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Chapter 1479: Sink into oblivion-do you want to leave me that much?
Chapter 1479: Sink into oblivion-do you want to leave me that much?
Chapter 1479: Sink into oblivion-do you want to leave me that much?
After another day of search and rescue, they still could not find na Ren. After two days and two nights, the chances of a person surviving from drowning were slim, but there was no sign of his body.
Ji Chenzhou was already unconscious by the afternoon of the second day.
Lord Xiu’s voice was so hoarse that he couldn’t speak.
In the end, Huo zhongrao and Li beixiao took charge of the overall situation.
Chu baiqing was in charge of taking care of Ji Chenzhou.
Master Xiu had been standing by the sea the entire time. He was very familiar with this Sea region, so it was normal for him to be unable to find a person after devouring them.
This was also the reason why no one had been able to enter this place in the past few years.
However, he could not believe that na Ren would die Here. He was the Dragon of the sea, so how could he die in the sea?
This was something that no one could figure out.
That was because Ren had not shown any signs of abnormality before this. Even Ji Chenzhou had said that they were having fun and just wanted to swim for him to see, but he had already swum away.
There was also no possibility of kidnapping. Other than Lord Xiu’s men, no one else could come in alive.
“Lord Xiu, there’s no trace of him. There’s no possibility of him being alive!”
Chang Qing’s face was cold and dark. In just two days, Lord Xiu had lost a lot of weight.
He had asked his brothers on the island, and they all said that Ren’s body could have been washed away by the sea or eaten by sharks.
The Sharks here were huge, so it was normal for a person to eat them.
However, he couldn’t tell this to master Xiu. This cold and god-like man would collapse.
Although master Xiu and Ren were only ten years apart, in master Xiu’s heart, Ren was no different from his own son.
Master Xiu suddenly closed his eyes, and his body was shaking. After two days of searching, the result was expected. But when he heard Chang Qing say that there was no possibility of survival, his heart was still twisted, and he was in so much pain that he couldn’t breathe …
This was the first time Chang Qing had seen master Xiu cry. This was a man who had lived his life on the edge of a blade and had experienced countless life and death situations. But at this moment, he was as fragile as a person made of sand, and he would fall apart with a single touch.
When Ji Chenzhou woke up again, he could no longer hear the sound of the waves. There was also no longer the salty smell of seawater.
The first thing she saw was his bedroom, but it was his father’s room.
Ji Chenzhou’s mind was in a state of chaos. He could only feel a burning pain in his throat. that Ren … Water …
Ji Chenzhou only managed to say these three words before he felt as though his throat had been cut by a blunt knife. It was so painful that cold sweat broke out on his forehead.
When he didn’t get a response, he suddenly sat up. that Ren …
His Ren had gone swimming. Was he not back yet?
Why isn’t he back yet? No…
Then why did he come home? was he still dreaming? No…
He must be dreaming. Shouldn’t he be waiting for his son at the beach?
Ji Chenzhou laid back down and covered himself with the blanket before closing his eyes tightly.
However, he couldn’t fall asleep no matter how hard he tried. He was so anxious that he didn’t know what he was saying.
When Chu baiqing entered, he saw Ji Chenzhou standing there, constantly saying, ” na Ren, come back, come back …
The body under the blanket kept shaking. Chu baiqing quickly ran over and pulled Ji Chenzhou into his arms.
Chenzhou, calm down. You have to calm down. You can’t let yourself be like this. You’ll go crazy!
Chu baiqing couldn’t hold Ji Chenzhou down, so he straddled him and used his hands to hold his face, forcing him to look at him.
Chenzhou, listen to me. You can’t have anything happen to you anymore. You can’t …
Chu baiqing felt exhausted. Ren’s death was too sudden. A person was gone just like that.
What should these people who cared about him do …
Ji Chenzhou looked at Chu baiqing blankly, his eyes red. little mom, Renshu isn’t back yet …
Ji Chenzhou’s voice was like a child’s. He was so helpless and did not know what to do.
Chenzhou, Ren is dead. He won’t come back …
Chu baiqing immediately gave Ji Chenzhou a strong dose of medicine. He couldn’t let him lie to himself anymore.
Actually, Ji Chenzhou knew that Ren was dead. However, he refused to believe it.
Therefore, he was still hypnotizing and deceiving himself. This would really make him crazy.
Many people had gone crazy because of this kind of self-deception.
“No…” Ji Chenzhou suddenly flipped Chu baiqing onto the ground. The agitated Ji Chenzhou was like a trapped beast as he roared …
However, no matter how much he howled in pain, his love would never come back.
The president’s convoy drove out of the presidential palace, and the police cars drove on.
There were no obstructions along the way. On a tall building, it was an excellent secret location.
The sniper rifle was already in position, waiting for the target to appear.
His eyes were cold and emotionless, as if he had no life in him.
He knew that because of his ‘death’, those who cared and loved him were now suffering.
He had let everyone down, and time would dilute their sadness.
He had to avenge his parents, or he would never be at ease.
He had killed Ji Chenzhou’s father. He was Ji Chenzhou’s enemy, so the one in pain was Ji Chenzhou.
Therefore, he had to die first before killing his father. This way, Ji Chenzhou wouldn’t know that he was the one who did it, and he could take his revenge.
He would not have hated Ji Chenzhou …
There were so many lives between them. Even if he did not ‘die’, they would not be together. It would only be more painful.
Rather than suffering for a lifetime, it was better to shorten the pain. Time would wash away everything.
He would forever live in Ji Chenzhou’s heart. He knew that this was cruel to Ji Chenzhou and everyone who loved him.
However, he had no choice. Ever since he found out who killed his parents, he had not had a good night’s sleep.
The scene of his parents ‘tragic deaths was etched into his mind, and he couldn’t get rid of it.
He was about to be tortured to the point of insanity. He loved Ji Chenzhou, deeply.
It was because of the depth of love that he was in more pain.
‘Death’ was the best way. Renyi told himself that it was the best.
When the President’s car stopped and the bodyguard opened the door, nain’s hand moved slightly.
The president got out of the car. The cross-shaped flower appeared clearly on the president’s head. As long as he moved his finger, his parents ‘revenge would be taken …
Na Ren’s eyes were extremely cold. However, just as his finger was about to pull the trigger, his body froze …
Some unexpected things always catch you off guard …
Five years later
On the large black bed, Ji Chenzhou’s forehead was covered with a thin layer of cold sweat as he clutched the bedsheets tightly.
“Do you really want to leave me that badly?” He asked the other man in a hoarse voice.
The other man stood against the sunlight and sneered, ” yes, I’ve never wanted to be with you!
Those were the last words the man said to him. Then, he jumped into the sea in front of him and disappeared from his world.
It had been five years, a whole five years. This man had disappeared for five years …
“That Ren …” Ji Chenzhou was jolted awake as he took in deep breaths. After taking a good look at the room, he wiped his face with both hands. It was not the sea …
Why don’t you want to be with me? I’ve already said that I won’t force you. Why don’t you want to be with me?
When he went downstairs, the Knight ran out of the room and directly bumped into Ji Chenzhou.
“Morning, third brother.”
The Knight hopped down the stairs.
Ji Chenzhou’s face was dark and gloomy. He did not know what his father and mother were thinking. They actually gave their son such a name. Knight …
Did water enter his brain?
Ji Chenzhou went straight into his baby’s room. His five-year-old baby was pretty and cute, but there was one bad thing about him. He was extremely lazy and had a hard time getting out of bed.
Ji Chenzhou found his baby’s clothes for the day and lifted the blanket. baby, you’re up. Be good.
Ji Chenzhou pinched his baby’s little face and said lovingly.
“Don’t …”
Baby mumbled, then reached out to pull the blanket, but he couldn’t get it.
With her eyes half-closed, she mumbled, ” third brother, you’re so annoying …
The baby stomped his little legs and was a little annoyed.
yes, third brother. You’re so annoying. Baby, be good. Get up quickly. You’re going to be late for kindergarten.
Little seven, little nine, and Knight were all afraid of Ji Chenzhou. They knew that their third brother had a bad temper, so they obediently followed whatever Ji Chenzhou said.
He only had no temper towards his baby and would do whatever his baby said.
He had no choice. Out of his father and mother’s four children, he only had one daughter. Why was she called baby? it was because she was a baby, and she had to be pampered and pampered.
I don’t want to. I want to sleep. I’m not going …
This was a conversation they had almost every day. Even so, Ji Chenzhou would still patiently coax his baby every day.
“Baby, be good and get up. Third brother will give you a lollipop, okay? Don’t Let Daddy Know.”
Ji Chenzhou had tried this lollipop trick a hundred times because his baby loved to eat lollipops.
Sure enough, baby immediately sat up and blinked his big eyes. He smiled and made a ” shush ” gesture with his finger on his lips. He was very cute.
Ji Chenzhou coaxed his baby to put on her clothes before combing her hair. He only brought her downstairs after everything was done.
Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu had already eaten and left on the school bus. They were in primary school now.
Ji Chenzhou would send the remaining Knights and babies to kindergarten every morning.
The Knight had already finished his breakfast and was waiting for his third brother and sister in the living room.
“Can you wake up earlier tomorrow and wake up my baby? look at what time it is already.”
Gu Jue kissed his baby and sat down on the dining chair with her in his arms. He said to his third son in an unpleasant tone.
“If you’re so capable, go wake her up. Why are you shouting at me?”
Ji Chenzhou immediately sat down to eat. He was the one with the least status in the family.
No matter what, he was still the “eldest son” in the family. Why did he seem like he was picked up from the streets?
He thought that his father and mother were really amazing. They had four sons and one daughter at once. It was great. In the future, when these two old men were old, they would have so many children to serve them. How blissful would that be?
“I f * cking … What did I shout at you for? lower your voice, your stepmother is still sleeping.”
Gu Jue would still curse from time to time. Chu baiqing had already argued with him a few times over this.
Just because he was always careless and would say something like ” f * ck “, little seven completely learned from him and said, ” f * ck, I’m not eating anymore. “This meal is too f * cking unpalatable.”
Because of this, little seven had been beaten up a lot.
“Oh, you’re feeling sorry for my stepmother now. Why didn’t you feel sorry for her when you were torturing her?”
Ji Chenzhou rolled his eyes at his father and placed the peeled boiled egg into his baby’s bowl.
He pinched his baby’s face again. It felt really good.
“What kind of brother are you? What are you saying in front of your sister! You’re so shameless.”
Gu Jue said angrily as he kicked Ji Chenzhou’s leg.
“I don’t know who’s the shameless one, old frivolous one.”
Ji Chenzhou took a bite of his toast. His father was getting more and more sloppy in his cooking.
“F * ck … Don’t eat it, I’ve raised an ungrateful Wolf.”
Gu Jue was alive. The younger ones were insensible, and the older ones were insensible. All of them were eager to anger him to death.
don’t say that you’re supporting me. It’s my stepmother who earns money in our family. You stay at home every day. Who’s supporting who? ”
That was true. Gu Jue was at home every day now. He cooked in the morning and at night. He did not need to cook for lunch. However, when his third son was at home, he still had to cook for him.
None of them went out to work …
“F * cking say that again!”
Gu Jue was furious. He had been working so hard to serve them all day, and now he had made a mistake.
He didn’t go to work, but Qin shaoyou was in the company, so he didn’t need to worry about it.
He was really making money and taking care of both families.
“Repeat what you just said.” Chu baiqing appeared behind Gu Jue, yawning. He smacked Gu Jue on the head and said in a deep voice.
“You’re awake. I’ll go cook you some noodles!”
Gu Jue saw Chu baiqing’s dark expression and knew that he had said vulgarities again.
He immediately smiled and hurried to the kitchen to cook noodles for his wife.
Ji Chenzhou looked at the toast in his hand. This kind of treatment?
“I also want to eat cooked noodles.”
He shouted at his father’s back.
“Get lost,” he said. What he got in return was a loud roar from his father, which was filled with deep disgust.
“Little mom, I want to eat noodles too.”
Ji Chenzhou ignored his father and turned to look for his little mother.
“Cook a bowl of noodles for Chenzhou too.” Chu baiqing kissed his baby’s little face and said to Gu Jue, who was in the kitchen.
“You should just spoil him!”
Gu Jue’s unhappy voice came from the kitchen …
Ji Chenzhou ate a bowl of noodles in satisfaction and left with his baby and Knight. After sending them to kindergarten, he still had to work at the Ministry of Foreign Affairs.
Chu baiqing’s heart ached when he saw Ji Chenzhou holding the Knight’s hand and carrying his precious.
It had been five years. Time really flew …
is it time to hypnotize him again? he’s been saying that he’s dreaming these past two days.
Gu Jue sighed as he poured Chu baiqing a glass of warm water.
“Okay, I’ll make the arrangements.”
Chu Bai Qing’s tone was bitter.
During the period when Rengang died, Ji Chenzhou had no intention of living. He did not care about the Knight or the treasure. No matter how everyone persuaded him, he would not listen.
She was waiting for na Ren to come back from the swim as if she was possessed.
She sat by the pool and waited every day …
He only wanted to live in his and Ren’s world, and he didn’t want to come out at all.
They had no choice but to hypnotize him.
She wanted him to forget about Ren, but she failed after several attempts because Ren was deeply rooted in his heart.
Especially the scene of Ren jumping into the sea …
In the end, she could only hypnotize him and tell him that she jumped into the sea because she didn’t want to be with him. Then, she sealed off the process of them falling in love.
Only the memory of their first meeting and the memory of Ren jumping into the sea remained.
As expected, the hypnotized Ji Chenzhou only had hatred and resentment for na Ren.
He had also come back to life, but he could not remember the Knight and his baby. In the end, he only told him that it was an artificial child made by his father and his stepmother …
These days passed for five years …
Ji Chenzhou had followed his father’s arrangements and entered the Ministry of Foreign Affairs. He was now the Minister of Foreign Affairs, the position that Ji Jiu had once held.
He was busy every day, but his love life was always a blank. Even though Ren had died, he still had a certain place in his heart. After all, he had been very interested in Ren when they first met.
All these years, Lu Kai had been chasing after Ji Chenzhou. It had been five years, and he had not gotten any response, but he had not given up at all.
In order to enjoy the benefits of being in a favorable position, Lu Kai had also entered the Ministry of Foreign Affairs through his family’s connections.
After work, Ji Chenzhou had just gotten into the car when Lu Kai appeared out of nowhere and sat in the front passenger seat.
She fastened her seat belt naturally and smiled at Ji Chenzhou. today is my birthday. You’ll treat me to something good, right? ”
If Lu Kai had looked demonic and charming back then, then five years later, Lu Kai had become more mature. After all, he had entered the workplace, and his temperament had changed.
Ji Chenzhou recalled that Lu Ming had called him and asked him to take care of Lu Kai. So it was his birthday.
Every year, on Lu Kai’s birthday, Lu Ming would specially greet Ji Chenzhou and ask him to treat Lu Kai better.
Because Lu Kai’s mother had passed away on his birthday, Lu Kai’s birthday was a form of torture for him every year.
Ji Chenzhou did not say anything and started the car.
Since he hadn’t been chased out of the car, Lu Kai knew that Ji Chenzhou would take him out for a good meal.
The corners of his mouth curled up slightly, and his heart was filled with happiness.
He thought that he would never have the chance to have this man again, but he did not expect that Ren would actually die …
He thought that Ji Chenzhou would go crazy. Didn’t he say that he loved that man very much?
However, wasn’t she living so well now? perhaps she had forgotten who that man was.
He knew it. How could a person like Ji Chenzhou fall in love with someone else?
He didn’t understand love at all. He didn’t expect him to fall in love with him, he just wanted to be with him.
He believed that as long as he persevered, he would eventually be accepted by him one day.
He had loved her for so many years and it had become a habit. He could afford to wait.
Ji Chenzhou brought Lu Kai to his couple’s restaurant. He did not have any other intentions, but he just happened to have some matters to deal with.
However, Lu Kai didn’t think so. A couple’s restaurant …
When they got out of the car, he hooked his arm around Ji Chenzhou’S. I like it here.
Her eyes were curved, and the corners of her mouth were upturned. It was as if she had become the proud little wild cat from five years ago.
Ji Chenzhou didn’t say anything. Ever since Ren didn’t want to be with him and jumped into the sea, Ji Chenzhou had become extremely cold in front of others.
He would only reveal his true self in front of his little father and mother.
The dishes were all ordered by Lu Kai, and he even ordered red wine. Thinking that it was his birthday, Ji Chenzhou got someone to prepare a cake.
“Chenzhou, I’m really happy today.” Lu Kai was indeed very happy. After drinking quite a bit, he directly sat beside Ji Chenzhou.
Her entire body was stuck to him, and the smell of alcohol mixed with heat hit Ji Chenzhou’s face.
“It’s almost time, I’ll send you back.”
Ji Chenzhou did not drink much because he knew Lu Kai’s alcohol tolerance. He would get drunk easily.
“I don’t want to go back. You want me? My birthday wish all these years is for you to sleep with me …”
Lu Kai was about to kiss Ji Chenzhou when he said that, but he avoided him.
“Stop it!” Ji Chenzhou naturally knew about this. On Lu Kai’s birthday two years ago, he had shouted loudly that he wanted her to sleep with him …
I’m not fooling around. Ji Chenzhou, why can’t you sleep with me? I’m good-looking and have. good figure …
Ever since that na Ren had died, no one had appeared by Ji Chenzhou’s side.
If Ji Chenzhou had any memories of him and Renai, he would have pushed Lu Kai away without hesitation.
However, he didn’t have those memories. He was only interested in that Ren, but he would rather die than jump into the sea.
Ji Chenzhou could no longer remember how many years Lu Kai had wooed him, but no matter how hard he tried to distance himself from him, Lu Kai had not given up.
He didn’t understand why he didn’t like Lu Kai. He was better looking than na Ren, had fair skin, a good figure, and was very attractive. Most importantly, he loved him, so why wasn’t he interested …
Ji Chenzhou pinched Lu Kai’s jaw, and Lu Kai pouted slightly, wanting to kiss him …
Ji Chenzhou looked at Lu Kai’s lips and narrowed his eyes slightly.
The only thing that appeared in his mind was Ren’s lips, not the thin lips of other men. Ren’s lips were a little chubby, and it felt good to kiss them …
In Ji Chenzhou’s eyes, there was no Lu Kai, only those alluring lips …
Lu Kai’s hands were tightly wrapped around Ji Chenzhou’s neck. He would definitely make him sleep with him.
It had been so many years, and he, Lu Kai, had become a joke. He had chased after Ji Chenzhou every day, but he had not received a single response. His love had been so petty and low.
However, he was willing to do so. He wanted this man, and he must have this man.
Ji Chenzhou’s thumb brushed against Lu Kai’s lips as he slowly lowered his head.
Ji Chenzhou … Lu Kai squinted his alluring eyes and called out Ji Chenzhou’s name in a soft voice.
Any man would not be able to resist Lu Kai’s seduction, not to mention that Ji Chenzhou had mistaken him for that Ren …