CEO He : Please Don't Love Me

Chapter 167 - Tian Yuan Doesn't Want Liu Ji Fan's Help

Tian Yuan's face was blank and Liu Ji Fan had a confused expression on his own.

He couldn't understand why Tian Yuan was still pushing him. However, after knowing everything…after knowing that his Tian Yuan didn't leave him because he didn't like him around himself…he would not let Tian Yuan push away himself from him.

He held Tian Yuan's waist firmly and dragged him close despite his struggles. Hugging his think body, Liu Ji Fna closed his eyes and whispered

"Baby…do you know …that day, … I had waited for you at our place for the whole day and night. When you didn't come…I thought that you really didn't like me."

A tear fell out of Liu Ji Fan's eyes but he wiped it away hurriedly.

He could not become weak because his Tian Yuan needed him now. However, he also couldn't stop himself from telling his beloved man his feelings… the pain he had felt at that time.   

Six years ago, Liu Ji Fan pursued Tian Yuan for a very long time…forcefully.

Tian Yuan had not wanted to have any relationship with him but he forced him. Although not physically…but he always tried to make Tian Yuan accept him. 

After he had realized that Tian Yuan was his happiness, Liu Ji Fan had been determined to make Tian Yuan a part of his life.

It was after a long while, he realized suddenly that he can't force himself on Tian Yuan like this…that this was not love.

That day, he told Tian Yuan that he would wait for him at their place. That if he wanted him in his life, he has to come and tell him that and if he doesn't…then he doesn't have to come there. 

It was very difficult for him to take such a decision and Liu Ji Fan only realized the seriousness of this decision when Tian Yuan really didn't come to see him that day.

His Tian Yuan didn't want him in his life.

With this thought piercing his heart like a stab, he left that place silently. He had thought that he would be able to live without Tian Yuan and with Tian Yuan's memories.

However, after a few days, Liu Ji Fan couldn't find anything bright in his life. He found himself lost in darkness.

He couldn't eat and sleep.   

He couldn't find any reason to continue living.

He couldn't bear this and went to Tian Yuan's house. Just one glance he wanted…just one to brighten his life again.

However, he never found Tian Yuan there.

Six years, Liu Ji Fan searched every place he could find possible for Tian Yuan's existence there but never found him.

That's why, he joined He Jian in his business.

He Jian and his other friends were the last string of Liu Ji Fan's life. His friends although didn't do anything visibly they have supported and helped him silently.

Life was also slowly starting to become easy for Liu Ji Fan. He had learned to live with this pain inside his heart when Tian Yuan appeared again.

And the never-dead love also woken up with that.

"Baby…you don't even know what you mean to me. Don't push me away."

Liu Ji Fna whispered and hugged Tian Yuan tightly.

Tian Yuan's eyes again went teary when he heard Liu Ji Fan's words. His hand almost rose to hug Liu Ji Fan back but his eyes then fell on his mother's face and he stopped.

"Leave me."

After blinking his eyes rapidly, Tian Yuan whispered coldly.

Liu Ji Fan really left him this time but he still sat very close to him.

"How did you find my mother?"

Tian Yuan asked Liu Ji Fan before the man could say anything else that could make his heart go soft.

  Liu Ji Fan's eyes were filled with guilt as well as anger when he heard Tian Yuan's question but he still answered him.

"You transferred money to an account every month. My man traced the account and found out where does the money go actually and then he told me about auntie. I immediately asked my people to shift auntie here as soon as I found out."

Liu Ji Fan was feeling guilty because he, now, knew that why Tian Yuan had asked him for his phone that day.

Tian Yuan sighed softly and closed his eyes.

He should have been careful knowing that rich people could find out anything.

'Then why didn't he find out everything?' A voice inside his mind, as well as his heart complained suddenly.

Tian Yuan was feeling wronged for whatever happened with his family but he also didn't want to tell Liu Ji Fan everything by himself.

Somewhere inside his heart, he wished Liu Ji Fan would find out everything by himself.

  He knew that his wish was cruel but he couldn't help but feel wronged for bearing all the pain alone.

Why should he suffer?

It was not him who had pursued Liu Ji Fan.

It was not him who begged him to love him.

It was not him who entered his life forcefully.

He had resisted …very much. But in the end, He was a normal student, not a tyrant bully like Liu Ji Fan who basically ruled the whole school. 

What could he do to stop Liu Ji Fan?

"Don't worry, I will look for the best doctor in the world. Aunt will certainly become fine next month."

Tian Yuan came out of his trance when he heard Liu Ji Fan's words.

Liu Ji Fan was looking at him gently and Tian Yuan could also see the concern from his eyes he had for his mother. But he didn't feel moved at all.

His heart was deadly cold by Liu Ji Fan's words.

He doesn't need the help of the man who was responsible for all of his miseries. 

"No…I don't need any of your help.. I will be much glad if you send back my mother and don't interfere in my life again."