Her Husband is My Lover

Chapter 307 - I Lied To My Dad.

"You know, how much I have tried every single second to come closer to you? No! You don't know… and days just passed away and you both became the bestest friends. You have never looked at me as if I am one of your friends... " Rose said as she sighed. 

"Even after Valentine's father has passed away and she took his place in his companies… Even then, You spent more time with her in the name of helping her… But still I tried my best… You only went away from me but never ever tried to look at me even after years and that is what made me more angry…" Rose said as she walked towards Xavier. 

"And then, I couldn't help but tell my Dad that… I love you and that is when he made your parents agree and we both married each other…" Rose said with a smile.

"I just married you to have fun in my life. Yes, but as your wife. I never wanted to care about your feelings because you never cared about mine and neither ever asked me how I feel when we are friends… You just cared about Valentina's… I want to make you stay away from Valentina with my presence in your life as your wife but I couldn't and you only fell in love with her." Rose said as she took a deep breath. 

"You don't have any idea how much I cried when you said that you were in love with Valentina on our honeymoon and also… I don't know why I feel like my soul has left me when you said that you are in love with her. And I hated you looking at her as if she is your world and that made me more jealous. I wanted you to be mine and not hers… But, You still didn't at all look at me as i am your wife… You did never see me as yours…"Rose said as Xavier saw tears rolled in her eyes.

"And, I don't know, How I fell in love with you… And don't know… I don't have any idea how I should tell you about my feelings to you. I was scared thinking that you will never let me look at you and ignored me… Well, you always ignore me… But, I know this ignorance will be way different than anything… So, I never tried to convey my feelings to you." Rose said as tears fell down from her eyes as she got closer towards him and wrapped her arms around him as she hugged him making Xavier as she told him that she fell in love with him. 

He has no idea what he should say right now to her as she just told him about her feelings… True that, neither he ever looked after Rose as his wife. 

"I really love you, Xavier… You should trust me in this… I might lie about other things but not with my feelings… Yes, I lied to my dad to get married to you saying that I love you but back then, I didn't really love you.. I agree that I lied but right now, I am being honey and genuine, Xavier." Rose said as she looked up at him, making him look down at him. 

"I love you, Xavier." Rose said as she brought her face closer to him and pressed her lips against his, making his eyes wide. 

He is not sure about what he should do right now… He only did something that got into his mind to push her away… and he did! Xavier has pushed her away making her stumble back…

"Xavier…" Rose called, making him look at her and then he just walked upstairs to their room and Rose sighed as she took a deep breath. 

Xavier walked to his room and closed the door behind his back as he took a few deep breaths as he was not sure if he really heard Rose clearly… 

He just can't believe his ears because as far as he knows Rose was a very good girl but as he remembered whatever Rose said, with that he realised that everything in her when Valentina got transferred to their high school. Is she that jealous of Valentina that she ruined her life just because of her and thinks that having fun is important? It doesn't even matter to her if she is trying to ruin anyone's life but she just wants to make others' lives hard just because of her jealousy… 

He can't really believe that there will be this kind of person too on earth… She wants nothing but to win in wager, her stubbornness, her ego… 

He had never thought that Rose would change herself for just this… But, he also realised how hard these things might hit a person so badly… There is a chance that they might go to any extent in their life to get something in their lives or to happen… 

He took a deep breath as he never really thought to ignore Rose when they were in high school but it was just that he was so into Valentina and wanted to make her believe that his love is genuine for her. He was just too focused on her that he ignored Rose and her efforts to become a friend with him and Valentina. Maybe, if he hadn't ignored her that day, then Rose might not have ruined her life like this and neither would ruin anyone's lives and neither would anything like this happen… 

But, right now… Everything has happened and she can't change the past… Because for him, the future is important to him right now… What scares him right now is that Rose really is in love with him right now… Xavier really doesn't understand how he should react to this right now… 

He couldn't accept her when he still had Valentina in his life… He sighed as he just shook his head as she walked towards the restroom and then walked into shower directly… 

He wants to clear his mind right now…

He just wants to forget everything for a few minutes and just showered as he tried to relax…