Book 1: Chapter 4: Part 3
Book 1: Chapter 4: Part 3
Book 1: Chapter 4: Part 3
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Chapter 4 Part 3
Why did it become like this?
Yeees! It looks good! Yes yes! Ah, I want him to have more sexy feelings here! look sideways, please look sideways!
Its not good, I dont understand at all. I was supposed to come to this shopping mall to buy clothes and daily necessities, but before I know Im in an awkward situation which is having to be a model. Moreover, Im not doing the photoshoot alone, but also with a very beautiful woman.
Yuuya-kun! Your expression is too stiff! Smile, smile!
Its not good even if you said that!
I know that my expression is getting stiffer, I was thinking about what should I do, and theres a woman model that will do the photoshoot with me this time Miwa-san smiled looking at me.
Yuuya-san. Everyone is also nervous like that for their first time, so you dont have to worry about it.
O-okay.
I took a deep breath once and looked at my appearance again.
Right now Ive changed from my simple white shirt and black pants to a white drape shirt and put on a thin black short-sleeved cardigan on top of that, and wine-red skinny pants. All of these are clothes that Ive never worn before, and I was more nervous about this dress itself rather than the photoshoot.
I suddenly noticed that there were many people around me. I guess theyre the customer who came to this shopping mall, but now theyre looking at this photoshoot scene of me and Miwa-san from the distance. Some people have their smartphones pointed here, so they seem to be taking photos, too.
Amazing. Its my first time to see Miwa-chan in person.
Yes thats Miwa-chan, but whos the boy doing the photoshoot together with her!? Doesnt he have a super good style!?
Isnt he a model? Hes with Miwa-chan, and above all, hes so handsome and stylish
No way!? Then, lets find out about him when the magazine is released!
Yup, As I thought, Ill stand out if doing a photoshoot in a big shopping mall like this.
Well, please link your arms for a moment.
Eh?
The photographer said that when I was distracted by the surrounding gaze. But, whats that link arms? Err, do I need to stand tall while folding my arms?
As I was in a hurry by the sudden order, Miwa-san gently entwined her left arm with my right arm.
Ueee!
Yuuya-san? Whats wrong?
Eh, no, n-nothing!
No, no, it wasnt just nothing, was it!? Is this what he meant by linking arms? I surely thought that I just need to fold my arms at that moment. I never had a chance to get close to a woman, so I became much tenser than before.
N-no, Im doing photoshoot now. I have to regain my mind as usual somehow
This photoshoot seems to be for couples, so of course, its impossible for me to do that kind of movement. I cant afford to be so panicked at this moment! To begin with, I cant even imagine a movement like that! Nevertheless, Ive calmer than before. Considering this far, its good shes not notice it yet. No shit, she noticed.
Oh my. Yuuya-kun, your expression much more stiffer than before.
I-i-i-is that so?! I-i-i-its just normal, you know!?
Yeah. I mean, youre a little unusual.
Hikari-san smiled bitterly
It cant be helped, you know! Because Miwa-sans ch chest!
Yuuya-san?
Its hitting me!
Eh?
Ah, i-its nothing! Yes!
I said that unintentionally, but Miwa-sans chest is on my arm! Its on my aaaarrrm!
Is Miwa-san not aware of it?! I thought so and glancing at her, but shes just made an expression like a professional whos doing a photoshoot now. This is not a matter of noticing or not. Looking at Miwa-sans serious yet natural expression, I became much more calmer. Lets just put it aside. I have to concentrate on this photoshoot now.
After diverting my mind, Hikari-san also gave instructions for various other poses.
Yes, then Miwa-chan, please hug on to Yuuyas neck.
Fueee!
Yes!
Despite my being surprised again, Miwa-san posed her arms around my neck without hesitation. Its not good. Unlike the previous arm, I could feel a lot of things all over my body now! Although I have diverted my mind, eventually my expression and body become much stiffer than a little while ago. Then I tried to calm down while doing other poses, but I was still stiff, after all, so I had to take a break.
Sigh
Thank you very much for your work.
Ah, you too, thank you very much.
Can I sit next to you?
Ah, yes! Its okay!
Miwa-san talked to me as she sat on a bench in this shopping mall and took a breather. When Miwa-san sat next to me, I uttered what I thought honestly.
Miwa-san, thats amazing.
Eh?
Miwa-san was surprised to hear my sudden compliment.
Ive never worn this kind of clothes before and on the contrary, I lived a life that had never thought about fashion. So, when I looked at models in the magazine, I never thought anything in particular. I just experienced it in a short period of time today and I came to understand how hard it was.
Its because youre just not used to it yet! At first, I was just a failure, and often getting scolded.
Even so, I think its difficult for me. I didnt think it would require an expression too, not just a pose alone.
Ahahahaha Hikari-san is famous because of his particular focus on facial expressions in the modeling industry.
Hikari-san was the muscular man wearing that flashy shirt, and he was also a photographer. He doesnt look like that at all.
Sigh But I dont know how to do that.
As when doing the photoshoot, I was reminded of my useless when I saw Miwa-san, who is not that old, was able to play an active role so far. I think its also changing my mental little by little, but its still a long way to go. Apparently, she seemed to see my uneasy expression, and she kindly told me;
Yuuya-san. I think you dont need to rush it. Just take it slowly at its own pace. Be more confident! And I also thought that I was having fun today because I was able to do a photoshoot with Yuuya-san like this so Id be happy if you would think so, too.
Ah
Of course, its not just about the photoshoot, its about enjoying everything, dont you think so?
Enjoying huh?
Until recently, I couldnt afford to have fun. I was so desperate to live, and it was painful and was unbearable every day. But now its different. After I found the door that connects to the other world, I
I Can I enjoy it?
Yes, of course!
When I turned to Miwa-san, she gave me a gentle smile, I noticed that it was a natural smile.
Shutterrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
I heard a strange voice from the distance, but I have no idea what that is.