Her Husband is My Lover

Chapter 324 - I Will Never Force Valentina To Love Me.

Jason was walking towards the elevator as he was thinking about how he should make things alright between everyone when suddenly, Someone grabbed his arms and dragged him inside an office with in a blink.

"Huh? What the heck..." Jason cut off in mid sentence as he saw Tania looking at him. 

"Tania..." Jason called as he saw her teary eyes.

"Why are you doing this?" Tania asked making Jason frown.

"What am I doing?" Jason asked with a frown.

"You know what you are doing! Don't act as if you don't have any idea about what you are doing!" Tania answered making Jason take a deep breath.

"First of all... I don't know what you are trying to talk about. And then, I don't know what you want to talk about either!" Jason said as he looked at her.

"Jason..." Tania called as a tear falls down from her eyes Making Jason sigh as he looked away from her.

"Tania... Listen... This is not right..." Tania cut off Jason in mid sentence.

"What is not right, Jason? Tell me, what is not right? Loving someone is not right?" Tania asked as she looked at him with tears in her eyes.

"No. Loving someone is not wrong. But what wrong is you loving me knowing that I love someone else..." Jason answered.

"Right! Then why do you still love Valentina?" Tania asked and Jason just stared at her.

"Huh?" Jason asked. 

"Yeah... Excatly, my question... Why do you love Valentina when she still loves Mr. Avalanzo?" Tania asked and Jason looked away from her making her chuckle.

"How fair is this, Jason?" Tania asked as another tear falls down from her eyes.

"Tania... Aren't you making things a bit complicated right now?" Jason asked.

"Am I?" Tania asked.

"Isn't it obvious that you are making it?" Jason asked and Tania smiled at him.

"I just love you, Jason... I overheard everything that you and Valentina talk about few minutes back!" Tania said and Jason's eyes widened.

"What?" Jason asked and Tania nodded her head in yes.

"Yes... Why are you begging for her love when I love you more than anyone?" Tania asked.

"Are you crazy or what? Do you have any idea what you are talki for about?" Jason asked sternly and Tania nodded her head in yes.

"Yes. I do have an idea what I am talking about! But I don't think, you have any idea what you just talked to Valentina few minutes back!" Tania answered and Jason frowned at her with a confused look.

"Tania..." Jason called her name sternly and she turned around towards her big glass window.

"I just love you so much... You know, I was never brave enough to tell anyone about my love... Well, neither I loved anyone this much until now..." Tania said as she chuckled.

"But, I don't know why... I just want you in my life..." Tania said as she turned around towards Jason again with tears. 

"Tania..." Tania cut off Jason in mid Sentence.

"Please... Let me finish..." Tania said and Jason sighed.

"I know, you don't love me... But please... Stop loving Valentina..." Tania said and Jason frowned at her.

"What do you mean stop loving her?" Jason asked.

"Because I can't see you loving her in front of me!" Tania answered.

"Shut up, Tania... This is going overboard. You are crossing your limits!" Jason shouted at her and she flinched with tear.

"I... I... I don't mean to scare you... But you are really crossing your limits. I love Valentina... Yes, I fall in love with Valentina knowing very well that, she is in love with Xavier but... I have never tried to forced her to love me because I wanted her to love me on her own... Neither, I am forcing or begging her to love me. Do you understand?" Jason asked.

"If you didn't heard it right then let me tell you what I have told her... I just only suggested her to move on in her life by forgetting Xavier who is not worthy of her... If Valentina wants, then she can have many men's standing for her on queue. Her beauty is something that every men in this world wants. But she did never let anyone close to her because she only loves Xavier. He is her only love. Her first love." Jason said.

"I can understand how much it would hurt losing your first love... Because, Valentina is my first love too. I didn't got her love... But i had felt her love for few days which made me see this world in a different view... This world felt amazing when she is with me. When I called her mine... But, the day she said that she can't be mine... I felt... I felt as if my world is collapsed... But I never forced her to love me just because my world is collapsing without her." Jason said sternly.

"But... She... She is crawling back to back to Xavier... Because she needs him. And his love. I suffered a lot with just 3 years of love... But hers was 9 years love... I can understand how Badly it might have hurt her." Jason said.

"She just lost the guy she loved for 9 years... It really doesn't matter if he married or whatever he did with her... She lost her love... He broke her trust by marrying someone else by being with her which is really wrong to do. If he so wanted to marry another woman, then he should have at least break up with her but he didn't... He came to Valentina even after marrying his wife... But this blind woman had trusted him again thinking that Xavier will solve everything really soon and marry her." Jason said... Moreover tried to remind every single detail to Tania because he can't really believe the words that just got out of Tania's mouth.

How can she just say something like that knowing very well what had Valentina went through in her life? 

This question in his mind is making him go crazy and so, he wanted to make everything clear to Tania.