Her Husband is My Lover

Chapter 176 - I Love Him And So, I Trusted Him!

"Mom..." Valentina called making Amelia look at her.

"Yes, Valentina?" Amelia asked.

"Can you tell me more about... Mr. Anthony... Umm... Dad?" Valentina asked making Amelia smile.

"Yes, I will." Amelia answered making Valentina give her a small smile.

"You're Dad... He is a man of every woman dream... He was just so perfect... Many womens got jealous seeing me with him..." Amelia said with a smile.

"Even though we both are from rich families... We have our own struggles from our families... I was never allowed to love anyone... It was an arranged marriage... My Dad... That is you're grandpa... Made me married to you're Dad because of business but... You're Dad... Started loving me from the first sight he sees me... I liked him too when I first met him... It was not so hard for me... Because I was around 23 I guess... When I see him for the first time... And as I was at all allowed to like any other guy, maybe... That is the reason I liked you father at that time..." Amelia said making Valantina look at her. 

"Umm... Grandpa passed away after you're marriage with... Dad right?" Valentina asked and Amelia nodded her head in yes.

"Yes... Your dad's father passed away when you're Dad is young... So, he had to look after the business from the very young age... His mother was so proud of him... But he was not at all interested in any relationship's... That's what it irks her a lot... But when she saw me... In some gathering... She wants me to be her daughter in law... She tried to talk with my Dad... but But my Dad... He wanted something from you're dad's business... Your father agreed and came to meet me and he fell in love with me at the first sight and from then, he doesn't want to let me go. So, you're Dad gave everything to my dad and married me. Even though, I was the only daughter to him... He still was so greedy for the money..." Amelia said as she took a deep breath.

"But... You're father looked after so well... And loved me so much... He cares about me a lot... He took care of me as a diamond. But..." Amelia cut off in mid sentence as a tear falls down from her eyes.

"I was borned... A girl... He never liked. Right?" Valentina asked taking a deep breath making Amelia look at him.

"No." Amelia answered making Valentina frown.

"Huh? What do you mean?" Valentina asked.

"He became aggressive to me... Even before I was pregnant with you!" Amelia answered making Valentina frown.

"What?" Valentina asked and Amelia took a deep breath and nodded her head in yes. 

"Yes... He became aggressive even before I get pregnant with you... I don't know why and what made and changed him... So suddenly..." Amelia answered.

"Huh?" Valentina asked making Amelia nod her head at Valentina.

"I know you're doubt... But I still don't know what changed him until now." Amelia answered.

"Didn't you tried to talk to him?" Valentina asked.

"What do you think, I didn't?" Amelia asked as she sighed.

"I did..." Amelia said making Valentina sigh. 

"You did?" Valentina asked and Amelia nodded her head.

"I did... I thought he have an affair outside." Amelia answered.

"What? He had one?" Valentina asked as her head eyes widened.

"No... He doesn't. He loves me... And I am the only one he has in his life... He never touched any other woman in his life other than me!" Amelia answered with a proud smile making Valentina sigh.

"Thank god!" Valentina replied making Amelia chuckle. Amelia ruffled Valentina's hair and kissed her hair. 

"But why was he agreesive towards you?" Valentina aksed and Amelia shrugged.

"As I said, I still don't know." Amelia answered.

"But how can you tell that Dad has never touched any other woman in his life other than you?" Valentina asked.

"Valentina, your Dad loves me. Even though he is agreesive towards me... With the same agreesiveness he confessed me his feelings telling that, I am only his love and there are none in his life other than me!" Amelia answered.

"And you believed it?" Valantina asked.

"Of course, I will. I love him and I trust him. I need to believe him if I love him. Right?" Amelia asked.

"But what if he is lying?" Valentina asked making Amelia chuckle.

"I won't have bothered getting hurt then! If he is happy with another woman... Then I am happy for him thinking that he is happy with an another woman!" Amelia answered.

"Will not that hurt you then? Will not that be hard for you?" Valentina asked.

"It will... But after all... Until the love of my life will be happy... I don't mind getting hurt and suffering myself!" Amelia answered.

"But..." Amelia cut off Valentina in mid sentence.

"Valentina, there will be a time... Where you want to let go of things than hold on to them and getting more hurt in that way. We feel like... Letting them go would be more better for us... Than fight for them!" Amelia said with a small smile looking into Valentina's eyes.

"You only want that the love of your life want to be happy... It's not selfish to think that you want to be happy with him. But... There will be a time... When you want to let of them... Because it's hurts a lot... But thinking that letting them go is a fault and not brave enough to fight for them... Is not right to think that!" Amelia said as she caressed Valentina's hair. 

"I know it will be so damn hard... But once try to let them go... And then see it... You will cry... Because it will be hard obviously. But that crying will make you even more stronger and make you believe in yourself. Maybe you deserve better. You will see a whole new world after letting them go! But you know one small part of them will always remain in you! Yes, you don't want to forget those memories of them... And you don't have to... Just cherish them for this Lifetime... Thinking about their memories or about them... You shouldn't get tears but a smile on your face and should be so grateful for them because they left you some amazing memories with you!" Amelia said with a smile making Valentina take a deep breath. 

"So, letting them go is good than being holding on them... When it hurts?" Valentina asked and Amelia nodded her head with a smile.

"Yes. That is the only option you will have if you ever want to find yourself again... The things are so hard to do... But it you don't let it go... Before you lose yourself... It will hurt you so so Baldy... No one... I mean... No one... Either you, yourself or me can help you in any way... To bring back you in yourself! You will only die with the pain the every second you think about it!" Amelia said with a small smile making Valentina take a deep breath.

"I will suggest this to everyone... The same thing. It doesn't matter to me... If she is my daughter or anyone's daughter... Suffering for herself in good in the start before you get hurt badly... Or else... It will only kill you the every second you think about it... You can never move on and will feel really guilty for yourself when especially you did nothing wrong... You will start blaming your feelings which did Nothing but liked someone and wanted to be with them!" Amelia said as she caressed Valentina's hair. 

"Thank you so much for telling me this." Valentina replied as she hugged Amelia tightly.

"No... Don't thank me... You know what, my daughter is so strong... So strong that she can overcome anything in her life... I know, it's hard for you to over come with it... But... I know, it's not as easy as we think... You are suffering with yourself. But at last, you are still trying!" Amelia said making Valentina nod her head. 

"Yeah... I am trying... But that thing isn't at all trying to leave me... At all... Or maybe... I don't want to let go of it!" Valentina replied and Amelia nodded her head in yes.

"Well... If you want to fight with it... Then go ahead... Get hurt yourself but I will be here for you to hold on to yourself. Getting hurt is good too sometimes... You know! You will not again trust anyone that can hurt Someone else too!" Amelia said indirectly that some other person who likes her might can hurt them so badly as she wanted to convey her that love the person who loves you not the person you want and doesn't have any idea about your love to them!

Even though Amelia doesn't know anything... She is still trying her best to make her duaghter know that what is good for her I'm her life to go through with! Amelia was not with Valentina when she needs her the most and it's Amelia's responsibility to make Valentina know about these things from her young age... But as she never got a chance to explain her daughter about these things but still, She is proud that, her daughter is so intelligent.