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294 Later. My Feelings
294 Later. My Feelings
"... can I stay with Ray, hey"
"Mmm."
I eat the sandwich my advisor gave me, and I tell him what's bothering me. The advisor listened to me until the end without stopping on the way.
"I've been trained to kill people since I was a child, and I accepted it without protesting. Then I've killed people many times. I've killed a lot of people, children and women, calling them training… my hands are stained with blood. I killed a lot of people with these hands. Can I stay on your side like that?
When I told the advisor with a serious face that I was most troubled, the advisor was grinning with his stomach. All I could do was watch it with my mouth open.
"Ha, ha, whoa, sorry. It's so funny... Huh!
"... there must have been nothing to laugh about right now. Why are you laughing?
I ask with anger. I guess the advisor didn't make sense, but I still couldn't help but be angry. They laughed at what had been bothering them for so long. I'd rather not be mad at you.
"- Huh. I'm sorry, Huck. I laughed a little too much. It's natural for Huck to get angry."
"Then why did you laugh? I've been worried about this. I can't forgive the advisor who laughs about it."
I look at the advisor still. If you were laughing for no great reason, I wouldn't forgive you. But the advisor doesn't even know what I'm up to.
"What, I just wondered why you're worried about that now?"
"... what do you mean?
"I've known that Haku has killed many mountain people since I first met Haku. And yet, there's no way Ray cares about that now.
Well, unless you like it from yourself and you're killing people, Huck is different. Understand your sins, suffer, and still live forward. You can't possibly hate Ray for hacking like that, can you? Well, except that Haku can't stay with Ray. "
That's all the advisor said, he went back to dinner again. Even if you didn't tell me about my past, you didn't tell me about me as a family... I was so happy then. He called me a family without ever wanting to get lost.
"Well, it's time to go back. Haku will want to go home and talk to you."
"Mmm."
Then me and my advisor went back to King's Capital. The demon that came out on the road was chopped into a wind blade released by the advisor without approaching.
At the guild I gave the requested crab miso and immediately ran to the royal palace. I didn't want to see you now anyway. I don't have to do anything in particular to get into the royal palace. The soldiers are familiar.
Walking in the royal palace, Priscia Hey and Mari Hey walked in from before.
"Oh, Haku. I'm going to have sweets now, how about you join me?
Priscia, hey asked me out, but I shake my neck to the side. I usually join you, so, Priscia, hey, you look in my face and you peek in worried.
"You don't eat Haku who likes something that sweet? Could he be sick?
... I've been worried about Marie. I do love sweet stuff, but now it's better than that.
"Priscia, hey, where are you?
"Huh? Mr. Ray would have fought the soldiers in the exercise area earlier...... could he have"
"I'm not telling you how I feel."
When I said it with a serious face, Marie hey was, after all, grinning bitterly, and Priscia hey held me in tears but with a smile.
"Priscia, hey?
"Hehe, you're finally being honest with your feelings. Haku, I've been worried because I've been a step away from everyone for a long time. Nobody cares about Haku's old days."
"And you were worried about Mr. Alexia, too. When will Haku tell Mr. Ray how he feels? If Haku hadn't gone after the wedding, we'd all be surrounded and asking the right questions."
... What, I'm scared. It's too scary to be surrounded by the ladies. Just thinking about it makes my spine feel soggy.
"Look, go and come, Haku. Mr. Ray would be delighted if you were Haku."
"Mmm!"
I nod forcefully at the two of them and head to the exercise area. While passing beside soldiers and samurai from time to time, he reached the exercise area. In the middle of the exercise area, you're standing with a spear. No, there are soldiers around who are falling from corpses.
I think it's hard not to be serious about me right now. Not so strong. When I entered the practice area, you noticed me and smiled.
"Oh, Huck. It's rare to come to the practice hall. What's the matter with you?
You can't smile and stroke my head... it's going to feel too good to wander off. Though I hear a curse from the sleeping soldiers around.
There's something I need to talk to you about.
"What do you want to tell me? Is everything okay here?
"Mmm, just telling you how I feel"
When I said that, I looked around and panicked. But I didn't want you to hear how I felt sooner.
"I love it when you don't! I want to stay with you! I want everyone in, too!
I communicated my feelings aloud the 1st time I have ever lived. My throat freaked out and coughed up at my first shout, but I could tell you how I felt.
At the time you tried not to get back to me, the magic was unleashed. The magic swung away without any particular haste, but the magic flew toward you one after the other so that it overlapped. Looking around.
"... what's a hero... what's the strongest man... it's just a woman!
"What the fuck! Face!? You look good, you son of a bitch!
"Phyllia Tan, Krona Tan, Ekra Tan, Haku and the next to go to bed with an angel! You lolicon bastard!
"Next time, more women! Because of you, I was flabbergasted by her!" Not as cool as Master Ray "!
"I was also told, 'I can't because I'm not as strong as Master Ray'! If you ask me how strong I should be, 'If I were enough to hurt Master Ray', I'd be able to deal with a monster like this!
"Yes, you porn demon!
"Feminine!"
"Fuck you. ? Bastard!
A terrible curse flies from all around you. With so much anger I've never seen before. In the meantime, the soldiers around you are releasing magic toward you. I know you're not safe, but it's time to stop. When I thought so.
Bees! Bees!
And thunder strikes from the center of the moment the magic was on its way. When the smoke cleared, it appeared from the inside because of the lightning. That's a lightning suit. I was laughing with blue bars on my forehead.
"... I know exactly how you guys feel. I wish you would have told me right away if I was so accumulated. He wants to do some serious training with me. What, even if my hands and legs blow up, I'll make you recover. So don't hesitate."
It was already too late by the time the soldiers returned to their sanity. As soon as the soldier tries to apologize, a fist of disgust pierces the soldier's face. It's modest, but still quite powerful. The shape of your face changes, doesn't it? So much so that I think.
Besides, I use healing magic at the same time as I hit him, so the pain goes away, but the moment I hit him, he said the severe pain ran and I couldn't lose my mind.
Oh no, I kept rumbling to the point of losing my mind even recovering the soldiers. And while you're surrounded by soldiers who may not be sure they're alive, no.
"I love Haku, too!
You didn't even imitate me, you told me how you felt aloud, and if you noticed, you were right in front of me and held me tight. And in my ear.
"Because I'll be absolutely happy. That's why I need your support."
And I was squealed. That was going to explode my joy, but I couldn't help but hug you back.
"Mmm!"
? ? ?
"You finally told her how you feel, that girl."
Alexia squeaks as she peeks into the exercise area next to me. I came as soon as I talked to the Priscians, but I'm glad they shared their feelings.
It kind of looked like you were looking at me back in the day when you were looking at Huck, didn't it? You mean a little distance from the area? I tried to behave as a sister, too.
It's good to talk to Ray in advance. Because Ray also realizes how Huck feels, but he's silent!
"Mommy, Mommy, hey?
Oops, looks like Elene came looking for me. Well, we've got to get ready so we can get Haku out at Arcadia's wedding too!