Mommy...Can you Win Daddy's Love again?

Chapter 61 - Tired Of Begging You

He was still speaking, "You told me that I am your boss and you are my assistant to take care of. Then let me sleep peacefully." He mumbled in his drunken state with fluttering eyelids.

He moved closer and inhaled the scent of her body snuggling his face in the crook of her neck. He closed his eyes, hugging her.

She couldn't say anything but cry silently on seeing his devastating condition because of her. She tried to shift from his grip but he was too strong for her. She was frozen to her position.

She could feel the warmth of his breath on her neck. She was unable to move her body because of his tight grip. She could hear the sound of his heartbeat and his breathing. 

Tears kept falling from her out of her control. Some of them trickled down on his cheeks. He moved away from her but still kept his hold around her waist. 

Suddenly he opened his eyes and looked at her face but he had blurred vision due to alcohol.

" Buttercup ...are you for real?" He asked her.

" I missed you a lot," he said in a cracked voice.

After hearing his words, more tears formed in her eyes. She nodded her head looking into his eyes. 

" If you are real then tell me the reason, what was the fault of me in loving you? I could not figure it out till now?" He said.

She pursed her lips tight, lowering her head. She was unsure whether he was talking in a drunken state.

She tried to push him away with her palm on his chest and leave the place. She succeeded in pushing him away. She quickly stood up from his bed to leave. But he pulled her back holding her wrist. so that she landed on his bed on her back.

" Why are you in such a hurry even in my dreams?" He whined like a small kid.

" You are so cruel and heartless, Buttercup. You broke my trust, our promises, and especially my heart" he complained looking at her.

Adrian's vision was getting blurred as if it was covered with clouds. He placed his finger under her chin as she lowered her eyes so she looked at him. She noticed mist in his eyes. He understood that he was drunk talking.

She touched his face with her soft palms. She missed him watching from so close and wanted to gaze at his face forever. 

" Ad… I am sorry for everything I have done. 

With all that alcohol, he could not think clearly. He kept staring at her with blurry vision.

" Let me sleep peacefully. I want to sleep on my soft pillows" he informed and adjusted his head on her bosoms before she protested.

He slowly caressed her curves in a drunken state while closing his eyes. He was thinking that he was in a dream with Katherine. Finally, his palm touched her soft bosom over her clothes. He massaged gently and squeezed it. 

After a few seconds, he adjusted his position on her. He didn't want to spoil his dream of Katherine. So he pulled her closer, placing his head fully on her breast.

 He sensed her blouse button through his palms. He unbuttoned the first one and moved his hand inside the blouse. He caressed her soft skin. 

He doesn't want to end this dream as he felt it was real. On the other hand, her heart was beating fast. His grip was tight even to move. She was not in a position to stop him or proceed with him but she wanted to stop him. 

When she was thinking about what to do, he unbuttoned the second button of her blouse. 

His hand has moved to her bra cup. His hand was unable to move in the gap as it was struggling to move but he was trying to reach her bra cup.

Slowly his hand went into the gap and he adjusted his hand to the bra cup. She struggled with him but he was too strong for her. 

Within seconds, he tore her bra and freed her bosom from it. His palms caressed her bare skin over her bosom. The next second, he kissed her bosom while squeezing her other bosom. She tried to push him away through his shoulder but he locked her hands by intertwining her hands with his. 

He doesn't want this dream to end. He wanted to feel her, which seems real. He was enjoying the softness of her bosom. On the other side, Katherine is trying to control the heat building her body. His hot breath made her body weak. She knew she was wrong but her body enjoying his sweet torture.

She clutched the bedsheet to control her moan. She threw her back in pleasure. A few moments, she was panting hard for air because she felt the heat inside her body after many years. Her back was arching hard because of the pleasure. 

To her surprise, he stopped kissing her cleavage and bosoms. Suddenly he bites on the upper side of her cleavage.

" OUCH…"

Katherine cried out painfully and tried to push him. 

" Adrain, your bite is killing me. Please stop" she whimpered and held her breath.

Adrian stopped and looked at her face with a frown. 

" If my bite hurts? Then what pain did you cause me? It's killing me a thousand times more than this. Have you ever thought about my feelings? " he questioned her.

" I wonder to myself why I can't forget you? Why can't I be mad at you? Why can't I move on in my life? Since you are the one who left me, why can't my heart hate you? Why can't I get over you? Why stupid heart wants you still? " He said in a cracked voice.

" I'm tired of begging you and waiting for you. If you don't come back…" he stopped in the middle.

Katherine was anxious to know whether he was serious or bluffing. So she questioned him back, " If I don't come back then?"