Her Husband is My Lover

Chapter 262 - Is It Easy Go To Move On?

"Do you think I can love someone again?" Jason asked making Valentina look into his eyes.

"Do you think will you?" Valentina asked.

"I am not sure... That is why, I am asking you." Jason Answered.

"Well... If you want and wants to move on... Sure, you can fall in love again..." Valentina replied.

"Is it so easy fo move on, Valentina?" Jason asked as he grabbed her wrist which was about to make him eat another spoon full of his break fast.

"I don't know, Jason... It's just different from everyone... It's different for you and me... If I want, I can get over Xavier and... You know, Date someone else... But I am not sure either... Because it's my time to support him... I know, I can't get over him as soon as possible... But he keeps breaking my heart... Then, of course, there will a time for me to leave him... Because I deserve better!" Valentina answered.

"Then, do I have a chance for you... In the future?" Jason asked making Valentina take a deep breath. 

"Jason, I don't want you to suffer because of me." Valentina answered and Jason shook his head in no.

"I want you, Valentina... I want you in my life. I told you that, I can get over you... But it seems hard to me right now seeing you talking like this... I am not sure about my feelings either... I know, I should be clear about my feelings but... I really love you!" Jaosn said and Valentina smiled at him.

"I know, you love me more than anything in this world... But... Jason, you need to accept few things in the life that you can't have everyone you love in your life near you!" Valentina replied.

"But if I work hard for them then, maybe I will?" Jason asked making Valentina sigh.

"Valentina, Xavier will hurt you so badly... I know that but I don't want you to suffer just because of him..." Jason said and Valentina nodded her head.

"I know he will hurt me... But, I can't help it!" Valentina replied.

"Valentina, I will be with you and support you... I will help you in every way as I can... But please... Let me love you!" Jason said.

"Jason, try to understand. I can't forgive myself if I let you love me." Valentina replied.

"You don't at all have to care about my feelings right now... Give yourself time and wait... See what happens with Xavier... I will be patience enough with you and your feelings. Believe me, I will never rush yoh for anything. I just want to be there for you every minute and give you all my love for you! I don't care if you love him... But, I know one day, you are over him, you will love me back! I... I just can't control myself if you... You..." Jason stuttered making Valentina frown at him.

"Me what?" Valentina asked as she raised her eyebrows at him.

"Umm... I just can't control if you have sex with him." Jason answered making Valentina sigh.

"Jason..." Valentina got cut off in mid sentence by Jason.

"You can think Whatever you want... But, I really don't want the girl I love to sleep with someone else other than me." Jason said making Valentina sigh.

"He is not someone... But my boyfriend." Valentina replied.

"He is married to someone else... He is not your boyfriend buy Someone's husband. Remember that!" Jason said making Valentina sigh.

"Leave me... For me. I will love you so much. I will never break your heart. Ever! I will look after you as my queen!" Jason said as he looked into her eyes but Valentina looked away from him.

"You don't believe me?" Jason asked.

"I do... I do believe you more than Myself, Jason! I know you will look after me so well and would never break my heart." Valentina replied. 

"Then what is the problem?" Jason asked.

"That problem is love here... I love him the same way as you love me." Valentina answered making Jason sigh.

"Valentina... Please sit here..." Jason said as he made her sit beside him on the chair.

"Listen, did I ever disturb you and tried to say about my feelings to you when you are in relationship with Xavier before he got married?" Jason asked and Valentina shook her head in no.

"No. But I told you about my feelings when?" Jason asked.

"After he got married." Valentina answered.

"Why do you think I did that?" Jason asked and Valentina just kept staring at him in his eyes.

"Let me tell you!" Jason said as he took a deep breath.

"Because I know this Valentina will understand me and would not go behind the married man..." Jason said making Valentina look down on her feet.

"But... Whatever I thought was wrong... You went to him... No, you are sure that you don't want to go to him... But, when he came in front of you and told you how much he loves you, your believed him. Didn't you?" Jason asked and Valentina took a deep breath before she nodded her head in yes. 

"And I let you go... Do you know why?" Jason asked and Valentina shook her head in no.

"I really don't want to talk about this... But I need you to understand me... And I don't think, that will happen anytime soon... So, here... I am telling you... Because I trust you!" Jason said making Valentina take a deep breath.

"I trust you with my whole heart. I know that, you will say that you choosed a wrong decision but you never said that! Yes, supporting your love when he needs a shoulder is not wrong... But it's where, you are getting hurt deeply by supporting him like this!" Jason said.

"I trust you because I know you will come back to me and tell me that, I love you again... But..." Jason cut off in mid Sentence as he took a deep breath.

"You didn't... You just kept believing Xavier who is married to Rose." Jason said as he sighed.