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CEO He : Please Don't Love Me
"Heart wants to love but fears the fate of being left alone."
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He Jian I loved you more than anything in my whole life. To the point that it became poison for me.
Now in this life, I loved myself. I sealed my heart for you. Then why are you not leaving me alone? Why are you constantly pulling me into your life.? Why do your eyes have something else other than disgust for me?
Did you not hate me?
What has changed?
You or Me?
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Excerpt
A gentle kiss fell on her lips and a shiver ran down her spine.
“I love you.”
Her heart pounded fiercely inside her chest. These words. Oh, how she wished to hear them in her last life. She might have fainted from happiness if she had heard them at that time. But now, they didn’t bring that happiness to her heart. They only brought fear, confusion and anger, and so many questions.
“How can you…” She whispered more to herself.
How can he love her?
He heard her and stroked her cheek. The touch was so gentle that it made her feel as if she was a precious treasure. It made her feel loved.
She raised her head to look at him. The usual ice-cold-blue eyes were filled with smiles as he asked her.
“Why can’t I?”
She swallowed realizing how those eyes still affected her, realizing how weak she was. Tears surfaced through her eyes and she saw him panicking. He tried to wipe them gently as she whispered.
“You can’t……..you just can’t."
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Mo Roulan spent her whole life chasing after the man she loved with her whole heart. At the time of her death, when she didn't see even an ounce of sorrow in his eyes, her heart was filled with sorrow.
She was reborn. This time she vowed to make different choices and change her destiny. Hiding the past in her heart, this time she chose her family. But what will she do when the same past is back pounding on the doors of her heart, ready to break the walls she had surrounded her heart with.
Will she give it a chance or will she continue to hide those feelings inside her heart?
Read on to find out what wins. Her fear or His love?
- Chapter 1 - Reborn : Changing Destiny
- Chapter 4 - My Feelings Of Inferiority
- Chapter 7 - Little Mo Chen
- Chapter 10 - After Five Years
- Chapter 13 - City H Or City S
- Chapter 16 - Shen Youlin
- Chapter 19 - Found Something
- Chapter 22 - An Invitation
- Chapter 25 - A Slap Of Reality
- Chapter 28 - I Like You The Most
- Chapter 31 - The Fight
- Chapter 34 - She Wants To Hide
- Chapter 37 - CEO Song
- Chapter 40 - The Kitten Is Still Fierce
- Chapter 43 - The Greedy And Cruel Aunt
- Chapter 46 - How Did Wen Zuyan Get The Key?
- Chapter 49 - [Bonus ]The Price Of Naivety
- Chapter 52 - Mr. He Lacks A Female Partner
- Chapter 55 - The Kitten Has A Sharp Mouth
- Chapter 58 - CEO Song Is A Tsundere
- Chapter 61 - To Her, Only Jian Mattered
- Chapter 64 - Give That Man To Me
- Chapter 67 - How Does Miss Mo Know This?
- Chapter 70 - The Cold CEO Liu
- Chapter 73 - The Blank Eyes
- Chapter 76 - Don't Touch My Things
- Chapter 79 - Who Cooked The Dish?
- Chapter 82 - Tian Yuan Doesn't Want To Repeat Same Mistake
- Chapter 85 - She Was Stealing Her Brother's Bride
- Chapter 88 - The Dark Memories Of The Past
- Chapter 91 - Helping Shen Youlin
- Chapter 94 - The Shocking Truth
- Chapter 97 - Baby, Are You Cheating Me?
- Chapter 100 - Make Her Realize That She Needs You
- Chapter 103 - A Mother's Pain
- Chapter 106 - Roulan Was Her Light In The Darkness
- Chapter 109 - Cheng Yang's Promise To Himself
- Chapter 112 - I Am Yiling...Shen Yiling
- Chapter 115 - Distressed For Her
- Chapter 118 - She Will Have To Live In His Shelter
- Chapter 121 - Heaven And Hell
- Chapter 124 - He Was Not At Fault
- Chapter 127 - He Was Her Last Hope
- Chapter 130 - Sweetness Of Love
- Chapter 133 - A Plan
- Chapter 136 - He Will Not Let The Kitten Escape
- Chapter 139 - Shen Weisheng's Suspicion
- Chapter 142 - She Had Been A Fool
- Chapter 145 - Not A Good Mother
- Chapter 148 - The Staring Competition
- Chapter 151 - She Knew About Her Being Arrested
- Chapter 154 - He Will Not Leave His Sister Alone
- Chapter 157 - Young Master He Was Threatened
- Chapter 160 - Shen Youlin Gets Mo Roulan's Letter
- Chapter 163 - CEO He Is Jealous
- Chapter 166 - "You Shouldn't Be Here, Ji Fan"
- Chapter 169 - Taking Mo Chen To The Hospital
- Chapter 172 - Laughing Freely After A Very Long Time
- Chapter 175 - Lin Qianru Allows He Jian To Look Out For Mo Roulan
- Chapter 178 - Mo Roulan Gets Kidnapped By Someone
- Chapter 181 - He Jian Was Going To Marry Shen Yiling?
- Chapter 184 - Grandfather He Forgot To Take His Medicine
- Chapter 187 - Was Liu Ji Fan Doing Wrong?
- Chapter 190 - The Scary Fragments Of Past
- Chapter 193 - Making A Future For Both Of Us
- Chapter 196 - It Was Worth It
- Chapter 199 - Seeing Shen Youlin
- Chapter 202 - Going To Neighbors House For Dinner
- Chapter 205 - What Does Mr. And Mrs. Zhu Want
- Chapter 208 - A Memory From The Past Life (1)
- Chapter 211 - The Annoying Fang Zhihan
- Chapter 214 - He Jian Doesn't Want Lanlan To Go To Cheng Mansion
- Chapter 217 - Mo Roulan Was Also Selfish
- Chapter 220 - Did He Jian Lie?
- Chapter 223 - Fang Zhihan Intuition Proved To Be Right!
- Chapter 226 - Do You Hate Me?
- Chapter 229 - The Funny Misunderstanding
- Chapter 232 - The Old Woman Was From Lin Family?
- Chapter 235 - The Truth Comes Out
- Chapter 238 - Roulan Is Special To CEO He
- Chapter 241 - Lin Qianru's Thoughts About He Family
- Chapter 244 - Xun Weilan And Zhu Jidong Wanted ...
- Chapter 247 - It Was Painful
- Chapter 250 - Shen Yiling's Plans
- Chapter 253 - The Horrible Past Of Tian Yuan
- Chapter 256 - Scared And Helpless
- Chapter 259 - Who Was The Girl On The Other Side?
- Chapter 262 - Finding Mo Roulan
- Chapter 265 - Going Inside The Forest
- Chapter 268 - The Confused Mo Chen
- Chapter 271 - Mo Roulan Finds Something
- Chapter 274 - Leaving The Forest (1)
- Chapter 277 - He Jian Was Hurt?
- Chapter 280 - Mo Roulan Meets Zhu Jiangru
- Chapter 283 - Zhu Jidong And Xun Weilan Finds Out Everything
- Chapter 286 - A Wrong Time To Remember The Past
- Chapter 289 - Will Mo Roulan Die?
- Chapter 292 - The Past Life
- Chapter 295 - She Was His Strong Lanlan
- Chapter 298 - Where Was Lin Qianru?
- Chapter 301 - How Did Cheng Yang Got To Know
- Chapter 304 - Cheng Yang Meets Lin Qianru
- Chapter 307 - Cheng Yang Expose Mo Roulan
- Chapter 310 - "Let Me Help You"
- Chapter 313 - Liu Ji Fan Finds Out The Truth
- Chapter 316 - Tian Yuan's Horrible Past (2)
- Chapter 319 - Can Love Really Change Someone So Much?
- Chapter 322 - Why Are You So Good To Me?
- Chapter 325 - Shen Youlin Goes To Shen Mansion
- Chapter 328 - Shen Zhilan's Punishment For Shen Youlin
- Chapter 331 - Shen Youlin Was At Peace
- Chapter 334 - How Could She Repay
- Chapter 337 - The Innocent He Jian
- Chapter 340 - Life Could Also Be Funny Sometimes
- Chapter 343 - Mo Roulan Feels Safe In He Jian's Presence
- Chapter 346 - The Embarrassed Mo Roulan
- Chapter 349 - "We Should Not Have Met Each Other"
- Chapter 352 The Shocked Lin Qianru
- Chapter 355 Shen Weisheng Comes To Take Shen Youlin
- Chapter 358 CEO He Is Not Happy
- Chapter 361 Is Mo Roulan Weak?
- Chapter 364 He Jian Tells He Zhuang About His Feelings
- Chapter 367 He Jian Is Serious About Mo Roulan
- Chapter 370 Shi Fengju Knows Everything
- Chapter 373 Shi Fengju Tells Shen Yiling Everything
- Chapter 376 Who Will Mo Roulan Go With?
- Chapter 379 Will He Jian Coax Mo Roulan?
- Chapter 382 Will Mo Roulan Go With He Jian?
- Chapter 2 - Saving Him
- Chapter 5 - The Furious Kitten
- Chapter 8 - The Diamond Necklace
- Chapter 11 - Will She Leave The Town?
- Chapter 14 - Become The Sky Not A Bird
- Chapter 17 - A Glance At Her
- Chapter 20 - A Plan
- Chapter 23 - Feeling Alone Inside The Crowd
- Chapter 26 - Enjoying An Illusion
- Chapter 29 - She Needs To Be A Little Sensible
- Chapter 32 - Little Fool
- Chapter 35 - Can't Wait To See Her Face
- Chapter 38 - Grandfather He's Grandson Is A Shy Man
- Chapter 41 - Just Wait And See
- Chapter 44 - I Will Protect Your Sister
- Chapter 47 - It Is Not Easy To Raise A Stubborn Kitten
- Chapter 50 - Who Was This Miss Mo?
- Chapter 53 - The Banquet
- Chapter 56 - Take Me Somewhere Far Away With You
- Chapter 59 - You Like Me So Much That You're Proposing Me
- Chapter 62 - Needs A Favor From Miss Mo
- Chapter 65 - An Unexpected Confession
- Chapter 68 - How Long Do You Plan To Hide From Me?
- Chapter 71 - Dear Tian Yuan
- Chapter 74 - The Confused Hearts
- Chapter 77 - Cheng Yang Needs A Psychologist
- Chapter 80 - The Sly Liu Ji Fan
- Chapter 83 - Taking Cheng Yang Out
- Chapter 86 - Tian Yuan Belonged To Him
- Chapter 89 - You're Safe Now
- Chapter 92 - Throwing The Bait Away
- Chapter 95 - It Was His Fault
- Chapter 98 - The Scary And Familiar Warmth
- Chapter 101 - Tian Yuan Was So Precious To Him
- Chapter 104 - Collision
- Chapter 107 - Why Don't You Become My Motivaton?
- Chapter 110 - Suspicion
- Chapter 113 - Scheming Doesn't Work With Young Master He
- Chapter 116 - Blackmailing
- Chapter 119 - Unexpected
- Chapter 122 - The Silent Affection
- Chapter 125 - Losing A Precious Relationship
- Chapter 128 - He Loves Him
- Chapter 131 - Regrets
- Chapter 134 - Helpless
- Chapter 137 - A Hard Decision To Make
- Chapter 140 - Unexpected
- Chapter 143 - What Should He Choose?
- Chapter 146 - She Had Been Selfish Once
- Chapter 149 - A New Discovery
- Chapter 152 - Lanlan...She Is Mine
- Chapter 155 - Grandfather He Doesn't Want Mo Roulan To Come To He Family
- Chapter 158 - Shen Youlin Gives A Big Shock
- Chapter 161 - Shen Youlin Takes A Decision
- Chapter 164 - Don't Touch Anyone So Casually
- Chapter 167 - Tian Yuan Doesn't Want Liu Ji Fan's Help
- Chapter 170 - The Pitiful Fang Zhihan
- Chapter 173 - Lin Qianru Doubts CEO He's Intentions
- Chapter 176 - The Kitten Was Very Difficult To Grab
- Chapter 179 - Mo Roulan Runs Away
- Chapter 182 - Grandfather He Asks Mo Roulan To Leave City H
- Chapter 185 - CEO He Demands Something Unexpected
- Chapter 188 - Trapping The Rabbit
- Chapter 191 - A Painful Decision From Past Life
- Chapter 194 - She Will Find Out Soon
- Chapter 197 - Fang Zhihan Is A Double Faced Man
- Chapter 200 - Shen Weisheng Was Treated As An Air
- Chapter 203 - A New Revealtion
- Chapter 206 - The Fears From Past Life
- Chapter 209 - A Memory From The Past Life (2)
- Chapter 212 - CEO He Behaves Weirdly
- Chapter 215 - He Jian Cares For Lanlan
- Chapter 218 - The Nervous Cheng Yang
- Chapter 221 - Mo Roulan Was Special To He Jian
- Chapter 224 - Nightmares That Don't Let Him Sleep
- Chapter 227 - The Helpless Parents
- Chapter 230 - He Zhuang's Advice To Grandfather He
- Chapter 233 - Mo Roulan Doesn't Want To Go To The Hospital
- Chapter 236 - The Angry CEO He
- Chapter 239 - "Lanlan Deserves The Best"
- Chapter 242 - The Egoistic Shen Zhilan
- Chapter 245 - A Ridiculous Deal
- Chapter 248 - Protecting Mo Chen From Zhu Family
- Chapter 251 - The Fake Shen Yiling
- Chapter 254 - The Disappointed Liu Ji Fan
- Chapter 257 - Mo Chen Disappointed Mo Roulan
- Chapter 260 - [Bonus ] Mo Roulan Ran Away
- Chapter 263 - He Jian Gets A Call From Mo Roulan
- Chapter 266 - Going To Police Station
- Chapter 269 - The Dangerous Part Of The Forest
- Chapter 272 - Mo Roulan Finds Mo Chen
- Chapter 275 - Leaving The Forest (2)
- Chapter 278 - Mo Roulan Wakes Up
- Chapter 281 - Finding Mo Chen Again
- Chapter 284 - Being Caught Again
- Chapter 287 - Zhu Jidong Finds Mo Chen
- Chapter 290 - Mo Roulan Was Saved
- Chapter 293 - He Jian Meets Mo Roulan
- Chapter 296 - Fang Zhihan Shocks Mo Roulan
- Chapter 299 - Cheng Yang Is In The Hospital
- Chapter 302 - He Jian Feels Bothered With Cheng Yang's Presence
- Chapter 305 - I Am Letting You Go
- Chapter 308 - Lanlan Is Mine
- Chapter 311 - Shen Youlin Comes Back
- Chapter 314 - No One Is Going Anywhere
- Chapter 317 - Mo Chen Was Not Same Now
- Chapter 320 - The Stubborn Mo Roulan
- Chapter 323 - I Will Pay You Back One Day
- Chapter 326 - Grandfather Shen Scolds Shen Zhilan
- Chapter 329 - Shen Youlin Doesn't Want Anything From Shen Family
- Chapter 332 - The Scared Lin Qianru
- Chapter 335 - He Jian Doesn't Want Shen Youlin To Sleep With Mo Roulan
- Chapter 338 - The He Corporation
- Chapter 341 - Why He Corporation?
- Chapter 344 - Shen Yiling Comes Back
- Chapter 347 - Who Wanted To Kill Tian Yuan!
- Chapter 350 "She Doesn't Want Others To Know"
- Chapter 353 Grandfather He Wishes Mo Roulan To Visit He Mansion
- Chapter 356 Shen Youlin Was Fooled
- Chapter 359 The Cold He Jian
- Chapter 362 The Happy He Jian
- Chapter 365 Mo Roulan Left Without He Jian
- Chapter 368 What Will He Jian Do If...
- Chapter 371 What Would Shen Youlin Have Done...
- Chapter 374 Shen Yiling Won't Let Go Of He Jian
- Chapter 377 Mo Roulan Doesn't Want To Go To He Mansion
- Chapter 380 Mo Roulan Finds Facing He Jian Tiring
- Chapter 383 You Are Not Allowed To Run Away
- Chapter 3 - Kids Do Have Dignity
- Chapter 6 - Never Want To See You Again
- Chapter 9 - A New Hope
- Chapter 12 - The Life Changing Decision
- Chapter 15 - A New City
- Chapter 18 - Young Master He Jian
- Chapter 21 - A Birthday Party
- Chapter 24 - The Painful Encounter
- Chapter 27 - The Kitten Ran Away Again
- Chapter 30 - Her Sister Is Not That Innocent
- Chapter 33 - Searching For A Job
- Chapter 36 - A Loveless Marriage
- Chapter 39 - Miss Shen Is Very Beautiful
- Chapter 42 - Shen Yiling's Humiliation
- Chapter 45 - The Biggest Regret
- Chapter 48 - The Naive Lin Qianru
- Chapter 51 - Why Is It So Hot Today?
- Chapter 54 - I Like Her This Way
- Chapter 57 - What Do You Mean By 'We'?
- Chapter 60 - The Web Of Lies
- Chapter 63 - Everything Was Fleeting
- Chapter 66 - Another Coincidence
- Chapter 69 - Stay Away From Me
- Chapter 72 - Qianru, You Can Do It
- Chapter 75 - I Don't Need Your Charity
- Chapter 78 - Helping Cheng Yang
- Chapter 81 - The Sad Grandfather He
- Chapter 84 - Life Has To Go On
- Chapter 87 - I'm Proud Of You
- Chapter 90 - The Fleeting Bliss
- Chapter 93 - Does Tian Yuan Really Not Care?
- Chapter 96 - A New Opportunity
- Chapter 99 - Loving You Proved To Be Very Painful
- Chapter 102 - Cheng Yang Was Not At Fault
- Chapter 105 - You Have To Stay With Me
- Chapter 108 - How Pathetic I Am
- Chapter 111 - Trapping Shi Fengju
- Chapter 114 - Accused
- Chapter 117 - The Fake Joy
- Chapter 120 - A Father-Figure
- Chapter 123 - You're So Cruel
- Chapter 126 - Don't You Feel Jealous
- Chapter 129 - [Bonus ] I Missed You
- Chapter 132 - Win Back Your Friend
- Chapter 135 - He Jian Comes To Know
- Chapter 138 - You Need Me
- Chapter 141 - You Were Never A Bother
- Chapter 144 - Helplessness
- Chapter 147 - The Confusion
- Chapter 150 - CEO He Bothered With Cheng Yang, But Why?
- Chapter 153 - Shen Youlin Doesn't Fear Anything Now
- Chapter 156 - Don't Tell Lanlan Anything.
- Chapter 159 - Was Their Friendship A Boon Or A Doom For Shen Youlin?
- Chapter 162 - Shen Weisheng Threatens Shen Youlin
- Chapter 165 - How Did This Happen?
- Chapter 168 - CEO Liu Lies To Tian Yuan
- Chapter 171 - Something Is Fishy
- Chapter 174 - He Jian Tells Lin Qianru Why He Helped Mo Roulan
- Chapter 177 - I Didn't Save You
- Chapter 180 - Grandfather He Was Never Greeted So Cutely
- Chapter 183 - She Was Not A Beggar
- Chapter 186 - CEO Heart Is Itchy
- Chapter 189 - The New Neighbors
- Chapter 192 - CEO He Coaxes Very Nicely
- Chapter 195 - Lanlan Is Innocent And Kind
- Chapter 198 - Shen Weisheng's Cowardice
- Chapter 201 - The Kitten Reveal Its Claws
- Chapter 204 - Xun Weilan And Zhu Jidong Have A Son
- Chapter 207 - Did Something Happen To CEO He
- Chapter 210 - Will Mo Chen Go Away Just Like Her Past Life?
- Chapter 213 - Sleeping Peacefully After A Very Long Time
- Chapter 216 - A Surprise
- Chapter 219 - CEO He Collapsed?
- Chapter 222 - Cheng Yang Was Not Ready To Let Go Just Like That
- Chapter 225 - Lin Qianru Traps Her Daughter In Her Own Words
- Chapter 228 - The Angry Butler Zhang
- Chapter 231 - The Brave Mo Roulan
- Chapter 234 - CEO He Has His Own Ways To Find Out
- Chapter 237 - Grandfather He Doesn't Have Temper
- Chapter 240 - The Poor Fang Zhihan
- Chapter 243 - A Few Peaceful Days
- Chapter 246 - Fate Plays A Game
- Chapter 249 - Zhu Family Left
- Chapter 252 - Taking Advantage Of Shi Fengju's Feelings
- Chapter 255 - Who Is This 'She'?
- Chapter 258 - Mo Chen Is Missing
- Chapter 261 - Lanlan Is Inside The Forests
- Chapter 264 - The Confused He Jian
- Chapter 267 - The Fight
- Chapter 270 - He Jian Wants To Go Inside
- Chapter 273 - Zhu Jidong And Xun Weilan's Plan
- Chapter 276 - Trying To Find Zhu Family
- Chapter 279 - Zhu Jiangru Finds Out The Truth
- Chapter 282 - Doctor Zhang Was Dead
- Chapter 285 - The Disgusting Zhu Family
- Chapter 288 - Was Mo Chen Dead?
- Chapter 291 - Could She Trust Fang Zhihan With Mo Chen?
- Chapter 294 - He Would Rather Have Her Cry Than Sit Silently
- Chapter 297 - Mo Roulan Had Killed Doctor Zhang
- Chapter 300 - He Jian Was Scared
- Chapter 303 - Mo Roulan Doesn't Want Jiangru To Get Hurt
- Chapter 306 - Tian Yuan Doesn't Want To Leave
- Chapter 309 - Where Is Cheng Yang?
- Chapter 312 - He Jian Finds Shen Youlin Weird
- Chapter 315 - Tian Yuan's Horrible Past(1)
- Chapter 318 - Mo Roulan Does Not Want Any Favor
- Chapter 321 - I Owe You My Life
- Chapter 324 - "I Can't Believe You"
- Chapter 327 - Shen Yiling's Contempt
- Chapter 330 - Tian Yuan Wants To Leave
- Chapter 333 - "Don't Touch Me"
- Chapter 336 - The Pitiful Shen Youlin
- Chapter 339 - The Past Life's Mo Roulan
- Chapter 342 - Mo Roulan Meets He Zhuang
- Chapter 345 - The Happy Shen Yiling
- Chapter 348 - Liu Ji Fan's Past
- Chapter 351 Three Lovers At The Same Place
- Chapter 354 He Jian Knows Shen Youlin's Secret
- Chapter 357 The Silent Fight
- Chapter 360 Mo Roulan Meets Shen Yiling
- Chapter 363 Shen Yiling Comes To Know About Mo Roulan
- Chapter 366 Mrs. Liu Just Won't Stop
- Chapter 369 Should Shen Weisheng Stop Shen Youlin?
- Chapter 372 Making Shen Youlin Understand
- Chapter 375 Shen Yiling Traps Shi Fengju
- Chapter 378 Mo Roulan Way Of Saving Herself
- Chapter 381 He Jian's Unsuccessful Coaxing
- Chapter 384 Lanlan Is Angry At CEO He!