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Chapter 319 - Why Keep On Living (2)
Chapter 319 - Why Keep On Living (2)
He looked up at the top of the bed, and he could feel himself really being pressed down beneath the body of a disgusting man! Those beautiful eyes were finally washed over with despair. He suddenly hated himself for being born with this face, hated himself for being born in this place!
Why? It was clear that he always stayed hopeful, and tried his best in life, so why did he have to suffer from this, why?!
This world truly made him disgusted.
Suddenly, Lu Cha grunted and fell down. Jin Yun looked up, and miraculously, he saw Gong Yimo appear in front of him!
She put on a grin, and she seemed to be a little embarrassed. “I wasn’t too late, was I?”
There were some injuries on her body, but though her appearance looked a bit messy at this moment, she was just light the first light at the end of a long night! In his time of crisis, the darkness was dispelled, and his heart was saved.
In truth, if at the very start, someone was there to give someone a pull before they became twisted, they would not become like they were in the future. And right now, Gong Yimo was the one who pulled Jin Yun back to his feet.
Jin Yun shut his eyes and laid back on the bed. Even though he did not even have the strength to push away Lu Cha, he could still smile.
He was saved—
Gong Yimo sat by the bed breathlessly, she was also running out of strength…
By regular standards, as long as you wanted to enter the royal palace, all your guards must be left outside, but the duke of Louye had brought them all in proudly and righteously. She had wanted to sneak in without alerting anyone, but she ended up having to spend a lot of energy.
After resting for a while, Jin Yun found some strength. The first thing he did was to push away the person on top of him. Then, he lifted the jade pillow, ready to bash his head in!
This hatred of humiliation could never be reconciled. Only his blood can cleanse his sin!
But Gong Yimo stopped him. “Wait, he still has some use left in him.”
Who knew that Jin Yun who had always been very agreeable would instead glare at her. “I can’t stand this man for even a moment longer! I want him dead, right now!”
Gong Yimo clutched his hand tightly, not letting go in the slightest. Her eyes were cold and firm.
“And would that help anything? Have you considered what the consequences of killing him would be? Even if you could still escape with the help of your connections, what about your mother? Let me say this first, I do not have the ability to bring a woman out of a heavily armed palace!”
“But…how could I just let him go like this?” Jin Yun seemed to be asking her in an incredulous tone. But his eyes were red and his chest was heaving. His hands were holding so tightly to the jade pillow that they were trembling, it could be seen how deep the resentment was inside of him!
“He nearly disgraced me! A man would rather choose to be dead than to be humiliated, it is no misdeed even if I kill him a hundred times over!”“Indeed, it is not, but if you want to ruin you and your mother’s lives just because of one person, be my guest!”
As she said that, Gong Yimo really let go of his hands.
Jin Yun truly was able to make sense of her words, but to tell him to let go of such a great humiliation to him this day, that fierce glint in his eyes would not fade.
Gong Yimo said, “You clearly can’t afford the consequences but you still insist on your outburst. Do you truly think yourself a real man in this way?”
Gong Yimo sighed. She touched her shoulder that was still bleeding and grinned.
“In a life of adversity, living itself is difficult. Since you have been bearing with it for so long, why don’t you bear with it a little while longer? Grit your teeth, and keep on going. If you throw everything away now, won’t the endurance you put up in the past all be for naught?”
Jin Yun bit down on his own lips. Gong Yimo could not help but ease her tone and emphasized, “You have to be clear. You have come to this world not to suffer, but to break through it and obtain your own happiness.”
“You may be in pain this whole time, but as long as God lets you live a little while longer, you will still have a chance! Isn’t that right?”