Her Husband is My Lover

Chapter 300 - Why Do We Expect Others To Love Us?

"Valentina..." Amelia called as she shook her shoulders making her look back at her.

"Yes... Mom?" Valentina asked.

"Baby... Don't be like this.... You are scaring me..." Amelia said as she sat in front of her on the bed making Valentina chuckle.

"I am scaring you?" Valentina asked.

"Yes... You are scaring me... I have been calling you from past few minutes and trying to talk to you... But... What happened to you?" Amelia asked making Valentina smile.

"Ummm... You know, Mom... It just... People change... These dishonesty in people around us... Makes us feel like we are unwanted..." Valentina said making Amelia take a deep breath.

"Valentina... If people change around you then they might have a read why they changed... They won't change normally, baby..." Amelia replied as she took her hands in hers.

"Reason..." Valentina said.

"Well... Isn't, I am not loving you is the enough reason to go away from people around us, Mom?" Valentina asked making Amelia frown. 

"We will love them with our whole heart... But... How will it will be when they say that they don't love us anymore?" Valentina asked making Amelia take a deep breath.

"It will be heartbreaking... But you gotta make yourself strong... Because they doesn't want you anymore... So, why going behind them... Just leave them to their karma..." Amelia answered making Valentina chuckle as she stood up from the bed as she walked towards the big glass window and looked out of the city.

"Leave them to their karma? Then what about my karma from now on?" Valentina asked.

"Valentina, you need to learn to forgive people... But you can't be dumb to give them an another chance. Remember this... And about your karma... I don't know how will your future be... But, I can guarantee that you will not choose some lower standard person to be around you... Because you have high standards in you... And I am sure... You are way stronger than you think you are! You will get over things... Even if it's takes an year or 2 or 5. But you should get over it... Because you can't spoil your futures by thinking about your past!" Amelia said making Valentina chuckle.

"Get over things?" Valentina asked as she turned around towards Amelia.

"Get over what? His dishonest? His fake love? The trust that he breaks in me that I kept on him? What should I get over?" Valentina asked.

"Valentina..." Valentina again cut off Amelia in mid sentence.

"Life is something that we can never keep track on... Right! We will not have any idea what will happen to anyone any second... It just us... Ourselves in the end... We shouldn't expect love from anyone else in this world... Neither from parents... Neither from the one we love..." Valentina said as she looked into Amelia's eyes which breaks Amelia's heart with her words.

Amelia didn't understand why Valentina is talking like this and about whom? 

She knows, Valentina didn't got any love from her parents in her life but Amelia is all ready to give her the love she needs right now... But it's of what use? 

When she needs love and support from some one... There were none to give her... But... Right now, what is the use of giving love when she doesn't need it? 

What is the use of giving love to someone the time when they are over it? 

But the main thing she didn't understand was... Who she loved? And who breaks her like this? And who gave her this fake love?

Amelia so wants to know who is this person because she will not even think to kill that person for hurting her daughter like this.

Seeing her like this breaks her heart...

She can't able to cry out loud... And keep it inside her... But Valentina is trying so hard yo suffer inside herself. 

"Valentina... Don't talk like that!" Amelia said making Valentina chuckle.

"Why not when I am saying the truth, Mom?" Valentina asked with a smile but Amelia can see tears in her eyes that she is trying to hold in her eyes but she can also, see the anger in her eyes which she can't able to hold on to long. 

"Of course, Eveyone in this life will come alone and also, will die alone... So, what is the use on it? Why not we just stay alone in our lives and not crave for someone else presence in our lives?" Valentina asked with a smile as she leaned on to the wall beside the glass.

"Valentina... What happened to you.... What nonsense are you talking about and why are you talking like this?" Amelia asked making Valentina chuckle as she looked at Her. 

"Then what should I do? Should I be happy in my life right now? Or should I yell and tell to this world that... See... Look, The one I loved and loving has been running away from me. The one who loved me till yesterday. The one who fell in love with me more than anyone in this life... Has started hating me and made me feel disgusting on myself?" Valentina asked as she laughed at herself and Amelia shook her head in no.

"No, Love... Please, Don't talk like that... You are my life..." Valentina cut off Amelia in mid sentence.

"Life? Please... Stop there... Someone has already killed me from inside... And made me miserable finally..." Valentina said as she walked away from there and out of her bed room leaving Amelia alone in the room. 

"Valentina..." Amelia called but she didn't wait for her anymore and just walked out.

Tears started falling down from Amelia's eyes as she saw how her daughter just talked about Love... 

And how someone has killed her from inside... The one who loved her... The one who killed her hopes... 

She doesn't know who this person that Valentina started loving? 

How unlucky is he to not thie pure hearted girl's love in his life? 

How unlucky he is not to spend his whole life with this beautiful girl who knows how to make someone feel special with the love she has in her heart?