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Chapter 24.1
Chapter 24.1
Chapter 24.1
The sex you experienced for the first time in your life could not be okay.
In addition, it was not a relationship, but sex with the other person who shared only physical pleasure.
"Haa."
So-young, lying on the embankment bed, stared at the familiar ceiling with clear eyes. No matter how many times she closed her eyes and counted sheep, she couldn't sleep easily.
For the first time in her life, she slept with a man.
Cha Tae-kyung, not anyone else.
It was a fact like she couldn't feel reality over and over again.
In So-young's monotonous life, Taekyung was unconventional in many ways. The time spent with him not only gave her the tension and excitement she had never felt before, but also a terrible stimulus.
The man, who was outstanding enough to be admired by himself, was even good at sex. It would be a lie if the sensation of the opening and insertion of huge genitals into her core was not painful, but in the past, even terrible pain was soon to be replaced by pleasure.
Taekyung cared for her throughout the act and moved as if he were trying to give her maximum pleasure.
Sex was an instinctive act of revealing the intimate appearance he wanted to hide. Nevertheless, sex with Taekyung remained a romantic memory like a beautiful romance movie. When she reached her peak in his arms, So-young felt like it was going to melt away.
However, that was gone right after the sex was over. What was Taekyung's reaction when he learned that Soyoung was a virgin?
So-young thought Taekyung might be burdened, but she didn't know he would react so explicitly as he stepped on a mine. Having found dried blood, he quickly turned pale.
You must have been flustered. You must have thought it was ridiculous to be a virgin until this age. I've been doing all sorts of dirty things with you..
Soyoung could easily guess how Taekyung felt. She knew how strange she would appear to him.
Because she was able to understand Taekyung's embarrassment, Soyoung tried to calm down even more. She did her best to prevent cracks in her face as she pretended to be fine.
It's better to remain a strange and bold woman. She didn't want to be a burden. Rather than being one of the women who was fascinated by Taekyung, she wanted to end the relationship neatly without leaving any strings behind.
Even if it is just a method to protect her shallow pride.
[It was the first time I was attracted physically to someone, so I wanted to try it. I really didn't want to move forward to the relationship beyond that.]
At So-young's words, Taekyung sighed quietly as if he were relieved. He looked carefully at her with a subtle smile and nodded without even a single objection. It was a gentle acceptance that So-young's heart cooled down.
[I understand what you mean. Should I wash up first?]
The conversation between the two was so easily solved.
When So-young washed up, Taekyung was already neatly dressed, and the two left the hotel. It really looks like they stopped by a hotel only for sex.
While heading to So-young's house, the car was full of heavy silence.
So-young stared only at the front, trying not to be conscious of Taekyung as much as possible. The road was quiet because it was past midnight, and soon after, the car entered the entrance of her neighborhood.
[Are you okay?]
[Yes.]
Taekyung, who stopped the car, turned his upper body and looked at Soyoung. It was a gaze that could not read his thoughts.
Taekyung reached out and grabbed Soyoung's hair. Her eyelids trembled slightly with the sensation of his elongated fingers rubbing her cheeks.
[Will you stay with me for a little longer?]
Taekyung asked Soyoung. The voice asking like that was unusually sweet, so she felt the urge to nod.
But that wasn't the case. If Taekyung's question is not completely voluntary, and there's a little bit of responsibility mixed So-young didn't want to be considered in that way.
[It's okay. You're tired, too, right? See you on Monday.]
So-young wanted to pretend to be fine, but her attitude toward Taekyung became awkward. She couldn't even look him in the eye properly, as if the intimacy she felt while kneading her bare skin was nothing but a mirage.
[I got it. Rest well.]
So-young felt the end of this relationship as she saw Taekyung's car moving away.
As soon as she opened the front door, the familiar coolness greeted Soyoung. She shrank her shoulders and recalled Taekyung reflexively. How hot his heat was and how he has sex with her.
So-young recalled her first experience with her face buried on the pillow. Her legs were close and the thighs were throbbing as if they had muscle pain, but they still didn't feel real. When she recalled Taekyung penetrating deep into her body, she trembled like a wave. She breathed a long sigh, unable to help her feeling of excitement.