CEO He : Please Don't Love Me

Chapter 123 - You're So Cruel

Standing outside the hospital room, Mo Roulan stared at the closed doors.

Shen Youlin was inside.

She had not moved from there since the moment they had taken Shen Youlin inside.

There was a strange heaviness inside her chest as if she was going to lose something…very precious.

As she stood there, Mo Roulan tried to think over the things she thinks that she had done wrong in the past few days.

Seeing Shen Youlin's desperateness today for drugs, Mo Roulan suddenly remembered how stupidly she had left her young brother alone with Shen Youlin.

For the drugs, Shen Youlin pushed her away from herself without thinking anything…then she could do anything to her little brother, Mo Chen.

How could she do something stupid like this…especially when she had already lost Mo Chen once, in her past life?

Remembering Mo Chen's innocent face as he had promised her to take care of Shen Youlin that day, she suddenly wanted to go and apologize to her little brother who didn't know anything and who still doesn't know anything.

She didn't think that Shen Youlin was at fault.

All the while, it has been her who had gone wrong.

She should not have thought that just because she had left the drugs by her own hard work…Shen Youlin could do the same.

She should have understood that Shen Youlin and her circumstances were different.

She had her child to take care of but Shen Youlin didn't have anyone to create motivation inside her heart and strengthen her mind against that temptation.

This time…she did a huge mistake.

Her trance was broken when she felt something cover her shoulders.

She glanced at her shoulders and found a black coat covering them.

"Are you cold?"

She raised her head only to look into a blue-colored pair of eyes filled with concern.

Only then did she realize that she had been trembling.

However, she removed the coat from her shoulders and instantly noticed the frown on the man standing in front of her but she didn't care.

"Thanks, Mr. He, but I don't need it."

  He Jian looked at her silently and Mo Roulan didn't want that.

She knew that aversion for him might not make any sense to him but she can't do anything except keep herself away from him.

It was best for her …and for him also. 

Fortunately, at this moment the door of the hospital room opened suddenly.

Fang Zhihan stepped out of the room and removed his mask as he walked towards Shen Weisheng who was leaning against the wall with no expression on his face.

Mo Roulan also walked towards them but stood a few steps away from them.

"She is drugged …heavily. Did someone force her?"

Fang Zhihan asked while setting his hand on Shen Weisheng's shoulder hoping to pri=ovide some comfort to his friend.

Others might not see but he and He Jian knew that Shen Weisheng looked worried for Shen Youlin and that was something new because they have never seen Shen Weisheng caring for anyone in Shen family despite having blood relations with them.

In response to Fang Zhihan's question, Shen Weisheng looked at He Jian and Mo Roulan.

How could he answer this question?

When he reached there, Shen Youlin was already unconscious.

Mo Roulan clenched her fists and answered before He Jian could say anything.

"She is addicted …to drugs."

A trembling breath escaped from her lips and her eyes unconsciously got filled with tears but she refused to let them out.

A heavy silence fell among the three men and Shen Weisheng's face was very cold as he looked at Mo Roulan.

Seeing this, He Jian silently glanced at Shen Weisheng who didn't mind him, and continued to look at Mo Roulan coldly making He Jian frown deeply.

Mo Roulan was not afraid of Shen Weisheng's cold gaze. She knew that she was at fault this time so she accepted it by herself.

"She was trying …very hard to leave it. She had promised me. I thought that she would pass this phase. But…"

Mo Roulan clenched her fists.

She looked straight into Shen Wiesheng's eyes.

'You should stop now…at least for yourself.'

She remembers Shen Weisheng's words said to her past self.

At that time, she had thought that he was trying to humiliate her.

He had been the only person who had looked at her indifferently instead of hate and disgust in his eyes like others at that time and said those words to her.

For her own good.

And he was very right at that time.

She should have stopped.

Even when, she was abandoned by He Jian in her past life, he had come to meet her and gave her some money. Although she had not taken it, she appreciated his considerate thoughts.

He was not trying to humiliate her. He was just trying to help her.

That's why Mo Roulan respected him very deeply. 

But, this time she had disappointed the same man.

"Brother Weisheng…"

It came out from her mouth naturally. She remembers she had called him by the same name overly affected by her own emotions, the last time she had met him in her past life.

He had awkwardly patted her head and said

'Live happily for yourself from now on somewhere away from here.'

"I'm sorry. I should have informed you when I have come to know about it only."

She whispered with her head lowered.

The three men looked at her lowered head and then glanced at each other.

But the three of them had different emotions in their eyes.

Shen Weisheng's eyes were less cold and He Jian was glaring at the two men in front of him, warning them not to say anything rubbish.

In return, Fang Zhihan's raised his hands in surrender and shook his head while looking at Mo Roulan's lowered head with a complex look in his eyes.

"You did nothing wrong. You did what a best friend would do in your place."

He Jian said calmly but his eyes were filled with distress for her.

Inside his heart, he was blaming himself for not investigating Shen Youlin deeply.

If he had then all of this might have not happened.

Mo Roulan raised her head when she heard He Jian's words. Without her notice, her heart was feeling a little light now…especially when Shen Weisheng nodded his head softly seeing her looking at him.

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(**Warning – There is mature content ahead in this chapter. Readers below the age of 18 and those who don't wish to read such content please avoid reading it.)

The dimly lit room was filled with gasps and the sound of heavy breathing. 

The bed creaked a little as the kneeling man on the bed pushed himself forward slowly making the man under himself moan out loudly.

Liu Ji Fan's eyes darkened with desire more and more when he heard Tian Yuan's sweet moans.

"Ji Fan…haaa…"

His name escaping from Tian Yuan's lips made him crazy.

Oh.., how he wished to possess the man lying under him.

He caressed the belly under his hand.

If only Tian Yuan was a woman.

If only there was any way to make Tian Yuan pregnant.

If only he could tie him by his side by using that child.

"Yuan…"

He groaned when he felt the deep pleasure because of Tian Yuan clenching around his vulnerable part.

"Stop…"

Tian Yuan whispered with a frown not knowing what was happening to him.

He wanted it …at the same time, he didn't want it.

He wanted to escape from this pleasure but he wanted to lose himself in it at the same time.

What should he do? 

When he was still thinking this, the man above his body actually stopped.

Tuan Yuan's eyes widened slightly with surprise.

In the past week, how many times Liu Ji Fan had actually listened to him and stopped.

The answer was none.

Despite his protests, he continued ...drowning both of them in pleasure  … taking away his everything, his sanity, his resistance, his senses.

He looked at Liu Ji Fan with blurry eyes and noticed a meaningful smile on Liu Ji Fan's lips.

At the same time, there was something that made him feel very itchy and frustrated.

"Ji Fan…"

His voice came out more like a whine which made him shocked.

"What's happening to me?"

He gasped when Liu Ji Fan leaned down to kiss on his lips and the thing inside him also moved with his slight movement making him feel itchier down there.

Liu Ji Fan caressed Tian Yuan's slender jawline gently and whispered

"You want me, Tian Yuan….just like I want you. Your body …it is screaming for me."

Tian Yuan understood what Liu Ji Fan was implying but didn't say anything.

He clenched the bed sheets with his hands stopping the urge to move his body was his own …resisting to give pleasure to his body, it was asking.

Liu Ji Fan, of course, noticed his attempts.

He waited …hoping that Tian Yuan would give up and ask him to move, accepting that he really wanted him.

But Tian Yuan didn't.

He continued lying there clenching the bedsheets under him and Liu Ji Fan's eyes got colder with every passing second.

The passion melted down by the wall of resistance Tian Yuan had created around himself. He finally felt it slamming on his face heavily.

Looking down in the eyes of the man on the bed, Liu Ji Fan whispered

"You're so cruel, Tian Yuan."

Then he left his body and then the bed, and finally the room.

While Tina Yuan lay there on the bed alone staring at the ceiling of the room.