Chapter 412
Chapter 412
"After I came out of the cave that time, I had a serious illness and hurt my head. I can't remember the previous events clearly. I only know that there was a boy I cherish very much in the Fu House. We had a very happy time. On the top of the mountain, the boy saved me. If it weren't for him, I would have been bitten to death by a wolf. In the cave on that rainy night, I Hugging him, we warmed each other. That warmth has been recorded in the bottom of my heart since the beginning. I remember one life and another. I know that now, that warmth is still engraved in my heart... "
"For this warmth, I can pay a lot of things, regardless of any return. In the last life, I also lost a lot of things for 'it', but the final result is that I love the wrong person..."
"Lin Nan, how stupid I am! Why did I lose my memory? Why did Fu Sheng coax me with his sweet words at that time, and I really believe that the little boy on that rainy night was him?"
"In fact, how clumsy Fu Sheng's lie is. He is clearly only the illegitimate son of the Fu family. He was recognized by the Fu family later, but at that time, he told me that he also went back to the Fu House for a period of time when he was a child, and I believed it."
"He told me about what happened in the cave. Because I only remember some details vaguely, I can't remember them clearly, so when he said it, I thought what he said was true."
"I thought he was my brother who stayed with me all night in the cave. As a result, he was nothing. And I gave everything for his lie..."
"Brother, Lin Nan, the person in the cave that night was you. It was you. Fortunately, it was you..."
"Lin Nan, why am I so stupid..."
At this moment, there are too many things in ye shuisu's mind.
In the last life, she was desperate. No matter anyone discouraged her, she had to pay love to Fu Sheng.
In the last life, after her wrong payment of love for Fu Sheng, her family broke down and died, and finally died miserably.
In the last life, she thought she had given everything for love. She didn't see everything until her tragic death.
But what happened? Even her love in the last life is illusory and wrongly paid!
So in the last life, she even paid everything for a love that was completely wrong!
And about Fu Linnan.
Maybe she didn't know before that Fu Linnan's possessive desire for her was just a paranoid abnormal psychology.
After all, when she was in Fu's house in the last life, she didn't live well, and she didn't feel Fu Linnan's tenderness to her.
In addition to her tight resistance to Fu Linnan, she would not care about anyone except Fu Sheng at that time.
Naturally, I won't know that Fu Linnan actually loves her.
But after a lifetime of rebirth, she knew that Fu Linnan actually loved her.
And this love is very deep, deep and single-minded.
In the last life, only his love for her in the wrong way will lead to her pain.
Of course, her resistance also led to his pain.
Not only that, under the instigation of Fu Sheng in the previous life, she also did a lot of things to hurt Fu Linnan. In the end, even the whole Fu family was held by Fu Sheng.
Although Fu Linnan avenged her after her death, killed Fu Sheng and took Fu back.
Although she eventually came together with Fu Linnan in this life and made up for the regret of the previous life, some things were lost, and they were lost after all.
Some pain, experienced, or have experienced.
Ye shuisu said dejectedly. She didn't deliberately cry, but tears had flowed out of her eyes unconsciously.
Wet Fu Linnan's skirt.
Ye shuisu still held Fu Linnan tightly and refused to let go, as if Fu Linnan would leave her as long as she let go.
In fact, Fu Linnan will not leave her.
But she was still afraid.
No one can understand what it is like to love someone wrongly for a lifetime, go around and experience life and death, and then find that the person you should love is actually in front of you.
After all, she had missed Fu Linnan I. how could she not want to find a way to make up for the feeling of loss.
If she doesn't make up for it, how can she bear it in her heart?
Fortunately, Fu Linnan was by her side.
Fortunately, when she learned the cruelest truth, Fu Linnan was tightly held in her arms.
Although at this moment, no matter how she hugged Fu Linnan tightly, she couldn't make up for a lot of things.
But she just can't let go.
"Linnan, I missed my life with you, and I indirectly destroyed so many things in my last life..." ye shuisu then choked.
The whole ye shuisu was holding Fu Linnan tightly. Fu Linnan raised his hand and gently patted ye shuisu on the back, hoping to give ye shuisu at least some comfort.
Even if such comfort is very light, he knows that such comfort can reach ye shuisu's heart.
At this time, Fu Linnan listened to ye shuisu's story. In fact, his heart was also very deep.
His eyes also seemed to become deeper and deeper, so that people couldn't see it at all.
When ye shuisu felt very sad, how could he not feel a shock and an unspeakable meaning in his heart.
Although ye shuisu said something intermittently, he certainly understood. In the last life, ye shuisu paid so deep feelings for Fu Sheng, but it was because she mistook Fu Sheng for him when she was a child!
Because of this, he and ye shuisu missed a lifetime and suffered a lifetime!
But so what?
Missed the previous life, they still have this life, the next life, and the next life
No matter what he has experienced, he and ye shuisu will be together forever and never separate.
Although it was a pity that he and ye shuisu missed and suffered in the last life, he was also a little relieved to know their regret in the last life.
No matter what they have experienced in the last life, it is enough to know that ye shuisu actually has him in his heart. In fact, it has always been only him, just like his heart, it has always been only her, isn't it?
Fu Linnan patted ye shuisu's hair and held her in his arms, just as they hugged each other and slept in the cave on that thunderstorm night.
His voice at this time could not help but lighten: "Shuisu, I missed my last life. We still have this life, the next life, the next life. So don't be sad. I will always be with you and keep you with me. Even if you don't recognize me in the last life, I won't let you go. I want to love you all the time and love you all the time, except me Besides, you can't love anyone, otherwise in the next life, I will trap you around me and never let go... "