Her Husband is My Lover

Chapter 177 - Anthony's Cruel Love.

"Mom... Were not you hurt when Dad abused you?" Valentina asked making Amelia smile.

"I was... I was so badly hurt... I don't know the reaosn why he is hurting me like this too... Because if I know... I would have tried to make myself right but I don't know anything... I couldn't find it either. I tried my best to find it in anyway too... But there is no way I can find it... I still couldn't find it..." Amelia answered with a chuckle and looked at the ceiling. 

"I loved him and he loved me. He told me, he never loved someone else, other than me... That is what I needed to hear or wanted to hear. And I am so happy that he never loved anyone other than me." Amelia said making Valantina smile.

"All my pain... My struggles... My hurt... Everything used to vanish... When he at last said that, I am just crazy for you and you're love." Amelia said making Valentina smile.

"And that was something that hit my heart... Even though, he used to hit me and slap me... He still was the best husband I can ever get. There are only few things that changed him... Or maybe... Someone..." Amelia said making Valentina frown.

"What?" Valentina asked making Amelia turn towards her.

"Ummm?" Amelia asked.

"What do you mean by... Something changed him or someone?" Valentina asked and Amelia shrugged as she chuckled.

Amelia turned towards Valentina and hugged her to her chest making Valentina frown.

"Mom... Please tell me... What do you mean by Dad got changed by something or... Someone?" Valentina asked making Amelia taking a deep breath.

"Is there someone who started changing him? Did he listened to anyone and guided him to any wrong ways? Did anyone try to break you're relationship with Dad but couldn't and they tried to make you bad? Is there something like that?" Valentina asked making Amelia chuckle.

"You think a lot!" Amelia said as she looked into Valentina's eyes and caresses her hair.

"Mom... Please!" Valentina replied making Amelia chuckled and she hugged Valentina tightly.

"Maybe... There is someone who was trying to change him." Amelia said making Valentina frown and she looked up at Amelia.

"What? And who was that?" Valentina asked.

"Valentina, I said... Maybe... I am not sure though!" Amelia answered.

"Yes... You said maybe... And so, you might have any idea about who is it right? Tell me the name... Please!" Valentina replied making Amelia sigh. 

"Valentina... Relax!" Amelia said taking a deep breath.

"I just can't." Valentina replied as she got up from the bed and stood up on her feet making Amelia look at her with her wide eyes.

"You know, I just can't... I want to know why Dad changed and what is the reason! If he was so good to you and loves you so much then why did he used to abuse you by slapping you or hitting you so badly? Even before, I born... I am curious if Dad used to abuse me just because I am a girl or is there any other reason too for abusing me so badly?" Valentina asked as a tear falls down from her eyes and Amelia got up from the bed and walked towards Valentina and hugged her so tightly. 

"Love... Calm down..." Amelia replied as a tear falls down from her eyes too.

"Please calm down." Amelia said as Valentina cried her heart out in Amelia's arms making Amelia cry in her arms too.

"You know, Mom... It hurts like hell... When he used to hit me... I don't care... If he abuse me or something... But calling me by names... I feel so bad... Because I am his daughter... Why would he call me that? I don't know... I always used to think that why do he hate me so much that makes me feel like... This is not a life that I wanted... Why wouldn't I better die than taking all these?" Valentina asked and Amelia shook her head in no as another tear falls down from her eyes and Valentina cried in her arms. 

"No... Don't say that... He is no more in our lives to say that... It's fine... Calm down... Please..." Amelia said as they both hugged each other.

"No, Mom... You know, I sometimes... Wish that... What if he is alive? Would I be same like that? Would I still look like a bitch to him? Won't he at all recognise me as his daughter?" Valentina asked but Amelia couldn't answer anything and just kept crying.

"I know, you went through a lot with him... But... Can't he once think about what he is doing with his wife and daughter?" Valentina asked as tears falls down from her eyes.

"Not even once? Can't he think about why he is making his wife and daughter suffer like this? I tried my best to make his name proud... Didn't I?" Valentina asked and Amelia nodded her head.

"I was a good student till I am in school... But... I couldn't take it anymore..." Valentina said.

"It was so hard for me... So hard. I feel like, I will die... If I don't take this stressful life away from my brain and heart!" Valentina said.

"It was really so hard for me... Seeing him calling me bitch and slut when I did nothing made me get hurt so badly... And that is why, I turned into a real bitch and slut!" Valentina said as She cried and Amelia nodded her head as she can understand what her daughter was going through.

"I wanted to see what will happen if I turned into a real bitch and slut like he said... But... I didn't get much result... He was same... The same person... Who never cared about me or loved me and just tried to hurt me more than anything!" Valentina said as tears poured down from her eyes. She was never this Vunerable. Valentina used to try to control herself so badly... But her father... Anthony Jackson topic is so sensitive to her and her mother Amelia Jackson.

They both love Anthony a lot... But he was just a cruel person... But he was one of the amazing man... Who used to love Amely so much but as the days goes on... No one knows what happened to him and suddenly He changed. It was unbelievable to see how Anthony changed himself so suddenly and behaved so badly towards Amelia. 

It was not at all like, Amelia didn't tried her best to make things clear with Anthony. She tried her best to make him understand about things that is going on with her and him. She tried to make him believe that... She did nothing wrong to deserve this and her daughter did nothing too to deserve this kind of treatment from him... But it's make her feel like... It was out of her hands for her to make him believe anything. 

Amelia tried her best to talk with Anthony but he was so hell adamant on his talks and never tried to make a conversation with Amelia.

Amelia and Valentina used to enjoy his love on them... And feel happy only when there are gathering or parties... They both used to get bkessedy on that day and cheirsh all his love om those days... Even if he shows his fake love on them for that day, they still cherish it with their whole heart and try as much as possible to try to get close to him. He as soon as they all get home, they both used to face the real Anthony. A man... Who is like a devil in their lives to show them the hell for jsut cherishing his love on them. 

That was really soo hard and scary for them to see the real Anthony in the home. They couldn't even try to make him understand on why did they do that and he used to start abuse them both. 

He used to Hit Valentina so badly separately in her room while He takes Amelia to their room and fuck her so badly by hitting her. 

It was so hard for Amelia seeing her own husband is forcing himself on her. But she never thought him doing things as forcefully and accept it wholehearted whatever he does to her and just felt happy that he isn't hurting her in any other way so cruely that might hurt her so badly... But ina way he is showing his love on her at the end of the night by forcing himself on her. 

He used to confess his feelings the every night, he used to force himself on her. Amelia was hurt for sure... But she used to feel happy that he still loves him... She was so happy to see his love on her... Even though, it's cruel... He is still showing his love on her... And making her know that, he is only hers... No matter what!