Her Husband is My Lover

Chapter 295 - Disgusted On Herself.

Tears welled up in her eyes like all over the sea... 

The whole desert sighed in her heart remembering that her love hates her right now... She doesn't know how this happened but this had happened and he started hatting her so badly that she doesn't know how much... 

She was living for him... She trusted him but what happened right now... He hates her... He doesn't loves her anymore...

Even though, she wants to be away from each other she still thought that they both love each other forever... But right now, from Whatever she heard... Had broke her heart... Completely... 

Valentina doesn't know why this happened so suddenly like this... And how can he just hate her like this after loving her for 9 years? 

Is it possible? She asked herself but she got no answer from her Brain or heart. 

She remembered their last night and how Xavier said that he loves her and made love to her..

What about all those? He used her? He just lied to her to get into her bed?

He just broken her completely this time... She hates herself right now for trusting Xavier like this like a fool and letting him get into her bed... And satisfied him. 

She feels shames on her for doing this... And he made her so broken right now that she feels like she is not capable of keeping anyone happy. 

She felt herself as a worst girl in this world and she felt disgusted on herself for the first time in her life just because of Xavier. 

Valentina yelled again making Jason hug her tightly to his chest.

"Shhh... Calm down..." Jason tried to calm her down but Valentina just couldn't... 

She pushed him away with tears flowing down from her eyes making him frown.

"Valentina... Listen to me..." Jason tried to talk but Valentina shook her head in no.

"Just shut up... I thought you are really a good guy, Jason... But... You have made me realise agian today that I trusted you too more than myself!" Valentina said making Jason shake his head in no.

"No, Val... You are just misunderstanding everything... I am not here for..." Jason tried to talk but Valentina got up on her feet making him get up on his feet.

"I don't want to talk to anyone... I am good being alone... Because everyone in my life has showed me what place I deserve near you! Just get lost... I just don't need anyone in my life..." Valentina yelled as she wiped off her tears away from her eyes and just walked away from there before Jason stopped her.

"Valentina..." Jason yelled but she didn't wait and just walked away from there... 

"God... What just happened? Xavier, you god... You made everything a big mess." Jason said as he sighed and sat down on the chair. 

He grabbed his phone and started dailing Xavier but he did not answer his phone but Jason still tried to call again he didn't answer the call agian...

Jason sighed but he again dailed for the last night and this time, Xavier answered the call in 6 rings.

"Hello." Xavier said on the phone.

"What the hell you just did, Xavier? Have you lost your mind?" Jason asked on the phone.

"Yes... I lost my mind because I don't know what else I should do to make her move on... She is suffering a lot with me... It's enough... Let her move on..." Xavier answered.

"So you don't at all mean whatever you just said?" Jason asked.

"I love her... Why would I mean anything I just said? She should hate me with whatever I just said... Right?" Xavier asked.

"A lot... And also, she hates me too!" Jason answered.

"What?" Xavier asked.

"Yes... She think, we both are planning thing's together against her." Jason answered.

"God... This misunderstanding..." Xavier replied.

"Yeah... But, whatever you said her... Is not true right? You still love her right?" Jason asked.

"Until I am breathing, I will keep loving her, Jason. She is my heartbeat... My heart ached telling her that, i hate her... But I don't see any other option or choice... That is why, I had to talk to her like that... But I am sure... She is so angry on me... Well, I don't mind... I did this for myself... I don't deserve her!" Xavier answered.

"You are really kind. I don't know for what reason you are being away from Valentina but you are something that you don't want too... But are just doing these because of situations... And just to keep Valentina happy in the future!" Jason replied making Xavier chuckle.

"I am not kind. So, don't make me change my mindset... And just go with flow... And make Valentina yours!" Xavier said.

"Are you serious?" Jason asked.

"Yes. Go ahead!" Xavier answered.

"But, Jason... This will not happen anytime soon... I need to keep a lot of effort... But it will be so hard for me!" Jason said.

"I know you can do it. So, do something. I... I... Should leave now... Talk to you later... See you!" Xavier replied and just ended the call even before Jason say anything.

He frowned as he looked at the phone.

"God... I am not at all understanding what is going on... What should I do now? What is happening around me between?" Jason asked as he sighed. 

Because he has no idea right now if he should feel happy or sad about whatever had happened around him right now... 

Seeing Valentina heartbroken made him feel bad and he wants to do anything to make her and Xavier one... But, Xavier right now feels like, he doesn't deserve her... 

Which is he doesn't know if right? 

But, Seeing Xavier saying him that he should take this chance and go with the flow but he feels like he is struck... 

He is struck with his feelings right now... 

He doesn't know how to step forward but near whom? 

He sighed as he felt like Valentina and Xavier has left him in some things... 

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