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Chapter 179
Chapter 179
Chapter 179
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waged my own desires than yes wanted to fall into bed with Nicholas. The problem, of
sim there afterwa
die ware and done with Nicholas wathed him for ife & dangerous, impossible prospect
I needed to get my read on dragteded to put my salleh personal desires back on the shelf
straight selfis
where they belonged. This competition was more than ut my wants My life was more than just what 1
had an oignon to Eve couldn’t make selfish choices anymore I had a daughter
So whatever fcholas unlocked in me tonight needed to be locked up again
had to put him onally out of my mind
But as pressed my fingers against my ips didnt know now i would ever be able to forget the passion
be had shown the tonight
wondered if he was still thinking of me soo
on was 12 ! couldnt.control
en before
drawn it out of nie. Even after our breakup and with our years apart, he was the only
wanted
Geng him tonight had it a spark inside of me. I felt like I had been just sleepwalking before, placing
and my needs secondary to everything else, but now, I was coming alive again.
If Lucknowledged my own desires, then yes, I wanted to fall into bed with Nicholas. The problem, of course, was that I also wanted to keep him there afterwards.
didn’t want a one and done with Nicholas. I wanted him for life. A dangerous, impossible prospect.
I needed to get my head on straight. I needed to put my selfish personal desires back on the shelf where they belonged. This competition was more than just my wants. My life was more than just what I
wanted.
I had an obligation to Elva. I couldn’t make selfish choices anymore. I had a daughter.
So whatever Nicholas unlocked in me tonight, needed to be locked up again.
I had to put him totally out of my mind.
But as I pressed my fingers against my lips, I didn’t know how I would ever be able to forget the passion
ie had shown me tonight.
I wondered if he was still thinking of me, too.
tolop thinking about kissing Piper.
after I had escaped to my rooms, the moment I closed the door separating us, I pressed my ehead against the cool wood and felt myself burn.
Her body had been on fire against mine, the curve of her ass plush in my hands. Her hips had been so aight around my waist, beckoning me into the depths of her most sensitive parts.
She had made me wild. If we hadn’t been in that hallway where anyone could come across us, I might have stripped her bare and taken my fill of her body until we both would be sated.
I could give her pleasure that Julian could not. He was such an asshole, he was likely a selfish lover.
With Piper, I would give everything and then some. I’d want her to come twice before I even thought of entering her. I’d have her on my fingers and on my mouth. I’d lavish her clit with my tongue until she could
only moan or cry my name.
In my grief of losing Piper, I had fallen into bed with other women. None of it meant anything, but I had
learned from the experience.
I knew the female body well, much more so than when I had touched Piper in the past. Now, I knew the
places to touch and how to caress them so that I could make a woman scream.
With Piper, I wanted to use everything I had learned, like it had all been a practice just to learn how to
drive her wild.
If I had her in this room right now, I would-
e wasn’t one I
I slammed the door on those thoughts. Piper was a candidate in the competition, and she could pick even if I wanted to. We were destined to be apart for the rest of our lives.
Fantasizing like this accomplished nothing. Piper would never be mine.
A growl escaped from the back of my throat before I knew to contain it. My inner wolf wasn’t pleased with that remark. Frankly, neither was I.
But it was fact.
To lust after Piper was pointless. Worse, it could even be seen as disrespectful. She had to know as well as I that we couldn’t be together.
And she was Julian’s girl now.
Another growl escaped me, louder than the previous
Julian did not deserve her.
Only you, Nick, she had said so sweetly, voice breathless and needy.
My dick was shameless, pressing uncomfortably up into my pants. I shouldn’t give it attention, I should take a cold shower or something and forget this whole night.
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