Surviving in Woman's world as a novel villain.

Chapter 195 193. Xin Yan's Monologue

Chapter 195  193. Xin Yan's Monologue

"*Huff* *Huff* Hehe senior I am one step ahead of you."

Xin Yan was huffing for air standing in the corner hiding behind the pillar from fear of Liza catching up to them but when she saw that Liza did not follow them she was happy as she laughed and became proud of herself.

She could not contain her excitement for finally being able to win against that woman. Since Liza came to this hospital she was always getting the short end of the stick. She even wondered if that woman was purposefully targeting her.

She has a lot of reasons to suspect that like one time there was a patient that needed urgent medical attention but she, being a careful doctor, wanted to look through the medical records of that patient like every good doctor should to figure out what might be happening to them.

But this turned out to be a big mistake in the eyes of Liza as she rushed to them and pushed everyone back or at least that was what she thought she did but in reality, they feared to provoke her and give her away.

Then without even checking the medical background of the patient she administered medicine to, Xin Yan understands there are some circumstances where one should ignore the records and prioritise saving a life but when the cause is unknown and have enough time to give to research one should give it.

That was what she was doing, The thing she learned in not only medical college but also in practice which saved upto now countless people's lives but this popular thing in the eyes of Liza was lazy and being irresponsible.

I mean she was the one who gave medicine to a person that she did not know anything about. What if that person is allergic to that medicine? And then she has to say she was being irresponsible.

Yes the medicine administered by Liza was quickly able to save that person's life, Which she was grateful for but she did not comedone that kinda practice. If it's work one time doesn't mean it always works.

Well she was wrong as it turns out everytime when she tried to go and ask the medical records of the patient which would not take more than 5 minutes, Liza out there already has been giving them medicine without checking for anything.

And what is worse and good is that they all were fine, Xin Yan thinks this is worse because seeing Liza doing it others might also try to copy her which will definitely be going to harm someone which hates to happen.

So even though she understands that Liza is quite an expert and experienced doctor but her doing that will influence others to do this practice, Up until now only Liza was doing this thing and so there were no casualties.

But if someone new, not knowing who Liza is or how good she is decided to do that thinking it is just normal practice then not only that person will put someone else in between life and death but also might destroy their life as because of that mistake they might lose their licence to practise.

Though nothing bad happened, the backlash has fallen on her as every time she waits for the medical records, People look at her weirdly as if she was doing something strange or bad to check to make sure if what she wanted to do will not harm the patient.

Because of that she had to go through the day being weird out by everyone. Not only that though upper management gave different reasons for it but she knew it was all because of Liza's stunt she was demoted from her post of head of the medical department to Head of ER.

It was a demotion, not the transfer as they said it to be, She knows and accepts that she is not as good as Liza but she was not bad either, If she wants she too with one look can see what is not suitable to treat the patient but she never did it because she not only wanted to rely on it.

She only does something like that if it was necessary, If not she more believes in the tested and proven medical records than the superstition feeling of hers.

Maybe Liza knows she too can do it but chose not to do it, Maybe because of that she is doing this to provoke her and force her to use it, After that she can openly challenge her and beat her.

Xin Yan thinks for Liza's medical practice is fun and she love to find challenges and overcome them, Which was not bad but when someone's life on the line no matter how good Liza thinks she are or she confident she is in her treatment, Xin Yan wanted her to treated as a server thing while Liza treated as a hard game.

That is why Xin Yan suspects Liza of purposefully challenging her, challenging her to fight and prove she is the best doctor, Just there is no evidence of it.

"If you are done with your monologue, Can you let me go or do you want to take right here and now to cure my disease, If that's the case go for it, I am all yours miss beautiful doctor."

Alex looked at in trance Xin Yan, He wanted to be a gentlewoman and wait for her to finish her train of thoughts like any good person should but after seeing she was taking too much time he ran out of patience.

He is not a good man, So it was okay for him to do that. He looked at Xin Yan wondering how and where did this woman get the courage to not only hold him but also drag him away.

Last time with his just simple touch she was on cloud nine of euphoria and now she was not being that affected, System does say that people will start to get used to his charm slowly to handle it but this is too fast, Still not faster than the gun of men in this word.

"What!? Huh? Ohh I am so sorry, I-I didn't realise I dragged you with me, Please don't misunderstand me, I did not have any bad thoughts, I just wanted to win for once, You might not know, I am from a big well-respected family, I have tons of money, Which were earned by all good means of selling genuine medicines, I am also the sole heir of the family without any contender for it, And I am also good girl, I never had a boyfriend as I was much into books than boys,

Wait that didn't mean I don't like boys, No, I mean not boys but men, But I don't have anything wrong with women liking women, I just do not born like that and I-"

"Stop, You are ruining the mood, Take a deep breath and tell me if you like men?"

Xin Yan, taken aback hearing the sound beside her as she came out her thoughts, saw the man of her dreams standing beside her, Too close to her that she could feel that smoothing warmth his body radiating, Then her eyes fell down as she saw she was holding the cuff of his shirt.

This put her in panic mode as she was not sure what was wrong with her, Why she had to drag him, She read men don't like rough and like the good girls over bad ones after a certain age, That's all she read that article as she was not interested in boy- *Ahem* in man at that time.

But now that one was near her, she somehow remembers that then she just started ranting about it. She was not sure what she was even saying. All she knew was that she must keep talking to make him forgive her for her actions.

Alex seeing her condition had to stop this going further as she was already derailed from the topic. If he let her talk further, who knows what she might start talking about? Maybe even she did not know about it.

So he asked her a straight question to pull her out of the barrage of her answers.

"I like men, I mean not all of them, Wait I-I mean is that-"

"You like men, Then do you like me?"

Xin Yan was stunned hearing his question but out of instinct she was started talking as she started it she was once again brink of derailing but Alex pulled the break by asking her another question.

".....y-e-s *whisper*"

Xin Yan once again stopped by him and again out of instinct she wanted to answer but stopped realising what was being asked of her. Her anxiety was through the roof but she still held her heart as she said in a mosquito-like low voice.

"I didn't hear it, Say it aloud."

Alex did not let go of this easily as he was enjoying her flustered look, She looked quite cute like this, Given she did not pass out being too close to him.

"y-e-s."

Xin Yan was embarrassed to even say it but she still did not want to defy him and answered him as loud but her voice was still just barely audible.

"Ohh, Then you're not going to have a problem treating me right?"

Alex got a little closer to Xin Yan as she out of instinct backed off but was not able to because of the wall.

"That- That"

Xin Yan was not able to answer as her mind was clouded by too many emotions that it could not process the information giving it to it, She just kept looking at Alex.

"Hey Alex, what are you doing here?"

But before Alex takes things forward, A surprise voice breaks the atmosphere between them.

(A/N : Like always thank you for reading and have a good day ?.)