Her Husband is My Lover

Chapter 290 - Shame On Myself.

"I am sorry for shouting at you like that... But I won't lie to you but I am really so Angry at you, Xavier..." Jason said making Xavier look up at him with a small smile on his face.

"At least, you said sorry for just shouting at me... But there are few people who doesn't at all feel bad for trying to make my life hard for me." Xavier replied with a smile as he chuckled and looked away from Jason. 

Jason really didn't got what does Xavier mean in the first place because the way he say that few people doesn't at all feel bad for making his life hard... He wants to know what does he mean by that and who are the people that is making his life way really hard that he is behaving like this? Because he is sure that there is something happened in his life that is making him talk like this if not, then no... No, he won't have talked like this. 

Jason looked into Xavier's eyes and saw tears rolled inti his eyes but he is trying hard to not let it down... 

Jason knows and can understand how much things might have hurting him right now that he wants to cry so badly but he doesn't want too because he is a man... Who can't cry! 

He can clearly see his helplessness in his eyes that how he is managing himself right now... 

But he just doesn't know how to ask him anything about whatever is making him go through right now... All these is just making him confused right now... 

He doesn't know what Valentina is going through and also, Xavier... 

He wnats to know every single thing that they both are going through right now... 

Because he is more confused here more than anyone... And this is just making him go crazy than anyone... 

He wants to ask him what is borthering him and what he is going through but just don't know how...

"Xavier... What is going on? What do you mean by that?" Jason asked making Xavier look up at him.

"About? What are you talking about?" Xavier asked as he blinked his eyes at Jason.

"You really know what I am trying to talk about here right?" Jason asked making Xavier chuckle.

"About Valentina... Right?" Xavier asked making Jason sigh.

"Maybe... Yes... But... I really want to know what do you mean by what you just said... Like, what do you mean by that people doesn't at all feel bad by making your life hard? Who are those people and what they are trying to do?" Jason asked making Xavier take a deep breath.

"Jason, I don't think... That is what I am here to talk... Because, what is important right now is to talk about Valentina... Who is going through much more than me right now... For whatever I did to her just makes me feel shame on myself!" Xavier answered.

"You feel bad for whatever you did to Valentina?" Jason asked again making Xavier look up at him.

"Of course, I do... But, I still want her in my life..." Xavier answered making Jason take a deep breath as he looked away from him.

"But... I don't deserve her... She is way so good for me... She can't wait for me yo settle things... It's better she hates me..." Xavier said making Jason look at him with a frown at him.

"What?" Jason asked and Xavier nodded his head at him.

"I really don't deserve Valentina... Because she is one the precious girl who deserves happiness and not a name like mistress by being with me." Xavier answered.

"And now you realise that you did wrong?" Jason asked and Xavier shook his head in no.

"No, I already know from start that I am wrong... And I will always be wrong..." Xavier answered which made Jason frown.

"The day... I married to Rose is the day I am dead inside me... Because seeing another girl in a place where I imagined Valentina is just so hard for me to accept it... We loved eachother and we saw dreams together... But... Those dreams didn't come true... But instead... I married a girl who I hate the most!" Xavier said making Jason take a deep breath.

"I would at least try to forget Valentina if Rose loves me truely... But she didn't... She just needed my money and my name... That's it... I am the only one man who didn't stepped on her bed... But, she Married me and achieve her goal and also, earned my name as Rose Xavier Avalanzo... The most powerful man's wife in this world. The top 5 Billionaire's wife." Xavier said as he chuckled.

"Wait... Wait... What do you mean by Rose doesn't love you?" Jason asked making Xavier chuckle at her.

"Rose doesn't love me." Xavier answered.

"But she said... She do?" Jason asked making Xavier laugh out loud.

"And you believed it?" Xavier asked.

"Huh? Of course, I do believed it... But how can you just say that she doesn't love you? Because I have seen her looking at you with love... Well, whatever she might be called in her past but she is your wife now." Jason answered making Xavier nod his head in yes.

"Yeah... She is my wife... And that is why, I am with her... But she doesn't love me at all." Xavier replied.

"Then why she married you... Or why would you both marry each other when you botb doesn't love each other?" Jason asked making Xavier take a deep breath as he looked at him. 

"Is it just about money and fame? And nothing else? Because It's not like Edward Morgan doesn't have money or fame? He does... Then why would she just do this and marry you?" Jason asked as he took a deep breath.

Xavier just kept looking at Jason who looks at him curiously as he wants to know for what Rose Has married him? 

Just because of Money or fame then sure does she have it... 

But, Rose is a greedy woman... She wanted more and more in her life. 

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