Married to his secret crush

Chapter 498: Pathetic Past

He discarded his boxers and she watched as his length sprang up.

Her lips parted at the sight of it, a faint blush creeping up her cheeks. He was big. She blinked. Would that...

She shook her head to shake off her dirty thoughts.

He enjoyed her expressions.

Mu Shen pulled down her skirt before throwing it aside.

His palm gripped both her knees and he parted her legs before sitting in between her thighs, his feet placed on either side of her shoulder, going just below her knees.

His fingers stroked her waist gently and he grabbed his length with his other hand, moving the tip up and down her wetness.

''Please,'' she cried.

He continued stroking her till she threw her head back, arching her body slightly.

He entered inside her with one rough thrust.

''Ah…'' she cried.

He kissed her knee and caressed her waist, this time his movements were slow and careful as he moved in and out of her till the pain on her face changed to pleasure and she adjusted to his length.

He leaned closer to her and grabbed her wrists, pulling her up from the bed such that she was riding him now. Li Shuang moved her hips slowly and placed her hand on his shoulder blades.

Mu Shen took one of her breasts inside his mouth letting her take control. His one hand moved to her other breast as he cupped it, kneading it in his palm. His other hand moved to her back, gripping and squeezing her bottom.

Just when Li Shuang felt like she was about to climax, he grabbed her hips and started thrusting inside her, his movements were not gentle anymore and the pleasure she was feeling earlier intensified by leaps and bounds.

''Ahh…'' she moaned as he bit her lips before pulling back and kissing her neck. He took his entire length out of her before thrusting inside her once again.

Li Shuang threw her head back and she clenched. Her eyes rolled back as she climaxed.

Mu Shen pulled back to look at her face. Her flushed face made him smile, ''You are beautiful,'' he whispered before capturing his lips. She fisted his hair in her hands and kissed him back.

His movements picked up the pace and he took his length out of her, pressing it in her inner thighs and she felt a warm liquid spilling into her inner thighs.

It was only then that Li Shuang realized that they just had unprotected sex and it seemed like Mu Shen also had the realization.

''I am sorry,'' he tilted his head to look at her.

She wrapped her arms around his neck, ''Are you always like this?"

''Like what?" he hugged her waist.

''Kind of silly? Easily flustered? And do you…'' she blinked, ''…usually forget to take precautions?"

''I never once had unprotected sex in my entire life. It's all because it's you!" Now that it came to his chastity, Mu Shen was super defensive.

He had never been careless with such things before but they were in such a rush that both of them forgot about it.

She laughed at how he glared at her.

Mu Shen bit her neck. As for being silly or being easily flustered and self-conscious, that too happened around this woman only.

He wrapped her up in the blanket and placed her on the bed before he started to dress up.

''You are leaving?" Li Shuang blinked.

Mu Shen adjusted the collar of his shirt before he turned to look at the woman on the bed.

''Do you think I can do that, hmm?" He leaned closer to her before biting the tip of her nose, ''I am going to the drugstore to get a pill for you and of course some decent protection for us,'' he winked.

The corner of her lips twitched.

''Help me pack my luggage tomorrow. My place feels so lonely. I will move in with you to give you some company,'' he flashed a cheeky smile at her before walking out of the room.

As the door closed, Li Shuang snapped out of her daze. Her lips tugged up in a huge smile as she covered her face in the blanket, ''AHH… Why is he so cute?" she rolled around in the bed.

…

The next day, 1 pm.

Mu Shen planted a peck on Li Shuang's lips before he adjusted the sleeves of the bathrobe she was wearing.

Li Shuang looked up from her laptop, ''Shall I make breakfast?" she placed the laptop aside and pushed herself to her feet.

''It's way past breakfast time,'' Mu Shen chuckled.

Li Shuang glanced at the clock and realized that she forgot what time it was. They stayed in the bed till noon and after that…. He told her that they can shower together, to save water and stuff. And all those great talks ended up in another few rounds in the bathroom.

And here she was, feeling dead exhausted, and there he was, standing in front of her, still as energetic as ever.

As if he could read her mind, he smiled innocently, ''Next time, I will be more careful,'' he stroked her hair.

Li Shuang had nothing to say. It's not like she could complain about when she was moaning and begging for more. She liked it. She liked him.

Mu Shen chuckled looking at her expressionless face. He knew he should have been gentle with her. But being with the woman he loved took a toll on his self-control. He could not help it at all.

''I can make lunch,'' Li Shuang pushed herself to her feet, ''You have never tasted my food.''

''I tasted you. That counts too,'' he ignored the look of disbelief on her face and held her hand before dragging her to the kitchen, ''I will make the lunch. You sit here,'' he carried her up in his arms before placing her on the kitchen counter.

''Why am I sitting here if you are making the lunch?" Li Shuang grumbled.

Mu Shen paused. He kissed her neck, ''To motivate me with your beauty.''

Both of them ended up laughing.

Li Shuang's phone beeped and as she checked the notification, her brows tugged together.

Mu Shen, who was washing vegetables, paused, ''Is everything alright?"

''Before his resignation, Edward chose this actor to sign him up in the company. I canceled most of the stuff he was dealing with except for a few important matters. Now, this actor's manager is reaching out to my new secretary. She just texted me about it.''

''You can opt for not signing him if you don't like the idea,'' Mu Shen suggested while putting on the apron on his naked upper body.

Li Shuang's eyes roamed on his body. She gulped, ''But the board of directors wants to add some veteran actors and this is necessary. I agree with them on this.''

''Take your time in deciding this.''

Li Shuang jumped off the kitchen counter, ''What about you? Will you join the company if I ask you to?'' She had considered making this offer before but for some reason, Edward did not pick Mu Shen. The directors were kind of brainwashed and they told her that despite his fame, Mu Shen will be more of a trouble.

Of course, Li Shuang was unconvinced by it. Mu Shen has bagged countless international awards since his debut 5 years ago. Despite his scandals and everything, his fanbase never staggered.

Mu Shen paused. He ended up laughing, ''Are you going to manage me?"

''I can,'' Li Shuang frowned. Being a manager is not a tough job. She just needed to make a few tweaks to her schedule so that she can make time for him.

''Having the CEO as my manager? Such a high-profile manager will end me in another pile of scandals. Don't you think so?" Mu Shen shook his head.

''It's a golden opportunity. You should cling to it. Humph.''

Mu Shen did not say anything.

Li Shuang glanced at his quiet countenance.

Later that night, Li Shuang walked to the terrace, holding a bottle of wine in her hand.

She placed the wine on the coffee table and took a seat beside Mu Shen before pouring wine into both glasses. She handed one to him.

''Thank you,'' Mu Shen grabbed the glass from her hand, ''Is it my eyes or do you look especially more beautiful in the night?" he planted a kiss on her cheek.

Li Shuang thought about it, ''I was born beautiful,'' she said after considering it.

''I know right!'' To him, the most attractive thing about a woman was when she knew her worth and Li Shuang was damn good at it, Mu Shen kissed her chin, ''And adorable too.''

Li Shuang blinked. She pressed a finger on his chest, ''Back off,'' she pushed him away from her.

''You didn't say that last night,'' Mu Shen grumbled before taking a sip from the glass of wine.

Li Shuang blushed.

''Can I ask you something?" she asked after some time.

''Go ahead.''

''Why do you hate entertainment agencies?" Li Shuang frowned. As an actor, he could have joined one for a smooth journey in his career but he didn't.

Since his debut, he never signed with any agency no matter how many of them tried to scout him.

There was something about his expression earlier this day that she could not put a finger on but it bothered her.

Mu Shen's face darkened.

Li Shuang's brows tugged together. Did he not want to tell her about it?

Before they could continue the discussion with him, her phone started ringing. She checked the caller ID. It was her new secretary.

''Excuse me,'' she pushed herself to her feet and took a few steps forward before talking to her.

Mu Shen leaned back on his chair and he looked at her back. It was not that he did not want to tell her but he did not know how to. His past, his decisions, they made him miserable, and showing that side of himself to the woman he loved… will that make him look pathetic? He did not know.