw me?" Jason asked.

"Yes," Tania said.

"And you hid your feelings for me all these years?" Jason asked.

"Yes," Tania said.

"Why?" Jason asked sternly making Tania look into his eyes.

"How will I tell you that I am in love you when you are in love with my boss?" Tania asked with tears in her eyes.

Jason was completely stunned. She knows that he is in love with some other woman, but she still kept loving him. He was stunned with the revelation that Tania loved him. He was stunned with the revelation that she had been hiding her feelings for him all these years. He was stunned with the revelation that she had been in love with him from the moment he had first seen her.

"If you have done your best to hide your feelings, as you have had the opportunity to see, then I will have to ask you to explain to me why you are hiding them.

"What else I will do? Come to you and tell you that, I am in love with my boss best friend?" Tania asked.

"No, I don't mean that. I just don't understand why you didn't tell me that you were in love with me all these years," Jason answered.

"I didn't know how to tell you that I love you," Tania replied.

"But you could have said something," Jason said.

"I couldn't say anything. I was afraid that if I told you that I loved you, you would have left me or ignored," Tania said.

"What? Why do you think that I would do something like that?" Jason asked.

"Why won't I? You love another girl. Do you think, you can stand infront of me without ignoring me?" Tania asked making Jason stunned.

"I... I don't know... This is really something that I didn't expect from you!" Jason said making Tania chuckle.

"Are you disappointed in me right now?" Tania asked.

"No, I am not disappointed. I am just surprised. I mean, you have kept your feelings for me to yourself all these years. You have been in love with me all these years and you didn't tell me." Jason answered.