CEO He : Please Don't Love Me

Chapter 121 - Heaven And Hell

The security guard standing outside the bar looked at the girl who was walking towards him. His eyes narrowed as he found her a little familiar and they widened slightly when he realized who she was.

"Girl, you are here again?"

He asked as soon as Mo Roulan was in front of him with his hands folded on his chest.

Mo Roulan pressed her temples.

'Ah…how could I not remember that I will not be able to enter so easily?'

"Hello, Big Brother."

She smiled tightly as she greeted the security guard.

The middle-aged security guard's expression eased just like the previous time and she felt a hope emerging inside her heart.

However, the hope died with the security guard's next words.

"Girl, don't even think about entering this bar by buttering me up."

"Oh…"

Mo Roulan's mouth was curved in a big 'o' shape and she sighed in disappointment.

Seeing the disappointed girl, the security guard also sighed and said earnestly.

"You're not even eighteen yet, right? Why do you want to go inside? Didn't I tell you last time that this is not a good place?"

The security guard had seen many young teens entering and exiting the bar every day but he never cared for those teens. However, he suddenly wanted to make the young girl in front of him understand that the bar he was guarding was not a good place for her.

"Big Brother, I know. Actually, my friend …she is inside. I need to get her."

"Is she the same girl…from that day?"

Mo Roulan nodded his head again and again.

The security guard frowned again. He looked at Mo Roulan and advised her like a big brother.

  "Girl, you should not make such friends. I can tell you that she doesn't have good company and she is into bad things. I have seen her entering the bar many times."

Mo Roulan's fists clenched and she asked immediately.

"Big Brother, did she also enter today? Did you saw her?"

The security guard shook her making Mo Roulan feel nothing but relief which soon went away.

"But I just came back. Actually I guard the bar in evening and for whole night. There is other security guard who guards the bar for morning and noon. So your friend can be inside …I am not sure."

Mo Roulan bit her lips and her shoulders slumped suddenly.

So Shen Youlin can be inside the bar…in the state, she had seen her in the photos.

"She is going inside with me."

A cold voice came from her behind suddenly and she raised her head.

Turning her head, she saw He Jian standing beside her.

The security guard was now looking at He Jian with narrowed eyes but he didn't dare to say anything rude when he saw that He Jian was dressed in branded clothes.

Chu Feng, stepped forward and showed a black card to the security guard who immediately saluted to He Jian and said

"Please, Sir."

"Come."

He Jian said to Mo Roulan who followed him inside without saying anything. Behind them, the security guard shook his head while looking at Mo Roulan's back with a heavy sigh.

Mo Roulan directly ran towards the stairs crossing the dancing people.

He Jian looked around the bar with a frown and then moved his eyes to look at Mo Roulan's back who was running ahead of him.

He followed her in long strides and Chu Feng ran behind his boss to match his speed.

When they reached the first floor, He Jian saw Mo Roulan standing outside a room with a frown on her face.

On the other hand, Mo Roulan's whole body was tense when she saw the locked door.

Shen Youlin was not here…then where was she?

Mo Roulan's lips were slightly parted as she tried to think where Shen Youlin could be. She took out her phone and opened the photos she was sent in the afternoon.

She knew that these photos were clicked inside this room only.

Then did someone take away Shen Youlin? Her whole body stiffened when she thought this.

Lost in her thoughts, she didn't notice the man walking towards her who was now standing by her side. He glanced at the phone in her hands and his blue eyes fell on the images on the screen.

His blue eyes flickered and his lips were pressed in a thin line. 

At this moment, a sudden noise was heard from inside the room.

Mo Roulan came out of trance and frowned hearing the noise and He Jian looked at the door with calm eyes.

He glanced at Mo Roulan. A moment later, he sighed and said

"Chu Feng, open this door immediately."

"Yes, Boss."

Chu Feng was instantly doing his job.

He stepped forward and asked Mo Roulan to step back politely. Then he searched the pockets of his pants but didn't find anything.

He turned around and looked at Mo Roulan.

"Miss Mo, can you give your hairpin for a moment?"

Mo Roulan did give him with a confused face whatever he asked for.

A few moments later, she was shocked when she heard the click sound of the lock being opened.

When Chu Feng stepped back and said

"Done, Boss."

She couldn't help but look at him with admiration.

He Jian saw the look in her eyes and was instantly displeased.

He looked at Chu Feng coldly who shuddered feeling his boss' cold gaze with a confused heart.

'This…what did he do wrong this time?'

Mo Roulan looked at the opened door. Her fists clenched and unclenched as she held the knob and opened the door.

However, she suddenly couldn't gather the courage to step inside the room.

When was the last time when she had stepped here?

She couldn't help but wonder.

This room had been a heaven for her at some time but today it more seemed like hell to her.

"Lanlan, Are you alright?"

She heard He Jian asking her.

She didn't ask him not to call her by the name he called her. She didn't even turn her head to look at him.

She stiffly nodded her head in response to his question.

The two most important parts of her tragic past were standing on her behind and front.

How was she supposed to feel?

She suppressed her emotions and diverted her mind to Shen Youlin.

Yes, she needs to find Youlin instead of fighting with her emotions standing here.

Strengthening her heart, Mo Roulan stepped inside the room. However, she couldn't keep her calm for long when she saw Shen Youlin inside the room.

In a corner of the room, Shen Youlin was licking her fingers and laughing madly with dazed eyes.

Mo Roulan's legs felt weak as she walked towards Shen Youlin. She forgot about everything.

Her fists were clenched tightly as if they were giving her strength. She, with every difficulty, stood in front of Shen Youlin and called out.

"Youlin." 

Shen Youlin heard a soft and familiar voice and raised her head.

When Mo Roulan saw her red eyes and a silly smile on Shen Youlin's lips she almost stepped back in shock.

"Rou…lan."

  Shen Youlin stumbled with her words as she called out Mo Roulan's name but Mo Roulan didn't seem to hear her.

Her whole body suddenly started to tremble and she fell down on her legs.

"Lanlan…"

A shout echoed in the room and two arms surrounded her small body from behind instantly. However, Mo Roulan was just staring at Shen Youlin's silly smile and red eyes.

In Shen Youlin, she seemed to be seeing her past self.

Did she also use to look like this in her past life? She wondered as she raised her hand too touch Shen Youlin's face with trembling fingers.

"You…You ..lin."

She was so feeling so emotional that she couldn't form her words properly.

He Jian tightened his arms around her waist hearing her trembling voice.

His blue eyes were filled with concern as he looked at her pale face. She seemed to be in so much pain. He really wanted to take her away from there but somehow he could feel that the girl in his arms would not like it.

"Roulan…"

Shen Youlin laughed as she held Mo Roulan's hand.

"I am feeling so light….Roulan."

She forwarded the straw pipe in her hand to Mo Roulan and said

"You …also try this. It is magical."

Mo Roulan's vision went blur with every word of Shen Youlin who didn't seem to be in her consciousness and at this moment and was blabbering anything.

She held Shen Youlin's arm and whispered in a choked voice.

"Let's go home."

But Shen Youlin frowned and shook her head.

"No…I feel nice here."

She even jerked away Mo Roulan's hand from her arm and was about to snort another series of drugs that she had just lined up on the floor a few moments ago.

When Mo Roulan saw this, she felt very angry looking at the white powder. She freed herself from He Jian's hands and she rubbed the white powder on the ground as if she just wanted to destroy it with her hands.

The next moment, she was pushed away on the ground with a heavy force. 

"How dare you…I want this…why did you that?"

Loud shouts echoed in the room one by one.

Mo Roulan didn't even try to get up from the floor as she looked at the girl in front of her who was looking at her as if she was her greatest enemy in this whole world.