Chapter 44: Chapter 40: Summer Night Study Session
Chapter 44: Chapter 40: Summer Night Study Session
In the eyes of ordinary people, Magical Girls are synonymous with being extraordinary. Although some regard them as part of a conspiracy or a hoax, most are eager to believe that Magical Girls are mysterious, powerful, and radiant.
They vanquish dreadful monsters without ever asking for anything in return, their existence so pure and beautiful.
If you were to conduct a survey in any elementary or middle school asking girls what their dreams are, "Magical Girl" would undoubtedly be among the top choices.
Longing and desire are the main motivations for this, but there's also an unspoken reason:
Becoming a Magical Girl provides an excuse not to study anymore.
"I'm already a hero protecting humanity and involved in such dangerous battles. Is studying really still necessary?"
Holding this thought, it's not uncommon for Magical Girls to abandon their studies.
Even though retired Magical Girls cannot disclose their identities, rumors on the internet—often baseless—suffice to confirm that the lives of Magical Girls who retire normally are quite comfortable.
Fighting Remnant Beasts allows them to exchange Echoes for contribution and rewards, and a substantial wealth subsidy is available after a standard ten-year service upon retirement. This means that retired Magical Girls can live comfortably even without working.
Emerald Sparrow's unique experiences meant she didn't get to enjoy these benefits, but that didn't mean she couldn't imagine them.
The reason she hoped Lin Xiaolu would study hard was because she believed: In the future, when Lin Xiaolu returned to society, she might not have to work, but she must not lack the ability to work, lest she become a digitally illiterate person with no education.
This is a simple expectation of a parent.
She had seen what the lives of the most lethargic, shut-in, retired Magical Girls could look like.
It was that of a retired Magical Girl she once visited, who lived in a luxury bachelor apartment filled with an odd smell. The place was cluttered with all sorts of trash: takeout containers scattered across the floor, beer cans, and dirty clothes strewn about everywhere.
Because of her high standards, she continuously failed to find a suitable marriage partner; she spent her days addicted to video games, enjoying the feeling of being flattered online as a wealthy woman; she ran a stream with a virtual image resembling her transformed self, though barely anyone watched, leading a life as stagnant as mud.
Just thinking about Lin Xiaolu turning into that, and associating it with the social news of young shut-ins treating their parents like servants, made Emerald Sparrow feel almost suffocated.
"You're not getting this angle?"
Sitting beside Lin Xiaolu's desk, Emerald Sparrow saw Lin Xiaolu looking puzzled at a math problem, and leaned in closer.
Lin Yun had maintained good grades during her student days. Although she didn't make it into a prestigious university, she did complete her master's degree. So, handling some middle school-level science knowledge was not difficult for her.
She quickly reviewed the question and, after some thought, began to solve it, carefully writing out each step to avoid skipping too much and confusing the two children.
As for her handwriting, she wasn't worried—it was slightly different than usual. Besides, Lin Xiaolu had hardly ever seen Lin Yun's handwriting growing up, so it was unlikely to trigger any associations.
The pen, a rollerball, made a "tap, tap" sound as it intermittently touched the notebook, with Lin Xiaolu propping her cheeks with her hands, Xia Liang supporting the back of Lin Xiaolu's chair, the two of them maintaining such a posture as they watched Emerald Sparrow solve the problem.
"Hmm... So, why are angle AOE and angle DOE equal?" After watching for some time, Xia Liang suddenly asked.
Emerald Sparrow paused in her writing, lifted her pen, and made an imaginary line along OE: "Because OE is the angle bisector of angle AOD."
"Why?" Xia Liang pressed on.
Looking up at her, Emerald Sparrow pointed with her pen to a line in the problem: "Look, it says here in the question, this is a given condition."
"But these two angles don't look the same size on the diagram?" Xia Liang pointed at the illustration on the paper, still puzzled.
"...That's just a mistake in the drawing by the person who set the problem. They are actually the same," Emerald Sparrow patiently explained.
"They clearly aren't the same?" Xia Liang looked confused, an expression quite different from her usual feigned silliness; it was obvious she truly didn't understand.
Realizing this, Emerald Sparrow could only helplessly say, "Yes, in this case, you go by the text."
She now understood how Xia Liang had been achieving those sorts of grades in mathematics.
It wasn't intentional mischief, nor had there been an accident. It was simply because she really didn't understand the material. To make things worse, she had an overactive imagination when it came to things she didn't grasp.
As the saying goes, the answer explanations of top students converge despite different approaches, while the mistakes of poor students are bizarre and varied. Each struggling student has a unique misunderstanding of the things they cannot do.
Luckily, although Xia Liang was a genuine underachiever, under Emerald Sparrow's supervision, she still had some will to learn and was quite intelligent. As long as Emerald Sparrow made the problems clear, she was able to understand quickly.
As for Lin Xiaolu, her grades had always been better than Xia Liang's, although her mind was relatively slow, and she clearly took longer to understand things. Armed with a somewhat stronger foundation, keeping up with Emerald Sparrow in their studies wasn't too difficult.
Emerald Sparrow sat at the table, urging the two girls to start from the beginning and study the knowledge for each subject. Whenever they encountered points they didn't understand, she would explain them personally, and things proceeded relatively smoothly.
Her voice was cool and crisp, sounding like a thrush's gentle song, and even when she explained mathematical problems that the two girls usually couldn't fathom, it sounded quite pleasant to the ears.
The moon hung in the azure sky as the girls listened to Emerald Sparrow's voice, sometimes pondering, sometimes coming to realizations. The night study session gradually fell into a good rhythm.
And so, when the time passed ten o'clock and Lin Xiaolu began to yawn and show signs of fatigue, Emerald Sparrow closed the textbook in her hand and said softly, "That's enough for today."
"Ah, it's finally over…"
"So exhausting."
It was as if they had been "released from prison," and the previously serious faces of the two girls instantly became filled with laments.
Seeing both of their disheartened looks, Emerald Sparrow sighed, although she knew there was a suspicion of feigning pitifulness, "If you could study with this efficiency every evening, you wouldn't have to do this every day."
She had already looked through the girls' junior high textbooks, and if she just focused on explaining the difficult and important points, a summer vacation would be more than enough to cover the material.
With these words, the previously downcast pair perked up, their expressions changing so swiftly it was clear there was no attempt to hide their feelings.
But then again, why not let it slide when they could be considered her "juniors"?
Looking at them, Emerald Sparrow's eyes softened somewhat.
The long night of teaching and studying was over, and Lin Xiaolu needed to wash up and rest, so it was time for everyone to part ways.
After bidding farewell to the two with a smile, Xia Liang walked out of the apartment building where Lin Xiaolu lived alone.
Gazing at the few dim street lights still shining on the road, the smile that had been on Xia Liang's face gradually faded, revealing a hint of bewilderment.
Had there been nothing else on her agenda, she would have transformed into a Magical Girl and flown straight home by now. That was how she had always left Lin Xiaolu's place in the past, but now, she felt disinclined to do so.
She wanted to walk on this night-time road.
The study session with Emerald Sparrow and Lin Xiaolu, while not unpleasant in feeling, had stirred a subtle restlessness in her.
Like a dream, she had become the legendary Magical Girl, gained like-minded companions, and a devoted mentor. To her former self, this was a happiness she wouldn't have dared to imagine. Yet, these days, she felt an increasing sense of emptiness inside.
The void in her heart remained unfilled, still thirsting for something, and as time passed, it continued to grow, asserting its presence to her such that she could not ignore it.
What exactly was this feeling of emptiness?
On the night road, Xia Liang walked with her head down, constantly examining herself. With each step forward, her shadow under the lights stretched and shortened, again and again.
After passing several intersections in silence, just as she was about to enter another district, she suddenly sensed something and stopped in her tracks.
"That... I've been wanting to ask since a while ago,"
she said with a puzzled look, smiling helplessly as she turned around, "Little junior, why have you been following me all this time?"
Not far under the streetlight, Emerald Sparrow stood boldly. In the darkness of the night, light bathed her figure, making her stand out conspicuously.
She should have left in another direction, but there she was, following behind Xia Liang without any attempt to hide her presence,
and upon hearing Xia Liang's query, she responded indifferently in a flat tone, "I'm planning to go to your house."
"... Why?" Xia Liang asked, taken aback.
"If you want a reason, there's nothing special, really," said Emerald Sparrow, hand on her hip, her face devoid of any excess expression, as if what she was about to say was indeed trivial.
But when she actually said it, Xia Liang's heart raced:
——"It's just that, I suddenly felt like running away from home too."