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Chapter 954
Chapter 954
954 The problem only lies with you and me (1)
“......”
Faced with such a bone-chilling accusation, even an apology from Nian Yu was a dream.
Ning Qing couldn’t tell if she was disappointed in him or what, but her eyes became hollow.
Nian lie, we’ve been going around in circles for almost seven years. In these seven years, I’ve loved, hated, and despaired. Even today, I’m still with you.
“......”
She revealed a mocking smile, but it was quickly replaced by bitterness.
to be honest, when I think about those things, I still find it unbelievable. How can a woman still be entangled with the same person after so much pain and hurt? ”
“......”
“These few days, I’ve been thinking, did I make the wrong choice? I shouldn’t have agreed to be with you when I wasn’t determined? I’m afraid that I’ll make the same mistake again. I’m afraid every day.”
He didn’t know anything.
He didn’t know that she had long been traumatized. Once he treated her the slightest bit badly, her negative thoughts would continue to swell.
I consoled myself that you love me, that you’ll be good to me, that you won’t abandon me like you used to. I lied to myself so much that I almost believed Yingluo, but now I know I’m just lying to myself.
“......”
whenever there’s any trouble between us, you’re not willing to believe me or tell me your thoughts, even if you know that I’m only seeing that child to make myself feel at ease.
After she finished speaking, her tears fell.
Nian lie’s heart ached so much that it exploded. He squatted on the ground and reached out to hold her hand. The cold touch made his heart ache even more.
“Ning, I was angry at first. I was angry that you thought I didn’t want to see that child. I did! How could I not want to see him? He was our child!”
Ning Qing closed her eyes, as if doing so would prevent her tears from falling.
Nian lie squeezed her hand tightly, gathering all the strength in his body. His hand that was holding hers was extremely gentle, afraid that he would hurt her!
“I’m just angry that you thought I didn’t like him and didn’t want to see him without asking me. I didn’t want to make you sad.”
“......”
that night, you didn’t ask me, ignored me, and didn’t tell me that you were with Gu nanzhi. After you came to America, I was angry that you didn’t tell me anything. I was just angry!
Ning Qing suppressed her grief and looked down at him. since you care, why didn’t you say it? ” You think I don’t care about what you think?”
Nian lie’s eyes wavered. He gave in to his fate. no, I don’t like it when you’re with Gu nanzhi!
I’ve never liked it!
“I understand how you feel about him, but I don’t believe him!”
She wiped the tears from her face. the problem isn’t with Gu nanzhi or the child. It’s with you and me.
“......”
“I think you and I both need time to think about how to get along in the future.”
“Ah ning, Jian Jia”
Ning Qing fell silent and did not want to explain anything anymore.
“I’m tired,” she said.
“Ning, are you still mad at me?” Nian Ying was stunned.
Ning Qing shook her head. I’ve said what I needed to say, and I understand how you feel. It’s too late, and we need to rest. We also need time to sort out what we’ve said today.
Nian Xi was stunned. He didn’t dare to guess what she meant by being so calm.
“Go and call the doctor,” ning Qing said.
He lowered his eyes and realized that the drip had been finished. He did not know when, but half of the blood had returned to the drip tube.
His heart ached even more, and he didn’t know what to say. He could only nod and rush out.