QT: Against My Will

Chapter 395

395 7.19 – Cloud Nine – War Of The Wickeds

+—- Author’s note —–+

Info dumb:

When Xuan Mu needed to reconstruct the present time to the past and had the ‘future’ and ‘past’ person meet each other, their souls would automatically split up and separate with different memories, yet still be connected to each other.

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Dai An was different from the rest of her lifetimes; she fought hard not to lose herself in the redemption prisons, and not to lose her memories in a reincarnation cycle. Ru Quan would find it odd if she didn’t manifest on a greater scale. Things that took him decades to deal with, Bing Shi did in a blink of an eye.

|Stay put.| Ru Quan suppressed her god’s powers and sent Bing Shi into Silvia’s body. |You don’t want me to split up into four men with a connected mind, do you?|

|”No, no, no,”| shaking her head, Bing Shi allowed him to slide off her pants to her knees as she got lost in his heart that beat steadily against his chest. Instead of those grim reaper vibes he usually oozed out, his energy came down to something softer, warm like the last sun rays before a twilight.

‘I’m a bit afraid to go back to sleep, it’s harder and harder to wake up.’

‘~Then don’t go and stay here with me.’

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‘But you will be gone like Ting Zi, Xue Bi and Biyu.’

‘~I won’t. They are not gone, they just became a hazy memory. Don’t compare yourself to our freaky hubby.’

‘But I don’t want you to become a hazy memory.’

‘~I will become whatever I want, now hush.’

‘Alright, but only for a bit.’

After that accident where Bing Shi violently lashed out at Xuan Mu, Ru Quan would hide in her presence and it made her a bit worried. She tried to wake up Silvia, but Dai An told her not to bother as it would be futile, |”Ru Quan.”|

|Hm?| When she was completely naked, Ru Quan’s hands traced her body which was no longer in heat. He wanted to massage the stiff parts, but when she deep breathed at every slight pressure, he realized that she was getting into an alpha rut, “...” Well, it didn’t matter much. Both of them easily shrugged off their rutting, as if being Alphas had little to no effect on them unless they allowed it.

Bing Shi’s eyes roamed around the spacious car that had two rows of seats facing each other. |”Did you eat a rainbow unicorn today? I feel like I’m on cloud nine with a constipated man.”|

Dai An burst out in laughter. Poor Ru Quan, his hard work in holding back his inner demons wasn’t appreciated enough.

“...” Those two, seriously. There was no doubt that his wife was fine alone for so many lifetimes and never suffered heavily from loneliness or boredom. It was because she had those monkeys that would distract her chicken head: |Unicorns don’t cause constipation; the opposite. It can help with digestion. I often prepare it for Stinky Bun.|

He rubbed her tummy, thinking whether he should make a similar fattening remedy for his wife’s true form. | I saved some for you too.|

|”No, I don’t want any.”| It came naturally for Bing Shi to accept Dai An so readily because she was always there just not as visible, |”Wait. You fed our son unicorn meat?! How could you?!”| She still remembered how he forced her and their son to eat bugs and worms, |”Could you show me a pic of an unicorn?”|

Ru Quan quickly soothed her goosebumps, sending her a picture of their son eating unicorn meat.

|”Oh my goodness! You monster!”| Bing Shi tried to erase the picture out of her mind, |”I want a pic of a living unicorn, and why is our son’s face purple?”|

The moment Bing Shi appeared, none of his lifetimes fought for her attention, afraid of hurting her. They made a deal and decided to stick to it until she got better, otherwise, Ziek would have commented on Ru Quan about being a fucking imbecile.

|Their meat changes the colour of your skin,| Ru Quan showed her a picture of a purple unicorn. He would lie if he said he wasn’t stumbling upon the oddest love rivals ever: first was basically himself, now it was Dai An, who was essentially his wife too. It made him feel annoyingly frustrated in a very endearing way.

Except for the bickering between Ziek and Ru Quan, they all came to accept each other’s activities. Just like how Bing Shi couldn’t erase any of them from their life, they couldn’t do it to Dai An. Strangely enough, Dai An’s appearance only made them obsess over Bing Shi more than they already did.

There was a subtle undertone in each of their relationship:

Xuan Mu x Bing Shi = Dom x Sub. Period.

Ru Quan x Bing Shi = Most of the time, she would behave like a little brat around him because of his old-fashioned attitude. He would constantly worry about her and was doing everything for her ‘well being’ even at the cost of her hating him. He was the most strict and also the most unselfish one. He would usually be content to just watch over her wellbeing from the background until it was time for her special trainings.

Lu Kai x Bing Shi = Role Play. He loved playing around with Bing Shi, by being all kinds of characters: a student, a teacher, a scientist, a model, a taxi driver, a weeb, an undercover actor, a fan, a sugar daddy, whatever came to one’s mind. He was the most genuine and respectful one.

Ziek x Bing Shi = Mommy kink? It drowe him mad whenever she treated him like a little boy, but at the same time, he found it very sexy.

Dai An x Bing Shi = Instead of making Bing Shi jealous by having Xuan Mu love her, she turned out to be Xuan Mu’s love rival instead. It felt so wrong for her to be here, but it also felt wrong to get rid of her or let her go her own way.

+—- Author’s note —–+

Dai An is like a portrayal of Bing Shi’s inner self-love.

This is still a 1v1 relationship novel. Just imagine them loving each other despite the disease that causes their split personality.

I wasn’t sure about Bing Shi’s case. It would be impossible for her to remain the same as before without any side effects. Xuan Mu biggest fear came true in the best way possible. It could have ended far worse. ??

Thanks for not dropping the story because of it.

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