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Chapter 946
Chapter 946
Even though Liu Qingmei's voice was very clear to Qin Hai.
He silently sighed in his heart as it seemed that it was just as he had guessed. Liu Qingmei really hated him and was unwilling to even accept his apology.It was also true that a woman who was like a daughter of heaven, at her most beautiful and tender age, had her chastity stolen away by him. Like a beautiful flower that had been violently destroyed by him, the pain must have been unimaginable for a normal person, and the hatred between Liu Qingmei's brows must have been greater than the heavens or the seas.
How could a single apology dissolve the hatred in her heart?
Not enough, far from enough!
If it was someone else, if it wasn't for Liu Qingmei's tolerance and kindness, they would not have waited until today to stop him. Instead, they would have taken their revenge long ago.
Thinking up to this point, Qin Hai suddenly came to a decision. He lifted his head and looked at Liu Qingmei.
Liu Qingmei's eyes were lifeless as her face turned pale. Compared to the previous time when she was in the ward she was as if she had just fallen into a serious illness and her face lost all signs of life.Qin Hai's heart suddenly hurt. Ever since he met Liu Qingmei, especially since their reunion, Liu Qingmei seemed to be always so confident and calm, graceful and generous.
He had never seen a person like Liu Qingmei before and he had an intense urge to stride forward and hug her as he consoled her with a gentle voice.
However he could not do it, at least not now. The reason Liu Qingmei became like this was all because of him. It was all because of him.
Liu Qingmei hated him to the bone so how could she accept his consolation!Not only that, if not for the fact that she knew that he would appear here and that he would be obstructed, Liu Qingmei would have already been dating and would be enjoying the sweetness of love.
It was his appearance that completely broke Liu Qingmei's peaceful life and caused her to recall her painful past as she fell into a state of suffering.
What did this mean? This meant that as long as he was still alive, as long as they could hear his news then the pain would continue to persist, even to the point of accompanying Liu Qingmei for the rest of her life.
What he should do now was to disappear from Liu Qingmei's sight as soon as possible and never appear again. He would never let her hear any news about him.Qin Hai suddenly regretted it very much. He should not have acted on impulse and used his disguised appearance to revive a dead person.
Perhaps the explosion back then should have been his best ending. That way, the pain in Liu Qingmei's heart would never be touched again and she would be able to live a peaceful life.
Taking a deep breath, Qin Hai said, "Not just an apology. I was young and muddled at the time. I made a grave mistake and hurt you badly. I can't just make it up to you with a word of apology. Although all these years I have been regretting and also wanting to go over and find you, but I have always been unable to muster up the courage to face you. "
Qin Hai suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly, "People always say that I'm the Star Lord, the King of Darkness. Actually, I'm just a coward, a coward who doesn't dare to admit to his wrongdoings or take responsibility."
Just as he finished his sentence, the knife in Qin Hai's hand suddenly changed direction and stabbed down towards his thigh.
"Stop!"
Liu Qingmei suddenly rushed over and extended her hand in an attempt to grab Qin Hai's arm.However, the moment she touched Qin Hai's arm, she stopped and put her trembling hand back down.
Liu Qingmei stared straight at Qin Hai as her breathing suddenly quickened. She even bit down on her lips as if she was trying her best to endure something.
However, not long after, she suddenly turned around with her back to Qin Hai and said, "Go, I don't want to talk about the past anymore. You don't need to apologize to me, nor do I need to."
Qin Hai looked at Liu Qingmei's back in shock as he did not expect Liu Qingmei to forgive him so easily. At the same time, Liu Qingmei's kindness made him feel even more guilty.
"Fine, I'll keep this cut. I'll return it to you after I'm done!"
Qin Hai turned around and left because he knew that if he were to stay here any longer, Liu Qingmei would suffer for one more minute. To Liu Qingmei, he was definitely not someone who should have appeared.
"Wait a minute!"
However, he had only taken a few steps when Liu Qingmei's voice rang out from behind him. Qin Hai could only forcefully stop his steps.
Liu Qingmei did not turn around. Just like Qin Hai, the two stood facing each other.
"I just want to ask you one question. Why did you do that?"
Qin Hai suddenly froze as he did not think that Liu Qingmei would ask him this question.In reality, he had asked himself this question countless times. Why did he suddenly lose control on that night and go crazy assaulting Liu Qingmei?
Was it because Liu Qingmei was too beautiful that he was so infatuated with her and did such a thing?
Was it because he was being chased by the enemy that he lost control of his emotions due to being under too much pressure?
Was it because of Liu Qingmei's persistence and anger that caused him to lose control over himself?
Before his rebirth, Qin Hai had not been able to find an accurate answer. Even a few minutes ago when he did not see Liu Qingmei, he did not have an accurate answer.
But just now, when he saw Liu Qingmei's blank and lifeless appearance as if she had suffered a heavy blow, he suddenly knew the answer.
In reality, Liu Qingmei was already in his heart. From the moment he met her back then, Liu Qingmei was already in his heart.
Not only that, back then he was just like the current Zeng Rou. He was ignorant of love and did not know how to love, much less express it. That was the reason why he went crazy that night.
He now knew the answer. Unfortunately, it was already too late.
Could it be that he wanted to tell Liu Qingmei that he forced her to do that because he liked her?Qin Hai sighed softly with his eyes closed. With a bitter smile, he said softly, "I was too young and impulsive at the time. I was too muddle-headed and did something wrong. Sister Liu, don't worry. I will definitely give you an explanation! "
After he finished speaking, Qin Hai strode forward. At the same time, a single teardrop silently flowed down from the corner of Liu Qingmei's eye.
It turned out that it was just because he was young and impulsive, just because he was muddle-headed for a moment!
It turned out that she was the one who had been thinking too much. It was she who had been single thinking all along.
Even though her face was covered in tears, Liu Qingmei firmly bit her lips and covered her mouth to prevent herself from crying.
Finally, when the sound of Qin Hai's footsteps had completely disappeared from her ears, she slowly squatted down and finally broke into tears.
In all these years, she had never felt as much pain as she did now.
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