CEO He : Please Don't Love Me

Chapter 160 - Shen Youlin Gets Mo Roulan's Letter

Inside the silent office, only the sound of the keyboard's key being pressed could be heard.

Tian Yuan sighed as he looked at the man beside him.

On his right, Liu Ji Fan was typing something on his laptop with a very serious face.

Tian Yuan put down the file in his hand and stood up from the chair.

"Where are you going?"

The sound stopped and a cold voice fell in Tian Yuan's ears.

Tian Yuan turned around and answered Liu Ji Fan's question with a sickly sweet smile on his lips.

"To the bathroom. What, do you want to follow me there…my dog?"

His words had a hidden taunt for Liu Ji Fan.

"Of Course. If you want me to be there with you, I will accompany you."

The man answered him without any shame on his face.

Tian Yuan sighed when he didn't see any embarrassment on Liu Ji Fan's face because of his words.

He felt like he was just banging his head on the wall and the funny but not so funny fact was his head really hurt.

Since the day he had been allowed to come office, Liu Ji Fan had not left him alone. He had been under the man's eyes except for the time when he was in the bathroom. 

However, a few days before, the man had even started to accompany him during the shower also.

So Tian Yuan's schedule was like this:

Morning shower with Liu Ji Fan, Breakfast with Liu Ji Fan, Office work with Liu Ji Fan, Lunch with Liu Fan, Going back to Liu Ji Fan's villa in Liu Ji Fan's car with Liu Ji Fan, Dinner with Liu Ji Fan, Sleeping with Liu Ji Fan and so on.

As much as his life seemed to be easy, it was not.

Having the man whom he was trying to avoid with everything, accompany him for almost twenty-four hours every day, how could he stop his heart from not having any affection for that man?

Even if a dog whom we don't like much starts to live in our house, after some time we also start to like his presence. We get used to his presence in our house and in our life…then Liu Ji Fan was a man …a man for whom he had harbored affection once…for whom he had sealed his heart with very difficulty.   

Actually, It was not much difficult for him to make his heart seal again for Liu Ji Fan.

Whenever he remembered whatever has happened with him those few years ago, he would unintentionally start to blame Liu Ji Fan for everything.

He would start to push him away from himself but….nothing was effective.

The man would hold him tightly.

Sometimes, he would whisper sweet words in his ears or sometimes he would ask him that he also loved him then why was he trying to stop himself?   

Sometimes, Liu Ji Fan would say that he was cruel to him.

And Tian Yuan would look at Liu Ji Fan in confusion.

'Exactly whom should he call cruel?  He would wonder.

Liu Ji Fan called him cruel so easily. But whom should he blame?

Should he blame Liu Ji Fan ….who forcefully pursued him years back, who forcefully made his place inside his heart? Or should he blame his own fate that led him to Liu Ji Fan?

'Would his life have not been nicer and not so complex if he had not met Liu Ji Fan?' He would wonder and would blame Liu Ji Fan again inside his heart and mind.

But then again he would fall in confusion seeing Liu Ji Fan's love for himself.

What was Liu Ji Fan's fault?

Tian Yuan would wonder while sleeping inside his stronghold on himself in the dark night? 

Liu Ji Fan didn't even know anything so it was reasonable for him to feel that he was being cruel to him.

But he was also not a fault?

In the end, who was wrong?

Was it their love? Was it their relationship?

"Yuan"

"Huh?"

Tian Yuan came out of his trance and whispered.

He found two arms holding his waist firmly. The manly scent mixed with cologne invaded his nose.

It took Tian Yan a few moments to realize his situation.

"Yuan, baby…are you alright?"

The back of his head was being caressed and Tian Yuan suddenly felt very relaxed. He subconsciously leaned his head against the firm chest of Liu Ji Fan and hummed responding to his question.

However, after a few moments again when he realized what he was doing he instantly stepped back before Liu Ji Fan could even get the chance to hold him tightly.

"I will go the bathroom."

Tian Yuan said and ran out of the office immediately.

Liu Ji Fan looked at his disappearing back with raised eyebrows.

A moment later, he smiled lightly as he pictured a running bunny in place of Tian Yuan. But his smile disappeared soon when he remembered Tian Yuan's dazed and lost look from just a few moments ago.

Sometimes, Liu Ji Fan felt that Tian Yuan was hiding a very big thing from him.

As soon as he thought this, Liu Ji Fan took out his phone and called someone.

"Boss."

A voice came from the other side and Liu Ji Fan said without a delay of a second.

"Did you find something?"

"I am working Boss. There are a few things that I have found out but I need to confirm something so…"

Liu Ji Fan frowned. Initially, he wanted to know about those few things but he stopped himself.

He wants to know everything. By knowing only a few things, he doesn't wish to have any misunderstanding between himself and Tian Yuan.

"Find out soon. If you can't then tell me, I will hire a new one."

Liu Ji Fan said coldly and the person on the other side of the phone responded instantly

"Boss, I will work harder. I will not disappoint you. Just some more time and I will find out everything."

With that, Liu Ji Fan hung up.

He went back to sit on his chair. Leaning his head against the headrest he closed his eyes as he remembered the sweet moments of his student life he had spent with Tian Yuan.           

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Shen Youlin woke up at night.

As she slowly opened her eyes and looked around the room she felt her head becoming very heavy.

"Ughhhh…"

She clutched it with both of her hands and got down from the bed,

The pain was too much and she could not bear it. So she went down the stairs to look for a maid who can give her some medicine.

Since she was new to Shen Weisheng's villa, she didn't know where she could find the medicine box.

As she thought this, Shen Youlin cursed Shen Weisheng inside her mind remembering how he was making her stay inside this villa forcefully.

"Ugh…someone give me medicine for headache, please."

Shen Youlin's said loudly with her eyes closed as she sat down on the sofa inside the living room.

"Drink this."

She opened her eyes a little and saw a glass filled with something in front of her lips. Without thinking anything, she took the glass and gulped down the content.

Although the headache didn't go away instantly, she felt a little relived and fresh after drinking it.

"Than…"

She was about to thank the servant but stopped when she saw the man standing in front of her eyes.

It was Shen Weisheng looking at her from up to down with a frown on his face.

Shen Youlin's had gunk in the corner of her eyes. The skin on the corner of her lips had some white substance and her hair was almost forming a birds nest.

Shen Weisheng could not bear to see this pathetic sight in front of his eyes.   

"There is no need of 'Thank you'. Just go and wash this face of yours. Comb your hair nicely and then come down. We need to talk about your small events."   

Shen Weisheng said authoritatively which Shen Youlin didn't like even a bit.

She stood up from the sofa she was sitting on and folded her hands on her chest. 

"What if I didn't do so?"

She said challenging Shen Weisheng.

The man however looked at her calmly and said

"Then I will not tell you whatever you did this afternoon after you were highly drunk."

The world came crashing down as a few scenes flashed inside her mind.

She realized just why her head was hurting so much. Yes, she drank.

She was drunk and she tried to end her life.

There was Mo Roulan also there…

Shen Youlin suddenly sat down on the sofa with a thump as she remembered some scenes from the afternoon.

"Did I do something wrong?"

She asked Shen Weisheng nervously who only glared at her in return.

"Go, wash up, and come down."

So Shen Youlin sighed and went back to her room.

After fifteen minutes, she was sitting in front of Shen Weisheng with a face full of nervousness.

"Tell me."

Shen Weisheng, however, put a letter in front of her and said

"Read this.. This is for you…from that girl, Mo Roulan."