North x Northwest

Chapter 130

Chapter 130

Silence fell upon them.

The more I dwell on it, the more stifled I feel.

In the end, however, it was Ed who couldnt stand the pressure. Lil on the other hand, was very used to this kind of thing.

So, this is it? To avoid it like this until the end

Eds words flew away when he covered his face. His hidden expression appeared helpless as he let out an empty laugh. Still rubbing his cheeks, he raised his head and directed his bloodshot eyes toward Lil.

This may be the last time for the Captain and me.

Drooping his hands, Ed muttered, looking somewhere on the floor.

I just left him be. There was only one person, but I couldnt kill him or do anything about it. I had to do that to respect your beliefs. I stupidly blew my chance*

Lil couldnt understand a word he said.

What is he talking about?

She tried to grasp his meaning. But in the end, she was unable to comfort the man whose mood sank gloomily in front of her. All Lil was allowed to do was stand in the corner with her tongue hidden.

I cant believe that I was so naive. After all, a guy like me should live as he always had I could have known that if I acted with someone in mind for no reason, I would end up like this. Now everything is ruined like this. What on earth could Ive been possessed by? Where the hell did I go wrong? For a while not even for one night damn it. Im such an idiot.

Lil widened her eyes in surprise. A terrifying thought caused her to come to her senses. She was reminded of Mortu, who would be waiting for her somewhere with eyes that pierced right through her forehead. She muttered half-fazed.

One night? Are you talking about today?..

As Ed didnt look at her, she bewilderedly stared at the lamp near his bed.

If the night has passed, it wont be dark anymore, but the lights are on In the mornings we can simply open the windows to receive sunlight. So, why are the lights still on?

Are you saying that half a day has passed? Right now

This cant be. No matter how soundly I slept, it couldnt have been more than a few hours. Cesar also didnt look for me or is it because he couldnt find me? Because he never expects me to be here? Here, in another mans bedroom

When she perceived Ed as a man, she became concerned about what Cesar would think of the situation.

In an instant, Lil hurried to the window. The shutters were closed despite the fact that they need to be opened every morning. There were several reasons, but the bottom line was the same. The lower deck receives little sunlight, so it was necessary to use every inch of light they could get.

So, if I open the window now, itll be night, right? Ed must be wrong

Lil reached out and grasped the wooden handle with both hands. Through the window, she could hear the sound of flapping wings approaching quickly.

Pudduck. Pudduck.

Since they were anchored near an island, it wasnt strange at all to have birds around. That was why Lil didnt even pay attention to it when she opened the shutters wide. Dawn greeted her. Before she could even be surprised about the brightness of the sky, a strange bird rushed at her.

Hmph!

When the bird almost pecked her face with its beak, Lil stuck herself to the wall in order to move out of the way. She clutched her startled heart and stared at the unexpected guest. It was a handsome pigeon. A breed that couldnt be seen nearby. Realising that fact, she immediately looked at it with different eyes. Lil knew the breed very well, which made her even more surprised to see it out here.

Well-maintained feathers attached to its long wings and a communication scroll hanging from its ankle!..

A rare breed exclusively used by government officers working under the imperial family. Bred for military purposes, so it was faster and twice as smart as a regular pigeon. The red-winged pigeon clearly recognized Eds face and hovered above his head. It wiggled its beak as if asking for his arm and some food. Lil had no eyes for Ed. Her nerves were all focused on the container fastened to its ankle.

Small, round, and shiny

Lil immediately lowered her gaze. The window was right next to the desk and recalled that her gun belt was laying on it. There was no time to think, so without delay, she reached out and grabbed her gun. The metal clung to her sweat-soaked hand.

The bird is only circling Ed, not minding me in the slightest Its intelligent enough to recognize people

Given the obvious situation, Lil didnt hesitate and extended her arm as far as she could. When she was about to aim at Ed, she twisted her arm and aimed at the light bulb. She couldnt bear to aim at him directly.

You

Her already heavy heart ached more. Her heart has pounded as if she had been running for a long time and now the feeling of being stabbed by a knife was added to it. It was so painful. She needed to stay calm, but she simply couldnt. Her paling fingers trembled uncontrollably. The handle of the gun slipped due to her sweaty palm, causing the barrel to shake ridiculously. She had to put her other hand underneath it for support.

Her first syllable sounded like a scream.

You!

You think I dont know that this is a pigeon used by the Navy?

Never before was it this hard for Lil to find her words. Her head was tired and about to burn out.

Naval message!

It was a difficult word to grasp. Lil desperately looked at Ed, unsure if he would be able to turn things around.

Please pick up the message. Smile as if nothing was going wrong and try to get out of the situation as you always do!

But Ed just stared blankly at the bird.

If hes innocent, he would have been taken aback by the sudden appearance of this bird. If not, he should be embarrassed that he has been caught. But how come hes not surprised nor embarrassed?

Come on, explain this! Explain it now!

After everything, it has come to this

What?

His retaliation is pretty quick. But, of course Youve been here all night, so theres no way hed stay still.*

Lils frustration reached its peak when Ed started to talk about things she didnt understand again.

Ive had enough of your nonsense! Cut the crap and explain this!

Explain what? You already drew your gun.

Her momentum came to a halt. Lil was suddenly torn about whether or not she should put her gun away.

The moment I put this away, I am emotionally brainwashed. And I simply cant afford it. Giving my trust to Ed is separate from doubting suspicious circumstances

Lil muttered, unable to do anything.

This is

What kind of expression is that? Arent you doing the right thing? You should follow your instincts, dont be naive as if you never went to war.

Explain yourself, say something!

Are words even needed?

Ed extended his arm toward the pigeon. Slowly, as if to closely observe what was happening, he reached out his forearm toward its red wing while remaining as composed as he had always been.

I wonder whats in it.

Dont move!

Lils scream was completely ignored and the pigeon wandering around the bed tried to land on Eds arm.

Destruction of evidence!

A clear presumption entered her mind.

As soon as the pigeon lands on him, Ed will remove the message. And the message in his hands will disappear in one way or another. Hell simply and shamelessly destroy it. Ill then lose the most conclusive evidence right under my watch! No, I cant let that happen

Bang!

The sound of gunfire pierced her ears. It wasnt until the smoke rose from her gun that Lil knew she had pulled the trigger. In the end, she had aimed it somewhere in the air. The startled pigeon flapped around, but Ed had his arm still outstretched toward the bird. Seeing that Ed had no trauma, Lil was relieved and nervous at the same time.

Someone must have heard the gunshot. Soon, a crowd will gather in the front of the cabin

As such a scene unfolded as if it were drawn in front of her eyes, the door suddenly burst open.

Gunshot!..

Footnote:

I just left him be. There was only one person, but I couldnt kill him or do anything about it. I had to do that to respect your beliefs. I stupidly blew my chance = Ed is talking about Courant, hiding in the chest.

His retaliation is pretty quick. But, of course Youve been here all day, so theres no way hed stay still. = Ed is talking about Cesar.