My Bully’s Love by Stacy Rush

Chapter 44

Chapter 44

CHAPTER 44: SUBSPACE

WARNING: VERY EXPLICIT SCENE!!!

Had someone told me that one day I’d be on my knees begging to suck a guy off or pleading with them to cause me delicious pain, I would have called the looney bin on them. I would like to think that reading all those dark romance novels is what turned me into a submissive masochist, but that would be wrong. I was intrigued from the very first book that I picked up in that genre. If I didn’t have this side to me beforehand, would I have enjoyed every one of the orgasms I gave myself while reading the erotic scenes?

That being said, I have to thank the guy in front of me, who has me restrained to the St. Andrews Cross, a big wooden X with wrist and ankle cuffs, for helping me to explore this darker side of me. I never saw Jace as dominant while we were growing up, but he was always there, taking care of me, maybe there is a such thing as fate or soulmates, because he has always been my other half. Even for the two years of bullying, I wasn’t really the bullied unless he was the bully, himself. Kaylee was just a bitch, and it did start changing towards the end with Toby, Mason, and Brandon, but until then, it has always been me and Jace.

Only Jace could and can bring out the darker side of me, and the sweet torture that he bestows upon me is nothing that I can ever put into words. I need Jace Palmer in my life, as my bully, my Dom, or tormentor, it doesn’t matter, as long as he gives me what I need.

“I am going to start off light, Precious; get this perfect skin all warmed up,” He caresses my stomach with the back of his hand, *First the front, and then the back.”

“Okay, Sir…” I breathe softly.

“Are you sure that you are ready to do this? The only way to help with the pain you are feeling now is to give you another type of pain. I plan on torturing this sweet body until you escape into subspace, and the only thing that will stop me is your safe word, Precious. Would you like to move forward?”

“Yes, Master Jace. I need this please!” I whisper loudly.

Placing his finger under my chin, Jace looks me straight in the eye where I can see his transformation from boyfriend to Dom take place. He takes my lips softly, keeping his eyes on me the whole time. I open up for him and he doesn’t hesitate, sliding his tongue in to tangle with mine. The kiss turns hard for a brief moment before he rips his mouth away and his grips my chin harder.

“Let’s begin.”

The glide of the flogger across my skin isn’t painful, but it delivers a nice little sting. Over and over, Jace moves his arm in a figure eight kind of motion as he brings the falls/tresses of the flogger down over my skin. The concentration on his face with each strike tells me that he’s in the right headspace and I needn’t worry. Keeping to my chest and the top of my thighs, my skin has turned a nice shade of pink. Just before he moves on, though, he strikes between my legs a few times causing me to gasp out

loud.

“Oh, you like that do you?” He smirks, tossing the flogger on a nearby table and steps closer to me. His hand slides over my lower lips as his own lips press against my neck, leaving a little kiss behind, “Oh, so wet, Precious.”

My breathing is becoming harder with my adrenaline starting to increase. I can feel the wetness that he talks about dripping from my core. A whimper slips out when he pulls back his hand and leaves me momentarily to grab a new implement, or so I thought. Instead, he comes back with nipple clamps that have a wire attaching them to each other.

“You are going to love these, Precious.” He leans down, taking one nipple into his mouth before popping off it and doing the same to the other. They are both at hard peaks making it easier to apply them. He hovers over the first one, making sure he has it where it needs to be and then his eyes move to my face as he releases it. His grin at my reaction tells me that he’s enjoying inflicting this pain on me. He does the same with the other nipple and I keep my eyes closed, savoring the intensity of the pain level. My eyes pop open when a vibration starts stimulating both nips at the same time, and Jace chuckles, “Told you that you would love these.”

I’m released from the cuffs only to be spun around and restrained again, so he can now give my backside attention. He doesn’t hesitate to start up with some spanking with his hand. After so many he rubs the area roughly before continuing. I have to bite my

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lip, so I don’t moan yet because I don’t want him knowing how turned-on I am already, and he’s barely begun. Then again, I want to hear him call me names, and I know he will as soon as he knows that I’m greedy for more.

When he reaches between my legs, it’s not to use his fingers to rub or insert, no, he delivers a sting that has me going up on my toes instead. Between the sting of his hand and the nipple clamps, I’m ready to come undone, but I hold off a bit longer before asking permission. Jace doesn’t do much talking when he’s in his Dom mode and that leaves me to actually feel every mark that he leaves on me with no interruption, pushing me towards the headspace in which I want to be in.

Pausing briefly, he chooses a different flogger for my backside, one that has a bit more sting than the first one. His first strike slices through me, leaving behind a burn that reaches my core, and I moan. He

proceeds with alternating his strikes on each side of my spine for a while before he starts on my butt and the backs of my thighs. My moans get louder with every flick of his wrist as the flogging continues. Just when I think I’m going to come, the strikes stop, and I hear a thump as he tosses the implement down.

He steps up behind me and leans in close,”Is my little whore wanting to come out to play?” He reaches around and rubs my clit, edging me before saying anything else, “I’m going to paddle this ass next and get it all nice and sore before I get it ready for me to fuck.”

My breath hitches, and I try looking at him, but he grabs my hair and keeps my head forward, so I can’t see him. I love it when he gets aggressive like this, it really does make me feel like nothing but a dirty whore for him. I try to turn in his grip, just to feel the pain of his grip on my hair, and he doesn’t disappoint.

“Don’t look at me unless I tell you to,” his words send a rush through me and I shiver as he grabs my chin and brings his mouth to my ear, “You want me to treat you like my dirty little whore, don’t you?”

“Yes, Sir…”

“That can definitely be arranged, Precious,” he licks from my jaw, all the way up to my eye, “Don’t be afraid to safe word if I go too far, promise?”

I nod, his grip still tight in my hair, “I promise, Sir.”

“That’s my good girl.”

He shoves my head forward as he steps away from me and soon, he begins paddling me. He doesn’t have me count because this isn’t a punishment, but I count in my head anyway. I lose count after twenty- three though, because the burn has me burning with the desire to come.

“Please, Sir, may I come?”

“No, you will be coming plenty in just a little bit.”

Igroan as he brings the paddle down at least ten more times, Stepping back up behind me, he squeezes my reddened cheeks, “Damn, Precious, these paddle marks are definitely going to leave pretty bruises.”

The pain from him manhandling my cheeks has me throbbing for release, “Please Jace, I need to come!” I beg, not caring that I use his name. it’s not like he makes me call him Sir or Master, but me using his real name tells him that I mean business.

“Awe, does my little whore want to come?”

“Yes, please!” I cry out.

“Okay, I will fuck your cunt and only when I give you my load will you come all over my cock. You’re my whore and will come when I say. Understand?”

“Yes, Sir…”

I hear rustling and then in one hard thrust, he’s deep inside of me. I cry out from the intrusion, but he doesn’t let up as he pulls out and thrusts up again and again. Both his hands come around front and start pinching my already clamped nipples, sending more pain and pleasure through them as they vibrate. I try pushing back as he takes me from behind, but he yanks on my nipples.

“Don’t fucking move, whore!” he growls and slams into me even harder, “What’s the matter, don’t you like me fucking you like this?”

“I do, Sir!”

“You do what?”

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“I like it when you fuck me like this, Sir!”

“Why am I fucking you like this, Precious? Tell me why…”

“Because I’m your little whore and I like it.”

“That’s right, FUCK! I’m going to give you such a big load that you’re going to be dripping for days!” He begins to rub my clit as he thrusts into me faster, “Come on your Master’s cock now, whore!”

An explosion takes place deep within, causing ripples to vibrate my whole body. A scream is torn from my throat as Jace keeps pumping his cum into me. The more he unloads, the more I come. My mouth is in a big O as my climax washes over me, my body tense, and then it happens; I squirt all over Jace’s shaft as he finishes his own. We are both left sweaty and panting once we are done. When he finally pulls himself from me, he slaps my already sore ass, but that’s the least of it, because he soon takes his position behind me and begins using a cane.

I can hear the whistle as the stick flies through the air before landing on its mark, “I told you to come on my cock, not squirt,” Jace says with humor in his voice, “I’m soaked in whore juice now.” Another whistle and a sting right on my sit spot.

Argh!” I can’t help the sound I make on the last one when it burns like the devil, “Please, Sir…”

He pauses, “Please what, whore?”

“More! I need more, Sir.”

“What do you need more of?”

“Pain! Give me more pain!”

I’m not sure what I said, but he drops the can and uncuffs me. Keeping a hold on me so I don’t drop because my limbs are like jelly, he tosses me over his shoulder, slapping my butt in the process, “No more implements for you, not like this. I will give you pain, but it will be me shoving my cock into this slutty ass.” He slaps me again.

JACE POV

She is absolutely fucking beautiful in this state. I couldn’t ever imagine having anybody else take Ella’s place as my sub, because wouldn’t be able to find this kind of perfection again. Ella’s natural submissive state is the perfect ingredient in which I needed to be able to bring her to the state she’s in today. She has accepted the darkness that’s inside of her as an extension of herself and she is bringing it to fruition.

Darkness isn’t a bad thing unless you use it the wrong way. When Ella asked me for more pain with the implement, I couldn’t possibly oblige. By doing so, I’d be helping to feed into the kind of darkness that nobody wants to have. I think of it like being addicted to drugs; you have a bit of darkness that wants to try s drug, let’s say weed, and maybe use it in social gatherings, but if you don’t keep a handle on it, the darkness grows and next thing you know you are making meth in your basement or shooting up in back alleyways. If I feed into Ella’s darkness the way she wants me to, then she may end up on the floor of her shower someday, cutting herself, just to get a little relief from the pain.

Being a Dominant isn’t about being able to control your sub, it’s about having the need to take care of them physically, emotionally, and mentally; to making sure that they are taking care of themselves as well. I’ve already hurt Ella by bullying her, and I’ll be damned if I ever do it again. She is mine to dominate, yes, but also to love, care for, and adore… and adore, I abso-fucking lutely do!

If my girl wants pain, then I will give her what she wants, but in a more pleasurable way for both of us. I carry her over to the bed like a sack of potatoes, and then toss her down. I give her a warning with my eyes, telling her not to move while I go over and grab what I need for this last part. I say last, because I

know that once I’m through using her sweet body, she’s going to be well into subspace and this session will be done. I’m already hard thinking about squeezing into that tight ass of hers, finally.

When I turn around to come back to the bed, I notice that she’s trying her hardest to not sit on her sore ass by moving around, taking the pressure off certain areas. I toss the items down beside her and shove her onto her back before flipping her onto her stomach.

“Awe, does my little whore have a sore ass?” I bring my hand down once on each cheek, making my girl groan in pain, but at the same time, her pussy leaks, I chuckle and then flip her again before straddling her abs, “Your cunt is so slutty. You groan in pain, and it leaks with arousal, you’re such a pain slut.” I slap both her tits with the clamps still on them.

“Oh God, please!”

“Begging already? You just squirted all over me and now you want to come again, fucking greedy whore!” I take hold of one nipple

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clamp and then instruct her, “Take a deep breath, babe,” As soon as she does, I release the clamp, watching the blood rush back into it and her eyes roll back into her head. I chuckle, and then repeat it with the other one, “One more deep breath, Precious.” She bucks her hips this time around, almost knocking me from on top of her. I lean down and take turns caressing each nipple with my tongue.

I pick up the blindfold that I brought over and place it over her head, “This next part, I want you to just feel. Feel every little touch that I give you, whether it be with my hands, tongue, or cock. I want you to feel the way I stretch your little ass hole and then fill it full of my cock. After I claim this ass, Precious, you are all mine. If you have a problem with that, you better safe word now, because there will be no going back.”

I watch as her breathing quickens and her skin breaks out in goosebumps; “Do you want to safe word, Precious?”

“N-No, Sir.”

“That doesn’t sound too sure, Ella.”

“No, Sir. I don’t want to safe word. I want you to claim me as yours, please fuck my ass, Master Jace.”

It’s a good thing that she’s blindfolded because I don’t want her seeing the shocked look that I have on my face right now. My cock grows even harder from what she said, but I get my composure back and finish what I had started.

“I’m going to let you come like a greedy fucking cum slut while I take your ass. In order to do that, you will need a little help.” | strap on the holder for the wand that I brought over, and then place the vibrator right over her clit before securing it. “Your pussy is going to feel so empty, but then again, what do you expect from the greedy slut.” I snicker.

I move her to the foot of the bed and place her on her hands and knees where there is a stockade built into the footboard. Sliding the top up, I guide her head and wrists, so they are in place when I slide the top back down, trapping her head and hands on the other side.

“Sir..?”

I hear the question when she addresses me, but I choose to ignore her for the time being. Running my hands all over her, rubbing here, and rubbing there, using my tongue between her legs to get her worked up again. I love that I can do whatever I want to this beautiful body and the only thing that can stop me is her one safe word.

“Remember to feel, Ella. I don’t have you restrained for the hell of it, I want you to experience every little touch, every sensation that you are going to experience will have so much more feeling to it than if you were to have all of your senses.” I slap her ass, causing her to gasp and jerk away from me, but I pull her back, “That stung a little more than usual, didn’t it?”

“Y-Yes, Sir.”

“I didn’t use anymore force than I used on the last one I gave you, but you feel it more,” I chuckle, before I bend over and lick from her clit, all the way up to her tight little pucker, where I rim her a few times before stopping, “Fuck, Precious, I’m going to enjoy this so fucking much.”

Grabbing the bottle of lube, I squeeze a good amount on her and then lube up my fingers. I’m done talking; now, I want her to feel. 1 push the tip of my finger into her tight hole, hearing her gasp. Smiling, I rub her back a little as I start thrusting it in and out until little by little, I’ve worked it all the way in, and I start on the second digit.

“Oh God…” She breathes out and my cock hardens a little more.

I continue to take it slow with her, not wanting to hurt her at all, because I know the moment that I start pushing my cock in, she’s going to feel it enough. I enjoy the little mewling sounds she makes as I fuck her ass with three of my fingers. I reach around and turn on the wand allowing it to vibrate against her little bundle of nerves. It has my girl coming right away and I chuckle.

“I love the sound of you coming when I’m in your ass. Come for me one more time so I can claim it right after.” I pump my arm faster and then thrust two fingers into her cunt.

“OH

TOO MUCH!” She cries out.

“Nah, you can take it, baby.. just let go.” I instruct her, and she does.

I pull my fingers from her after she’s come all over them and suck them clean before lubing my cock up. I gently pull my fingers from her ass and admire the gaping hole its left behind, and then lube it some more. Granted, it’s not big enough to fit me without discomfort, but she did say that she wanted pain, did she not? Using both my hands, I spread her cheeks and watch as I start pushing the tip of my cock in.

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“Oh God you’re too big!” She pants, but just as she finishes saying it, my head pops through.

“That was the hard part, Precious, but if you need me to stop then you know what you need to do.” I continue pushing in, pulling back and then pushing in a little more, “Fuck, you’re so tight!” I have to pause because her ass is squeezing me so much that I’m about to explode myself. Reaching around, I turn up the wand before continuing.

Biting my lower lip, I pull-out to my tip and then push back in, going a little further, “Do you feel that Precious? That’s my fat cock claiming your perfect ass finally.” One more pull-out and I push myself all the way in until my balls slap against her cunt. I grip her hips while I take a moment to control myself. I

never knew how good it would feel to be in someone’s ass. Yeah, her ass is my first, so we are experiencing anal for the first time with each other, which makes it so much more meaningful.

“Sir?”

“Yes, Precious…”

“Can you fuck me now?”

My grin is wide, “Your wish is my command, Precious.” I start off slow but build up speed until I’m slamming into her. I’m trying to hold her back every time I slam into her, so her shoulders don’t get bruised from banging into the stockade. She looks fucking gorgeous as I fuck her like this. I slap one cheek and then the other while she’s screaming out my name and telling me to go faster or harder. My girl is sounding like a little freak right now.

“Oh fuck, Jace–.I’m coming!!!”

“That’s right, come for me, slut. Come like the whore that you are. God, look at you, begging for me to fuck your ass harder. Maybe we need to try a double penetration sometime.,” My hips hammer into her over and over as the wand buzzes below. Ella is in the middle of another orgasm as I spit down, giving us a bit more lube, “Yeah, you would probably love taking two cocks at once, wouldn’t you, you fucking whore. Guess what, though.you will never feel another cock inside of you, because I will never share you with another. YOU ARE MINE!!” I thrust hard with each word, spilling my seed deep inside of her ass as she comes one last time.

That was so fucking intense, I think to myself as I remain kneeling behind Ella, trying to catch my breath. I’m absent-mindedly massaging her ass cheeks as my body calms down. I can hear her breathing hard, but she isn’t saying anything. I reluctantly pull out of her ass slowly, cum spilling from the gaping hole as I do. I turn off the wand and pull the straps off her before lifting the stockade and pulling her into my arms. She’s dead weight, but she has a smile on her face.

“Hey Precious, tell me how you’re feeling?”

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I smile, “How are you feeling?” “Mm, like I can go another round, Sir. Will you fuck me again? I feel so nice, so relaxed now.” I can’t help but chuckle.

“No, baby. We are done now. I’m going to take care of you and then we are going to rest, okay?”

“Mm, will you cuddle with me, Jace?”

My heart warms at the sound of my name on her lips. I’ve heard her say it a million times, but never after I’ve made her feel this good, never in subspace. I’m a very proud Dom right now, and all I want to do is take care of the woman in my arms for the rest of my life.

“Yeah, Precious, I will cuddle with you.”

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