To My Dear Mr. Huo

Chapter 757 - Don’t think too much

Chapter 757: Chapter 047: Don’t think too much

Li Qianxue didn’t wake up. After being kissed by SU Chenghui, she woke up even if she didn’t wake up. The kiss was very strong and painful. She couldn’t breathe. Su Chenghui not only kissed her, but also held her waist tightly and hugged her whole body in his arms. After the kiss ended, Li Qianxue realized that his eyes were actually red. “Li Qianxue, let me tell you, in this life, I will not go anywhere other than by your side.” Li Qianxue looked at his red eyes and the words that she was about to say turned into self-mockery. “Don’t think too much. Who knows if I have a next life or not.” “You will be fine. Do You Hear Me? You will be fine.” He hugged her tightly with the strength that was about to squeeze her into his body. “You will be fine. Even if it’s a tumor, now that medicine is so advanced, it will be fine. Don’t think too much, you –” “You’re the one who thinks too much, right?”Li Qianxue was in pain from his hug. She struggled a little. “Let go of me, I Can’t breathe.” “I won’t let go.”Su Chenghui rarely showed such a childish side. “I won’t let go, and I won’t allow anything to happen to you. Qianxue, don’t think too much, I believe that you’ll be fine. You’ll definitely be fine.” He repeated these few sentences over and over again. It was unknown whether he was trying to convince Li Qianxue or himself. “Su Chenghui, let go.” She was used to self-discipline, but she was shocked when she realized that there was something wrong with her body. At this moment, she had already recovered. “I know that I will be fine. Let Go First.” Wasn’t it just a tumor? It would be fine after a surgery. Looking at her current state, there was still no reaction. It was probably not serious. Su Chenghui did not retreat. He still held her hand tightly. He looked at her with good eyes. It was as if she would disappear from his sight in the next second. “Qianxue, let’s go to the hospital for another check-up, right? Check a few more times. I know an American expert. I’ll ask him to come back and operate on you.” “Su Chenghui.”Li Qianxue could not stand him like this. “Where’s Su Peizhen? How Is She?” ”...”Su Chenghui was stunned for a moment, then he shook his head. “I don’t know.”When Su Chenghui said this, he looked a little embarrassed. “I heard that you were sick, so I rushed back without stopping.” “Then, you –”Li Qianxue was stunned. “Didn’t you come back after the audit?” As she spoke, she picked up the phone at the side and looked at the time. She went home from the physical examination and then slept. It was only more than five hours. Su Chenghui had to rush from Rongcheng to the airport, even if it was the fastest flight back, plus the time on the road. It meant that he didn’t stop and rushed all the way back. This made Li Qianxue look at him in shock. “I’m not in the mood.”Su Chenghui thought about Li Qianxue’s illness all the way and was worried all the way. Tumors could be big or small. One bad thing could be the worst outcome. Su Chenghui couldn’t think rationally all the way. There was only one thought in his mind, and that was that Li Qianxue couldn’t be hurt. Now that Li Qianxue asked, he remembered that he didn’t even pay attention to the outcome of SU Peizhen’s final trial. As a father, he had failed in his duty. “I’ll make a call now.” As Su Chenghui spoke, his phone rang. It was the lawyer he had hired for Su Peizhen. “Mr. SU, the trial results are out.” “How is it?”Su Chenghui only felt a little nervous at this time. He glanced at Li Qianxue, not sure what the outcome would be. “The appeal was successful. The first trial was rejected. The second trial was changed to a two-year prison sentence, suspended for two years.” The lawyer’s words made su chenghui heave a sigh of relief. This result was more or less enough. Suspended for two years. As long as Su Peizhen did not do anything wrong in these two years, she would basically be a free person. “Good, very good. Thank you, lawyer Jiang.” “You’re welcome.”Lawyer Jiang also heaved a sigh of relief. In fact, this matter was still because of SU Qingsang. She knew that Su Chenghui had been running around because of Su Peizhen and didn’t want to meddle in other people’s business. But in the end, that person was still her biological father. Especially after Su Chenghui’s recent behavior, she was touched. After thinking about it, she still greeted Huo Jinyao. This was the best result for her. She was sentenced to two years in prison. Including the time Su Peizhen had previously served, she still had six months in prison. She would be suspended for two years and released. If she committed any more crimes, she would be locked up again. If she really repented, Su Chenghui could also let out a sigh of relief. “Where is Miss Pei?” “Miss Su was released after the trial. Now, she has gone home with her mother, Miss Xiang.” Such a big event like Su Peizhen’s second trial was naturally reported to Xiang caiping. Even if Xiang caiping didn’t like Su Chenghui, he could help Su Peizhen come back earlier. Xiang caiping felt a little better. Su Chenghui spoke to lawyer Jiang for a few more words and finally hung up. Then, he gave Su Peizhen a call. Su Peizhen had just come out and didn’t have a cell phone. Su Chenghui first contacted Xiang caiping, so they should be together at this time. “Dad?” “Yes. Peizhen, how are you?” “Not bad.”Su Peizhen had wanted to come out earlier, but she didn’t expect it to be so soon. “I’m sorry, Peizhen. Dad had something to do today and didn’t accompany you –” “Dad, it’s okay. I’m out anyway.”Su Peizhen didn’t care about that process. She could also see that in Su Chenghui’s heart, her status had been declining time and time again. If it was in the past, she would have been indignant. But now, after more than a year in prison, she was more open-minded than before. “It’s good that you’re out. It’s good that you’re out.”Su Chenghui’s mood was a little complicated. He thought for a moment. “I’ve already asked someone to clean up your house in Lin City. You –” “Dad.”Su Peizhen interrupted him. “I won’t go back to Lin City.” “Peizhen?” “I still have to take care of my mom.”The mom here naturally referred to Xiang caiping. “She’s old. I can’t trust her alone.” Su Chenghui didn’t know what to say. Su Peizhen knew what he was thinking. “Dad, don’t worry. I Won’t make the same mistake again. I Won’t be stupid again. Don’t worry.” “I believe you. I just don’t want you to suffer anymore. If you go back to Lin City, I can take care of you.” “No need. I can take care of myself.”Su Peizhen looked in the direction of Xiang caiping as she spoke. “Dad, don’t worry. I’m not the same Su Peizhen as before.” Su Chenghui couldn’t persuade her. He hung up the phone, unable to hide the sadness on his face. However, this sadness turned into worry when he met Li Qianxue’s face. “Are you sure you don’t want to go for another check-up? How about I arrange for you to go to the big hospitals in Shanghai and Imperial City for another check-up?” “No need.”The medical treatment in Lin City was also one of the best. She didn’t think there was a possibility of misdiagnosis. “How about looking for an American expert –” “Su Peizhen doesn’t want to go back to Lin City?” She changed the topic too quickly. Su Chenghui could only follow her and change the topic. “Yes, she said she wants to stay in Rong City.” Li Qianxue didn’t say anything. When Su Chenghui called just now, she actually heard it. She wasn’t surprised by Su Peizhen’s choice. In fact, it was best for her to stay in Rongcheng. After all, she could start over in Rongcheng. If she came back, it might not be the case. “Qianxue, I’m really worried about you. Just listen to me and go back for a check-up, okay?” “We’ll see.”Li Qianxue definitely had to go back for a check-up, but she wasn’t in the mood now. She needed some time to think about two possibilities in the future. One was that the tumor was benign and there was nothing wrong with it. The other was that the tumor was malignant. If that was the case, there were some things that she might need to prepare in advance — “Qianxue, what are you thinking about?” Su Chenghui had been married to her for many years. Seeing her expression, he understood what she was thinking about. He held her hand tightly. “Don’t think of things that way. You will definitely be fine. Do You Hear Me?” Compared to his excitement, Li Qianxue was much calmer. “Su Chenghui, if, I mean if, if anything happens to me –” “There will be no if. There will also be no if.” Su Chenghui did not want to listen to her at all. He kissed her again, passionately, forcefully, and with some urgency. She couldn’t finish her sentence. She looked at his expression and didn’t quite understand why he was the one who couldn’t accept reality at this point. She let him kiss her. She didn’t push him away. She even tried to pander to him. She didn’t want to think of things in a bad way, but that was her personality. She always liked to make the best preparations, but she also liked to prepare for the worst. “Qianxue –” Her response was almost the best stimulant for him. Su Chenghui almost couldn’t control himself. But when he thought of her illness and her physical condition, he forced himself to withdraw his hand. He propped up a palm and stared at her face. “Qianxue, don’t say unlucky words, and don’t think of things in a pessimistic direction. There will be no ifs and there will be no ifs.” He would not allow it. Li Qianxue looked into his eyes. Her heart, which had been wavering, suddenly had some thoughts. She had hated him in the past, really hated him. Hated him for being heartless, hated him for being prepared. Later on, hated him for being hypocritical, hated him for changing the child, and hurt her heart. Later on, she did not hate him anymore, but she could not let go. Today, when she knew that she might die, the first thought that welled up in her heart was still unwillingness. Not reconciled. She had not done enough. She had not completely turned this man into her. What was even more unreconciled was that she found that she still could not let go. She went to bed as soon as she came back. It was not necessarily that she did not have the intention to escape from reality. She once read an article that said that when one reached middle age, one was most afraid of illness and death. There was an old man at the top and a young man at the bottom. She did not think so in the past. But today, she really felt a little like this. If something happened to her, what would old master Li Do? What about Su Yuxin? What about Su Qingsang? How long had it been since she and her daughter had been together? Was she going to be separated forever? She was unwilling. The one who was most unwilling was still su chenghui. She had just chased him away, but she hadn’t let him understand that everything she had said that day didn’t come from her heart. She did not really want to torture him, nor did she not love him anymore. It was just that she did not have the chance to say those words again. But he had returned. He had abandoned the daughter he loved the most and came to her side. The moment she saw him, Li Qianxue found that her heart had calmed down a lot. It was just like when old master Li had officially placed the burden of the Li family on her shoulders. She had also been nervous and worried for a period of time. She was always afraid that she would not be able to do her best. She was always worried that she would not be like old master Li and be able to convince everyone. However, Su Chenghui had always been by her side during that period of time. Yes, during that period of time, it was one of the few times that they did not oppose each other. Instead, they were united against the outside world. No, it should be said that Su Chenghui had always been on the same side as her when it came to work. During that period of time, he had given her the greatest help. It was precisely because of this that her marriage with Su Chenghui for more than twenty years had been able to continue. Regardless of how they interacted in private, Su Chenghui was definitely her strongest supporter and strongest supporter when it came to work. He let her know how strong she was and let her know that one day, she could do better than old master Li. Her heart was more or less at ease. Although it had not been put into practice, at least it was not like when she had just received the report. “Su Chenghui, in this world, anything is possible.” “Qianxue, you don’t –” “Listen to me.”Li Qianxue insisted. “I know, this is just a small surgery. I also know that I might be fine. However, I still have to say that if anything happens to me, the Li Group will be in your hands.” “Qianxue, I –” “At least, before Yuxin can fend for herself, you have to continue running the Li Group well. You have to give Yuxin a more glorious and powerful Li Group.” “Qianxue.”Su Chenghui felt that his throat was a little sore, and the tip of his nose was slightly sore. He held her hand and buried his face in her palm. “Don’t be like this. I can’t listen to this. Really. You can come on your own.” “Promise Me.” “Qianxue.”Su Chenghui looked up at him. “Do you know? You’re making things difficult for me.” “Yes. I’m making things difficult for you.”Li Qianxue nodded and admitted openly, “But you’ve made things difficult for me for so many years. Now, I’m only making things difficult for you less. Isn’t that too much?” “Qianxue, you know very well that the situation is different now. Without You, I don’t even know if I can still live.” “Even without me, you have to survive.” Li Qianxue placed her hand on his shoulder. “Su Chenghui, even if it’s for me, you have to survive without me. You have to know that Father and Yuxin both need you. Also, don’t you want to make it up to Qingsang? Do you think she’s married. When her days are better, you can forget about it and ignore her?” “Qianxue?” “Okay.”Li Qianxue retracted her hand and looked at him calmly. “I’m only talking about one of the possibilities. It doesn’t mean that anything will happen to me. In short, I want you to promise me.” Su Chenghui calmed down. “Okay, I promise you.” “Let’s go. Let’s go downstairs and eat.” Li Qianxue looked at the time. If she didn’t go downstairs, old master Li would be suspicious. “Qianxue, when do you plan to go for a new physical examination?” “I’ll make another appointment with Dr. Zhong.”Li Qianxue trusted Dr. Zhong. She didn’t want to change doctors. “Okay. Then promise me to find more hospitals for a check-up?” He was very insistent. Li Qianxue looked at him and finally nodded. “Okay.” The two went downstairs together. When they arrived at the living room, both of their expressions were calm. There was not a trace of abnormality. Old Master Li wanted to ask Li Qianxue what happened, but he did not ask when he saw Su Chenghui. Instead, Su Chenghui took the initiative to tell old master Li that Su Peizhen had come out and the verdict. Old Master Li immediately attributed Li Qianxue’s reaction to the impact of the Su Peizhen incident. That night, Su Chenghui did not leave the Li family. Instead, he stayed at the Li family home. If it were any other day, Li Qianxue would have asked someone to kick su chenghui out. However, today was a special day, so she did not think of kicking su chenghui out. Li Qianxue came out of the bathroom after taking a shower. She saw Su Chenghui sitting on the sofa in the room waiting for her. She did not look at her, but walked to the dressing table to do basic maintenance. At this time, Su Chenghui stood up and walked behind her. He placed his hands on her shoulders and used just the right amount of strength to press her shoulders. Li Qianxue did not reject him. She looked at Su Chenghui through the mirror. His usually elegant face still had a hint of concern. The way he looked at her was very complicated. However, the most obvious thing was worry. Li Qianxue, who felt uncomfortable under his gaze, withdrew her gaze with the action of patting the toner. “It’s getting late. Aren’t you going home?” “No.”Su Chenghui lowered his head and sniffed the Rose fragrance on her body. “Qianxue, from now on, you can’t Chase me away. I’ll be wherever you are.” Li qianxue frowned slightly and watched Su Chenghui’s lips move. In the end, she pushed him away. “Qianxue?”Su Chenghui’s expression was hurt for a moment. Li Qianxue couldn’t stand his gaze. “Go take a shower. You’re so dirty.” This was tacit permission for him to stay. Su Chenghui couldn’t help but kiss her on the face. “Okay, I’ll go take a shower.” Li Qianxue watched his figure disappear behind the bathroom. For a moment, she didn’t know whether she was right or wrong. She didn’t wait for Su Chenghui. Instead, she took a book and went to bed. She turned on the bedside lamp on her side and opened the book. This was Ou Henry’s short story. She had always liked it, but now she couldn’t really read it. If she left su chenghui behind, what would happen next? .. Su Chenghui came out very quickly. He only wore a towel around his waist and came out. Li Qianxue took a glance out of the corner of her eyes and withdrew her gaze. She looked as if nothing had happened, but when Su Chenghui sat down next to her, her whole body was a little stiff. They had been married for more than 20 years, and the number of times they had really had physical contact was only twice. Before the first marriage, after the first marriage. Once with Su Qingsang, and once with Su Yuxin. Now, more than a year after their divorce, the couple was lying on the same bed again. Li Qianxue thought about the two bad experiences and tightened her grip on the book.