The Fox Goddess

Chapter 37 Serene's Advise/Ayame's Plan

?"Yeah, I know what you mean. Yuki's such a nice girl but it's too bad that she has no mother to look after her when she was on Earth." Serene sighed and agreed with Ayame.

"Do you think that what I'm doing is wrong, Serene? Like I'm placing my daughter in a dangerous place without any protection other than herself." Ayame said in a slightly dejected tone.

"Not really." Serene answered then continued, "You're a good mother but the problem is that you lied to her Ayame. I think what you should at least do is to let Yuki know that you are alive and waiting in the God Realm so that she will have some good motivation to climb up."

"Yes I know but... I'm scared that she will start to hate me if I suddenly say that I'm alive and also a Goddess." Ayame answered and continued, "If I just didn't rush my relationship with that man this should've not happened." Ayame said while beads of tears started to drop out of her eyes.

Ayame is a gentle and soft person on the inside but on the outside where people can see her. She is aloof and cold but in reality, she is a kind and soft person, especially for Yuki and Serene.

While others might think that she is aloof and a cold-blooded person since she doesn't want to talk to anyone and kills people without mercy even if they begged but in reality is that she is kinda and shy Ayame will only talk freely to her close friends. Yuki is also the same as her mother. She is shy but just doesn't show it so people also saw her as aloof and cold.

"You're right but... Isn't Yuki your little angel Ayame? Also, she is a blessing to you since you tried to hold your life just to give birth to Yuki so don't try to blame yourself for this." Serene said while trying to calm down Ayame

"I know what you're thinking but I think you should do this as quickly as possible so that she will not hate you even more," Serene advised Ayame again.

"Yeah, you're right. Thank you, Serene." Ayame then buried her head in Serene's chest.

"No problem. Also, at least try to stay positive. Ayame doesn't think that Yuki will hate you. Since Yuki is just like you she will naturally understand why you lied to her." Serene said while stroking Ayame's head.

After a while, Ayame has now calmed down and got back to her original aura of a gentle and kind one. Ayame got back to her seat and asked Serene.

"But what should I do to say to Yuki that I'm alive? Do you have any suggestions?" Asked Ayame which surprised Serene since it will be hard.

"Yeah, now that I think of it it's going to be hard since if we used the system to write a message Yuki will probably not believe it," Serene said while trying to think of a plan to help Ayame. Ayame also tried to think of a plan.

"Ah! I know!" Ayame suddenly screamed which caused Serene to be caught off guard.

"You scared me with your sudden scream!" Serene said while pouting her lips at Ayame which caused Ayame to blush in embarrassment.

"I'm sorry." She said while lowering her head in embarrassment.

"No, never mind that. But what is your plan Ayame." Serene just shrugged and told Ayame not to worry too much about it.

"Oh yes! I plan to use a hologram of me while talking to Yuki. In this way, I will be able to explain things much better since it will be like a face-to-face conversation with Yuki." Ayame said while brimming with joy at her idea.

"Yeah not bad but what things are you going to explain to her?" Serene suddenly asked.

"I have already thought about it. I will only say that I am alive and waiting at the God Realm to explain further. Also, I will not give any information about her despicable father." Ayame casually said while thinking of ways to greet her daughter, but while she was thinking Serene suddenly asked her a hard question.

"But how are you going to prove that you are her biological mother and also how are you going to speak with her, I mean you can't just suddenly show up in front of her because that might cause her to be wary of you," Serene asked her.

"Oh yeah, you're right." Ayame suddenly became sad at this. Serene also sighed and began to think.

"I know but I don't know if you will agree," Serene said to her, which caused Ayame to be curious.

"I think you should try to create that pendant again but this time don't try to enhance it and just make it into an ordinary pendant with no power. So how about that?" Serene asked Ayame if she would agree.

After thinking for a while Ayame just used Serene's suggestion since she can't think of anything.

"I think I'm just going to do that since it's going to be easier and simpler that way." Ayame said then she hugged Serene again and continued "Thank you again Serene! You're really like my real Sister."

"No problem! I already think of you as my blood sister anyway since we have already been through a lot in the past hundred years anyway." Serene just shrugged at this which caused Ayame to smile.

"Yeah, I know! But can I ask you a question?" Ayame asked while breaking their hug and looking at Serene mischievously. Serene didn't see this and just waved her hand to Ayame which caused her to continue.

"When are you going to find a husband and have a family?" Ayame said with a teasing tone.

"You!" Serene said while pointing her finger at Ayame.

"Sigh... How many times have I told you that there are not many guys here that I like, and also they just stare at me with lust which causes me to be disgusted by them." Serene said then continued "If only that there are some nice gentlemen here."

"Yeah, I know! All of the guys in the God Realm are so shameless! They think that once they become a God they become powerful and mighty which is annoying."

"See that's why!"