Her Husband is My Lover

Chapter 248 - Played With My Feelings!

"Huh?" Valentina asked.

"Yes... I am at Tania's house the whole night. What is your problem now?" Jason asked.

"What do you mean by what is my Problem, Jason?" Tania asked.

"Valentina... I don't really understand what are you trying to make things complicate for me?" Jason asked.

"Jason... Are you out of your mind?" Valentina asked.

"Yes... I am. I am out of my fucking mind." Jason yelled making Valentina take a back.

She has never seen him talking like this ever and this behaviour of Jason scares her for the first time.

"Yes... I am out of my mind, Valentina... I am out of my fucking mind." Jason yelled as he held her shoulders and looked into her eyes.

"I am out of my mind because you are making me out of my mind... You are making me go crazy! You have no idea what are you doing to me. You have no idea what you had already did to me. You have no idea what mess you had made me today!" Jason yelled and his every word came out as stfong as he hit her slap with his every word.

This shocked Valentina so much as she has so idea what happened to Jason so suddenly? Because the last time, she has talked to him last night, he was really so good and talked well but what happened so suddenly that made him this mad? And as he said he is at Tania's house... Doubts started troubling her mind thinking that, something might happen between them both or is something might happen with Jason alone?

All these questions are making Valentina go crazy and she wants to ask every question to Jason but she can't right now because seeing his anger she is scared... She is scared of him!

She is scared that he might not talk somethimg rubbish with her and talk rudely with her... Well, he is already rude with her right now but she just couldn't ask all her questions to him right now. 

"Valentina... I trusted you... I trusted you so much and loved you a lot. I showed you and told you how much I love you! Didn't I?" Jason asked and Valentina couldn't do anything else but nod her head at him.

"But what did you do to me, Valentina?" Jason asked with tears.

"What have you done to me, Valentina? Am I that bad to stay with you in a relationship?" Jason asked and Valentina shook her head as Jason broke down infront of her.

"What did I even do to you, Valentina?" Jason asked as he looked into her eyes making her feel guilty. 

"Didn't I look after you well and made you feel good?" Jason asked as he looked into her eyes.

"Why do you have to crawl back to his bed again and again? Why would you do that when he doesn't respect your trust and dignity?" Jason asked as he looked into her eyes. She wants him to stop talking all these shit and doesn't want to accept anything but she just couldn't as she knew that whatever Jason is talking right now is true and she couldn't change any little thing.

"Why do you have to get down on your knees for his love, Valentina? Why ar eyou begging for his love?" Jason asked making tears roll in her eyes.

Every question... His every question is just making her heart break into pieces. She doesn't want to relaise any of these questions but Jason is making her relaise every little question. 

She doesn't want anyone to make her know that she is losing her self respect in front of Xavier by accepting him again and again hit... She just doesn't want anything to point out that shenos wrong... And doing wrong just because of his love where she can find that love in someone else who can love her to any extent but she is not ready for anyone... But Xavier! 

Xavier... Who loves her more than anything made her lose her self respect in front of him.

She is not the one who crawl back to him... But he is making her look like, she is crawling back to him again and again. 

Yes, she realised that she is losing her self respect infront of Xavier and making him know that she is so week for him and he can do anything with her with just his love? 

She wants to prove him wrong but she just couldn't as she melts in his touch wherever Xavier says her how much he loves her.

She wants to make him teach a lesson as soon as he got married... But she is just waiting for her time to bring him down... But she had no idea how hardly she got struck into these feelings in making Xavier hers. 

She hurts the people around her... And made them suffer. 

Valentina knows that, Jason is just so innocent guy who just wanted Valentina to be happy. He ever showed her how much he loves. He made her know how much he loves her with his every word and action but Valentina just never cared but she played with his feelings back.

He thought that maybe... She needs time before she figure out things but no... She doesn't need anytime but she just needed time and some person to make herself get over Xavier at that particular time by just playing with someone's feelings...

But, No... Valentina never had any such intentions over Jason and never ever wanted to play with his feelings... 

She somehow wanted to get over Xavier and at that time, Jason is the one who came forward to help her... She tried to move on... But she couldn't... She just couldn't... As her heart still beats for Xavier and only him.

Whatever, Xavier says her and does to her, her heart still beats for him... She doesn't have any idea why... Maybe, that's what people called love... Or obsession?

She has no idea if this is what actually called Love? Because she so wants to get over this feeling from Xavier but she somehow couldn't.

She hates herself right now... For making everyone cry around her who loves her.