Chapter 74 (What are you afraid of?) Wenxi is Miserable and Zhao Yuan is Confused
Chapter 74 (What are you afraid of?) Wenxi is Miserable and Zhao Yuan is Confused
Chapter 74 (What are you afraid of?) Wenxi is Miserable and Zhao Yuan is Confused
“Have you got the computer? Happy?” Zhao Yuan was so excited that he sent a bunch of text messages and went back to class.
When he finished class, he looked at the messages he got and became dignified.
“Did you buy it? Zhao Yuan, did you do this on purpose?”
“No, it can’t be you. It must be Chen Wanxin!”
“Zhao Yuan, why the computer screen is a photo of you and Chen Wanxin. Tell me!”
“Zhao Yuan, I am sorry... sorry.”
What happened?
Zhao Yuan saw that the computer lying in the corner which had been broken into pieces when he went back to the dormitory. He felt breathless and stood there for a long time. Wenxi never got angry easily. But did he do anything wrong? Why did he buy this computer, just impulsive, just could not help it, but!
Zhao Yuan looked at the pile of broken copper and plastic, turned and threw them away.
“Even if I didn’t reply your messages, you don’t need to do this!” Zhao Yuan said angrily.
“I did this before you texted, Zhao Yuan...” Lin Wenxi couldn’t help but say loudly, but everything seemed too late. Zhao Yuan disappeared at the door of their dormitory, and Lin Wenxi couldn’t catch up.
“You did it, right? You bitch!” Lin Wenxi yelled at Chen Wanxin on the phone.
Chen Wanxin smiled lightly, but tears dropped out of her eyes.
Chen Wanxin heard from Luo Yang that the boss of the computer shop said Zhao Yuan bought a computer for himself.
But Chen Wanxin was very clear that Zhao Yuan was not like Wang Xiang who loved to play games. Unlike Zheng Kai, who liked to watch various movies, he only loved to watch games, American dramas, and financial news and so on. Although he had to do his homework every time after computer lesson, he would go to the library if he needed a computer. He helped the librarian to set up the computer configuration and supplied reliable equipment. So the librarian specially reserved a computer for him. He could use the computer all by himself at noon when there were fewer people.
Zhao Yuan, he didn’t need a computer. Only Lin Wenxi, who thought there were too many people and didn’t like to wait for an experiment. Only him! Only he needed a computer!
This money was for Zhao Yuan’s father to treat his illness. How could he do this? In less than a week, what could he do to get this money? Even if he wanted to buy it, why not wait for he got enough money for his father first, then buy it? Yes, Lin Wenxi was not happy recently, not pleasant, nothing more!
Hehe, did this to make the beauty happy? But, Xin Wenxi, what kind of beauty he was?
Chen Wanxin asked others to put the photo of Zhao Yuan and herself into the computer and set as the default screensaver, desktop, and even the icon of each default folder. She also deliberately turned the entire desktop background of the computer into a large photo composed of dozens of small photos, and the desktop of the entire C disk was filled with pieces of pictures. All the pictures were the same content. The content of all the pictures was “Zhao Yuan Loves WanXin”.
“Lin Wenxi, let’s see. How angry will you be!”
“Of course! How was it? Are your hands too tired to change the setup? You can’t smash the computer. It was Zhao Yuan who brought it! I guess you won’t, you are so gentle and lovely, how can you have such a poor temper?” Chen Wanxin giggled.
“Oh, I printed the photo before I smashed the computer, then I cut off your face and sprinkled a pee on it, I don’t know if you feel it.” Lin Wenxi said with a smile.
“You...bastard!” Chen Wanxin couldn’t help but be angry. How could Lin Wenxi do such nasty things!
Lin Wenxi wouldn’t do this. He was just saying it because he was too angry.
“Not even a bit of you, Miss Chen.” Lin Wenxi smiled bitterly.
“So, I will tell you something else. Zhao Yuan, a little stupid, he has no money to treat his father, so he takes how many jobs? One, two, three, four, four jobs! Now he probably only earned less than half of the money, and he has spent a few thousand to buy a computer for you, and then... You have smashed the computer, haha! Lin Wenxi, are you sad? I guess you are very happy. Zhao Yuan is so nice to you, are you not happy? But what can you do, Lin Wenxi, I tell you, I will definitely help Zhao Yuan to figure out a way in the week, and you, well, can only get guilty. Right, don’t think about anything like death and sin. You’ll spoil the fun.” Chen Wanxin gave a silver bell-like laugh and then hang up the phone. She couldn’t guess what Lin Wenxi would do, crying for Zhao Yuan to forgive? Zhao Yuan’s most uncomfortable thing was such a weak behavior. Or, write a poem to him? Zhao Yuan wouldn’t understand it. She thought that Lin Wenxi would burst into tears and couldn’t help feeling very happy.
“You are crying and laughing. You scared me! I will go to the hospital to see Nannan later...” Zhang An’an couldn’t help but be afraid.
“I cried?” asked Chen Wanxin.
Zhang An’an nodded. Chen Wanxin suddenly noticed that the corners of her eyes were already wet.
Lin Wenxi wanted to cry, at the same time, he wanted to laugh. He finally resisted the tears. He wanted to laugh out, but his mouth was dry, and his sound was lost.
During this time, Zhao Yuan worked so madly. Lin Wenxi looked at it in his own eyes, but he never knew why. Instead, he just thought about it like this. Today, Zhao Yuan and Chen Wanxin went out together. The other day, he and Chen Wanxin went shopping together. Sad, always sad. But he didn’t dare to show it in front of Zhao Yuan, because he actually had no reason to say something to Zhao Yuan because he went outside with a girl.
“It’s okay if I don’t know, but I never asked!”
“It’s okay if I don’t know, how could I be so angry!”
Suddenly, a thunder sounded outside the window. It was the thunder of summer. The summer was finally coming. Yesterday the Bramble flowers looked beautiful on campus and were all withered and fell. They were gone. No, no, no, Zhao Yuan wouldn’t be that angry, no...
When heavy rain poured, Lin Wenxi could no longer bear to stay in the dormitory. He couldn’t reach Zhao Yuan with any contact and had searched everywhere that Zhao Yuan might go. There was no sign of him.
Lin Wenxi stood downstairs in the rain, and let the rain wash him like long whips. If the time went backward for a few hours, if he affirmed his guess at the time that the computer was bought by Zhao Yuan, he would certainly not smash the computer, he would definitely ask Zhao Yuan first, and then wait for his reply. “What happened to me?” Lin Wenxi looked up. He couldn’t open his eyes because of the heavy rain.
The clear sky under the umbrella came unexpectedly. Gu Xi stood by with an umbrella.
“Even Zheng Kai can’t stand it anymore. He let me come down to see you. This is how I know... What happened?” Gu Xi was very worried.
“He won’t talk to me anymore, right? I broke his heart.” Lin Wenxi shook his head and muttered.
Gu Xi had already heard something from Wang Xiao in Room 216. He knew the surface but not the hidden story. For a long time, he whispered, “Do you like Zhao Yuan?”
Lin Wenxi nodded. “I never liked a person or loved a person. But I know that I want to be with a person. Whether he is laughing or frowning, I hope to accompany him. With him, everything is enough. But I don’t know what Zhao Yuan feels. He is very good to me, really good. But why he would rather stay with Chen Wanxin than at school, stay in the dormitory. Why would he rather tell Chen Wanxin about his father than telling me? Why is his life, his real life, I have never participated? Does he like me?”
“You may not know whether Zhao Yuan likes you. But I know very well that Zheng Kai has no feelings for me.” Gu Xi sighed. The rain was even heavier, the storm outside the umbrella was big, but inside it was dripping as well. The clothes of both of them were soaked, and they kept trembling in the cold wind, but no one wanted to leave.
“But you still...” Lin Wenxi couldn’t help but gently pat on Gu Xi’s head. Suddenly he felt pain in his heart.
“I like him. I saw him for the first time in junior school. I like him. No, I fell in love with him when I first saw him! He can be very fierce to me, very bad, but he has always been very honest. He fights for everything he wants. The things in the military academy, couldn’t be finished telling in a few days. But Zheng Kai has always been Zheng Kai, and he is so clear. He is the only man that I’ve ever seen who is straight from body to bones.”
Gu Xi’s eyes were clear, and his voice was trembling, but he said very proudly, “He hates boys being weak. He thinks that a boy can be thin, but he must not have a fragile heart.” So, Gu Xi paused and said loudly, “I never let him know that I love him, but...” He had already had tears in his eyes. The story of him and Zheng Kai wouldn’t be able to be clearly explained for a while.
“But I always let him, even let myself know, I don’t want to be with him!” Gu Xi said with the sound of a cry.
“So, a boy like him who doesn’t like any male being feminization can allow you to be around him and entangled?” Lin Wenxi took a breath.
“Yes! But on the day he got married, I will leave.” Gu Xi had already shed tears.
“What are you doing this for?” Lin Wenxi asked with some pity.
“Do you have to love a person for the sake of anything? I will be great to accompany him for a few years. I can’t think or dare to think about others. It is wrong to think too much.” Gu Xi looked up and choked and said, “Wenxi, Zheng Kai and I are definitely impossible. He can’t be more straight, but I think that you and Zhao Yuan are really possible. I can see that his feelings for you should not be simple. You are also very affectionate about him too. It’s just that no one has made it clear, and even no one has ever thought to make it clear, because you are both afraid!”
“Yeah, but what am I afraid of?” Lin Wenxi fell into silence.
“I am afraid to be expelled from the psychological interest class like Zhou Nannan and Wang Zhengjuan? Or I’m afraid that like Zhou Nannan, apart from the roommates and Wang Zhengjuan, no one is willing to talk to her? I’m afraid that I will be beaten by Wang Zhengjuan’s family like Zhou Nannan?” Gu Xi said in a low voice.